The Recovery Process Generally
Recovery is essentially the
reclaiming of ones life. Even though the programming maybe still present, it
does not operate anymore with accessing and deployment. Recovery also means the
memories do not overwhelm so that ones life is not functional. Horrible effects
such as Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) do not engulf one. The survivor
has done all the hard work of separating from the perpetrators and not playing
into the supposed guilt and lies, and has worked on memories in order to have a
fuller life and with direction. It is similar to sexual abuse survivors,
recovering war veterans and outlawed gang e.g. bikie survivors. Sexual abuse
survivors follow the awareness of being abused, possibly confronting the
perpetrators, working on the supposed guilt and shame, denial of the
perpetrator/s and the painful memories. Veterans also work on the PTSD and
depression that war brings, and depending upon the person, the anger at being
cannon fodder for the elite’s games. What is different for AGOCMCP survivors is
that the programming is deliberately non conscious. It is dissimilar to sexual
abuse, war and outlawed gangs, in that the programming and memories are hidden
by technical means. Perpetrators of sexual abuse, war and outlawed gangs may
try to deny or stop the victims from knowing the abuse, but psychological
methods, such as dissociation and keeping enforced guilt and adherence in a
separate personality to the victim, do not exist. As pointed out in the Abuse
section, survivors specifically need to understand and work on the intricacies
of programming and the abuse of family dynamics to create a victim.
Even though there are no rigid
stages of recovery, survivors and counsellors have found that survivors do
follow some loose phases. The stages generally are: awareness of being abused
either currently or in the past. This comes from memories and/or finding
validating information e.g. the Internet and survivors. The second stage is
acceptance and validation that the abuse exists. AGOCMCP survivors strongly
need to validate these memories and/or current situation as the perpetrators
attempt to stop memory of it (especially by non conscious programming), and
society generally hasn’t accepted nor understood it. The next stage is finding
safety from perpetrator intimidation and non conscious programming. This is
important for feeling safe within oneself in order to work on the memories and
the indoctrination. The fourth stage is survivorship when the survivor empowers
him/herself so that she/he controls his/her life. This basically is about
working through the indoctrination process (programming) or commonly called
deprogramming, and working on the memories of the deployment and how you/the
survivor was forced into them. It can be done alone, however, every survivor I
have talked to have seen it close to necessary to get support from a
counsellor, other survivors, literature, the internet, workshops, conferences,
support groups, etc. The last stage is breaking away from this support network
and establishing an independent life that is not seriously affected by the
abuse. These stages are not fixed. E.g. a person can be in therapy for non
specific reasons and then get memory and then follow the stages. They are the
general pattern of what survivors go through.
Unfortunately, survivorship takes
some time. Generally for all survivors, it takes many years to fully break
free. This is because the perpetrators abused you/the survivor for many years,
and it takes time to work out and escape from their attempted control and
manipulation. Being aware of the programming, especially the accessing, is
especially difficult as one has to be fully aware of time and not allow a non
conscious personality to come out and contact. To fully break free means to not
be directly controlled and manipulated, and to have an actual life that is not
determined by the effects of the abuse. Having a non abused Life means being
sufficiently able to leave the past behind.
On this page we will look at the
awareness of being abused; acceptance and validation; and safety. These are the
three stages that are beneficial in order to work on programming and memories.
Awareness of Being Abused
Being aware of being abused is
obviously important in being a survivor. It’s where the victim/survivor can
acknowledge and accept that abuse happened or is happening, and can take steps
to stop it. It’s also the most difficult stage. It’s when the victim/survivor
has to take stock of him/herself to see if s/he can cope, can find resources,
can endure the memories and programming, etc. The desire for freedom and the
awareness that this abuse can actually happen is stronger and survivors take on
the challenge. The level of awareness
depends upon how much the victim/survivor can accept of the reality of the
abuse. There are many threats and lies, which have been put in place by
previous and current trauma, to stop the victim/survivor remembering. Most
survivors take some time to fully accept that they are or were abused. There
are two main forms of acceptance. The first is an overall one of being a
survivor. The other is of specific aspects such as parts of oneself or
personalities, the brainwashing/programming, roles, tasks, cueing, systems,
etc.
Survivors can become aware by many
ways. S/he can be triggered by something similar like a news item, or reading a
book, etc. This reminds them of a place where the abuse happened, the form of
the abuse, etc. Spy and war novels especially are triggering for AGOCMCP
survivors. Or s/he may have realistic dreams of the abuse, or have a memory
flashback where the memory is strong and has been noted. The victim/survivor
maybe in a sexual assault or ritual abuse survivor group and a AGOCMCP survivor
is disclosing about this form of abuse.
However, if s/he does get memory
this can be stopped by programming where non conscious parts have to cover the
memories over and tell the person that its all lies, etc. Most AGOCMCP
victims/survivors are being accessed and deployed even when they get the
awareness. Perpetrators think that they can control a victim/survivor for as
long at they want and so will continually try to non consciously access and
deny that the abuse happened/is happening. Also society, even counsellors, do
not know of its existence, and survivors have been told that the memories are
“an illness”, or a fabrication by professionals. They could be told by their
doctor that they were “making things up”, shut away in psychiatric hospitals,
heavily medicated, labeled “delusional”, etc.
It took me a long time to realize that it was
AGOCMCP with a military and espionage basis. I was told by the handler that the
abuse was a “continuation of ritual abuse” and that the murders I saw were that
of rituals even though they occurred in the Pacific. When I realized that it
was militarily based I remembered the military and illegal products that fellow
survivors on an email mind control support list had been abused for and then
fully realised it was AGOCMCP. Some survivors have memories by themselves and
can be confident that they were/are real.
Awareness means trusting your
feelings, intuition, memories, dreams, logical thinking, or any other abilities
and things that help you get the truth. As programming is also full of lies and
false images, it is really important to determine what is real and what isn’t.
If there is confusion, which happens a lot to victims/survivor, use rationality
and intuition a lot. Awareness is part of the all important consciousness and
association needed to override the non consciousness and dissociation of
programming.. The aim of the perpetrators is to keep the victim/survivor
dissociated or spaced out, and for victims/survivors to not be conscious of
either past or current abuse. Consciousness is knowledge and the ability to
control your life. You know now you are a victim/survivor and can do something
about it. After a while, the victim/survivors learns to trust his/her feelings
and ways of getting consciousness and it becomes second nature.
Survivors can also believe that
they are/have been abused regardless of how they were dismissed. The memories
are too strong and too “unusual” to be fabricated or as a supposed symptom of a
“mental illness”. The victim/survivor then is able to get memory because s/he
knows it exists.
Validation
Validation is extremely important.
The memories, programming, accessing and deployment need to be support by
belief and substantiation. Firstly, the abuse is not publically known and
accepted. Secondly, it involves perpetrators that are in the ruling elite of a
country, and is within the systemic corruption of many government departments.
Thirdly, it involves widespread and extremely illegal activities which are
extremely underground. And lastly, the programming and accessing intend to
cover it up and not be let known to the victim/survivor. Also there are stages
in the awareness the victim/survivor has and the abuse may not make sense at
first as s/he is only getting small pieces eg. shootings in a tropical
forest. However, over time the bigger
picture of a paramilitary unit reveals itself. On the positive side is that
similar forms of abuse such as organised pedophilia (and within government
departments, schools, etc) is publically known and accepted, and that ritual
abuse is accepted by most in the counselling community, particularly those in
sexual assault.
It is really important for friends,
non offending family, partners, counsellors and concerned people to validate
what the victim/survivor is saying. It has taken a lot of courage to accept the
abuse and s/he needs support from loving people. It is very important to be
validated because, if not, the programming lies that s/he is “making it up” or
“is crazy” comes on fully and can lead to hospitalization. AGOCMCP can be
understood within many existing frameworks. Its organized crime abusing mind
controlled people as similar to both ritual abuse and organized crime itself;
and it’s a paramilitary unit as similar to historical examples in Australia of
the Old and New Guards. Today many survivors get memories of the abuse and,
with supporters, are able to get validation by the internet, alternative media,
aware counsellors and people and friends who are aware of the abuse.
Safety
Getting safety is a conscious
desire to create both psychological and physical spaces that are free from
abuse. For any survivor of abuse safety is necessary in order to recognize that
it was/is abuse; to be able to remember the abuse safely; have some distance
from the perpetrator/s in order to not be reabused, intimidated and invalidated
by them; work on memories; and have a meaningful life. The desire for, and
obtaining safety, is itself creating a base or nest, and something to fall back
onto when in times of crisis or uncertainty. It is also the awareness that you
are actually escaping or have actually escaped. Therefore safety is really seen
as something to achieve. For the above reasons too, safety is usually the first
step in recovery for AGOCMCP survivors, however there are other very important
considerations especially for AGOCMCP survivors. It means getting rid of
programming in ones mind that keeps one attached to the perpetrators and
therefore harmed, and creating a physical space where no harm can happen.
What is Safety for
AGOCMCP Victims/Survivors?
Safety is not being victimised or
abused by the perpetrators. This means not being accessed, reprogrammed,
intimidated and/or deployed by the perpetrators. Unfortunately the situation
for nearly all AGOCMCP victims/survivors “finding safety” turns out to be the
exact opposite. Victims/survivors may think they “are escaping” by going to a
new city/area/overseas, or being in a new and different part of the city or
area from where they were originally abused, or being protected by non
offending family, or by another way. However, the truth is that unless a
victim/survivor has worked on his/her programming, s/he will still be accessed,
reprogrammed, intimidated and/or deployed by the perpetrators. And
victims/survivors can be accessed anywhere there is the means to do so eg. a public
phone in another country, an internet email service on the other side of the
world, etc. Perpetrators can deliberately abuse the victim/survivors desire to
escape and turn it against him/her. So full awareness of time and where one has
been is necessary. There is also stopping physical intimidation. Perpetrators
have gone to victim/survivors houses and intimidated them when they have been
alone. I know one survivor who found spooks in her backyard about to enter her
back door and her husband was not at home. She yelled as loudly as she could
and scared them so much they went around the front and got into their car and
drove away. She then rang the police and the police did routine checks. The
perpetrators didn’t come back. After a while, the perpetrators stop as they
cannot spend so much time on what is really a time wasting thing. Another
survivor I know had feces put in her bed while she was away. She moved into a
friend’s house and was then ok.
The perpetrators have lied and
deceived about “safety” as they know how important an issue it is. One
perpetrator may lie that s/he is “safe” or this place is “safe”, or “someone
else is unsafe” etc in order to get you to stay in one place or to go on a
mission. I was told that I would be
“safe” if I moved from Wollongong to Brisbane, but it was
really to be reprogrammed. I was also lied to that if I went to Malaysia I would be “escaping”.
Another lie. I was being abused to spy on Muslim people in the wake of 9/11.
The important thing to remember is to not believe any perpetrator on anything,
and to see if you are doing something irrational or against your usual. Its
also important to listen to your personalities and see if they have been
accessed and what lies they/you were told non consciously. Therefore it is
important to understand what real safety is.
Also as AGOCMCP victims/survivors
we generally have not experienced real safety at any time and so we may need to
learn. Use your intuition, dreams, rationality, whether you have actually been
accessed, reprogrammed and/or deployed by being aware of lost time and feeling
spaced out. Get feedback from a partner, friends and counsellor as to whether
you are very dissociated, not your usual self and losing time. These are signs
of being accessed.
Psychological and Physical Safety and their Interrelationships
Safety can be broadly separated
into two areas - Psychological and Physical Safety. Psychological safety is
mainly freeing yourself from programming, particularly accessing, and from
carrying around painful memory. Physical safety is stopping the accessing in
its physical means e.g. controlling the telephone and email, stopping possible
intimidation, and having a nurturing, creative and lovely living space – your
home.. Psychological and physical safety are also interrelated. If you feel
physically safe, you also feel psychologically safe. When you want
psychological safety you also create physical safety.
Psychological Safety
Psychological safety is a personal
place in one self where the perpetrators and its brainwashing and abusive
memories cannot psychologically get to. The aim is to create a more solid safe
place in ones self. This is the free, creative, untouched, analytical, joyous,
childlike, adventurous, soulful nature of yourself. From this base you can
start to work on the memories and the brainwashing better. Many survivors are
deceived into thinking that a survivor does not or cannot control any part of
him/herself. The lie is that s/he is totally controlled by perpetrators. First
of all the survivor got actual memory of the abuse and is able to get
validation that it does exist. If the mind was totally controlled, then s/he
could not have gotten memory and sought out validation. Another lie is that the
survivor is totally dependant upon the perpetrators. Challenge this by doing
something when you want to. Go to the movies when you want, read information
about AGOCMCP when you want, write about AGOCMCP when you want, talk about the
abuse to your therapist when you want. After a while you begin to see that you
can challenge and stop this lie. Human beings are not and can never be robots.
The perpetrators know this which is why they reprogram, try to maintain
accessing, etc. We are not robots and can really do whatever we want. Another
way of proving this is that we sleep, eat, dream, have feelings and memories.
If we were robots we wouldn’t do these things. From this awareness comes the
conscious and true knowledge that you control your mind. There maybe lots of
programming, but these are lies and deception. Gradually by undoing the
programming, you will see more and more that you in fact do control your own
mind. You may know this already and its important to emphasise this.
Programming Concerns
Unfortunately after getting memory
and validation, victims/survivors still have intact programming and so
therefore can still be accessed, reprogrammed, intimidated and/or deployed by
the perpetrators. Programming does not simply disappear simply because one is
safe or is getting memory. It stays intact until it’s worked on by the
survivor. Counsellors who work with AGOCMCP victims/survivors believe that 90%
of victims/survivors are still being accessed when starting to get memory. This
makes sense. Unless a victim/survivor has an understanding of his/her programming,
especially the accessing, they cant really work on the accessing. The main way
perpetrators control is through accessing and the programming underlying it
This is when unconscious parts have to contact at particular places and times
by either email, private telephone, public telephone, postal mail and/or face
to face contact. This can happen in your city/town/region, while travelling in Australia or
when overseas. If you can stop the accessing/programming contact then you can
break the control. Stopping programming accessing means understanding the
programming itself and being aware of where you are physically all the time.
Understanding programming means lots of talking to parts inside, especially
those that have to contact. You can ask if anyone inside has made contact with
someone. Sometimes you may get no answers as parts are too afraid to answer
because of the torture and lies. Sometimes you may get false answers to cover
up what happened. Sometimes you may have to ask other parts who know of the
contacting, but are not so intimidated. These parts maybe hushed up by
contacting parts. Use your intuition and rationality or any other means to get
an understanding of what is going on with the parts. Don’t be critical or
condemning. These parts have been cruelly treated and sometimes when they were
children and even infants, and so understandably, may balk and follow the lies
of the perpetrator. Listen and talk soothingly but honestly. Be respectful. If
there is too much retaliation going on respect this and also see it as a sign
that contact is actually happening. Use approaches that allow parts to describe
what the contact is but outside the confines of what they were forced to do.
Most parts were forced into allegiance and the contacting with speaking it or
writing it down. Ask them instead to draw what the contact is or to describe it
another language if they know another language, or use words similar such as
wedding for Wednesday, to use pictures from magazines, or to write it in the
opposite hand they normally use for writing or any other way that can break the
rules of allegiance and contacting. My parts sing songs to give clues. In this
way they are not breaking the programming. The parts do want to tell you but
are bound up. They will give you clues by these and other means and so listen
to them.
Mostly, you need to develop their
trust and explain to them that they are being abused. They are being forced to
do things which are against their interests. Child parts particularly know what
injustice is and when they see this will go against the perpetrators and give
you information instead. Sometimes you also need to be firm, but again not
condemning, as they are so beguiled and treated like fools. Again once they see
this they will help you. Parts are also abused between perpetrators acting like
“good guys/bad guys”. You need to show that all the perpetrators are bad guys
and actually know each other and are friends with each other. They are all bad
guys. Explain this in that a supposed good guy is also pushing them to do
things against what they want to do and when they want do it. Piece by piece,
and sometimes with a lot information, the parts will give you information. They
are not silly, but just treated as fools by the perpetrators.
Another way of seeing if contacting is
happening, is to constantly observe and be aware of what you are doing all the
time. This may seem difficult, but after a while you get used to simply being
aware of when and where you are. Use a daily diary and write down where you
went and at what time. See if there are any patterns like going to a particular
park on a particular day of the week, etc. See if there are any blank, missing
times. Notice if you have any major unexplainable urges to leave the house to
ring, email, make face to face contact, etc or be back at the house for ringing
from you phone or emailing, etc. Notice if you are making plans to do things
but don’t know what they actually are. i.e. you’ve organised your day about
going into town to a park, but there is really no logical or any other reason
to do this. You may have been forced to do face to face contact at the park.
The awareness and exercises either reveal the accessing directly or will get
parts to think about what is happening and with trust will reveal the accessing
to you.
Overall, use your intuition, your feelings,
your rationality – why was I in this place at this time? I would have rather
been back at the house watching a video. Also your dreams or whatever gives you
information, and most all listen to what parts are trying to tell you. It is
really important to bring the unconscious separate personalities into
consciousness and being one with you. This happens by respectful understanding
and support and is the same as when talking to children and adults who have
been tortured and lied to.
There is a particular and longer
page for deprogramming at
Physical Safety
As said before, physical safety is
important for stopping programming and intimidation, and helps to make you feel
psychologically safe. There are many ways of obtaining physical safety.
With programming and accessing, it
is important to control the ways the perpetrators may communicate and
intimidate. These are the telephone, email, postal mail and face to face
contact. With an address, this can be hidden by postal mail being only postal
boxes with redirected addresses. The post office is very concerned about
privacy and will try its hardest to ensure this. You/the survivor could also
ask a community centre, counselling agency, therapist, etc if their addresses
can be used. With institutional recording of addresses such as banks and social
security, you/the survivor can give a post office box. When they ask for a home
address with social security you/the survivor can ask for privacy whereby only
the manager of the office has access. Escaping a religious organization/cult
i.e. ritual abuse is grounds in Australia.
With telephone numbers, you/the
survivor can also make up a name when having the phone connected. Telstra does
not require identification with over the phone installation. If you/the
survivor receives intimidating calls, Telstra can change the number, sometimes
free of charge. You/the survivor can also have a mobile phone with only a post
office box number. You/the survivor can also use an answering machine to screen
calls. With email addresses you/the survivor can obtain a free and anonymous
email address at an internet email address provider where you do not need to
either give a street/postal address or a correct one. Some providers are:
http://www.mail.yahoo.com, gmail.com. etc.
Some victims when being accessed
also have to ring from public phones with specific times and numbers- sometimes
free call numbers. This is because they maybe travelling or more accurately,
being abused on missions, or because they are in a share house or flats close
to each other where people could be listening. If you feel urged to leave the
house or to find a public phone at particular times then this is programming
and accessing. This can happen in Australia or overseas.
An important issue is that the
perpetrators rely mostly on programming for contacting. So even if you have
private postal and email addresses and telephone numbers, it is the programming
within you that they abuse. In other words you could change your telephone
number many times, but if you are programmed to ring say on Thursday afternoon
at two o’clock, changing these numbers does not really affect what happens.
Your deceived and tortured parts will still ring. The important thing is to be
aware of lost time or feeling spaced out, or having an urge to do something
irrationally, etc. Changing or having private telephone numbers, postal
addresses and email addresses is important in that the perpetrators cannot
contact you on these which they may have been relying upon before. Even if it
is the programming times rather than the number that is important, by changing
the number it also challenges the programming and forces you to rethink about
what is actually happening. Why has there been a change in numbers? Is it
because there is accessing going on? By talking to parts and seeing what is
happening you can get an understanding of what is really happening.
Stopping face to face contact
depends on the situation. If it is programming in that subconscious parts are
meeting someone face to face either at a particular place or your home, it is
again important to be aware of lost time or feeling spaced out, or having an
urge to do something out of the ordinary or contrary to what you want to really
do. With intimidation, where you are consciously being harassed, such as
someone coming to the door, you can call the police. Get a description and the
license number of the car if possible, and pass it onto the police and a
lawyer. This applies to stalkers both walking and by car.
If a perpetrator, including someone
in the family, continues to harass, then you can press and be granted a letter
of demand and/or an apprehended violence order (called an avo) through a court.
An avo specifically stops any written, telephone, internet or face to face
contact and is supported by the police. Both are relatively easy to get. A
letter of demand can be simply written by a lawyer, and a court will grant avos
when a person shows some form of intimidation. Lawyers know how to get an avo
very quickly. The avo particularly is treated very seriously by the police.
(Lawyers can be free or very cheap for people on a health care card in Australia. Just
ring Legal Aid in each state.) You do not have to explain why you do not want
contact. The courts or police cannot demand a reason from you for why you are
being harassed. This is simply intimidation and must stop and goes for both men
and women survivors. Some survivors have said that they are sexual assault
survivors (so as to not to have to explain AGOCMCP stuff) and which gives the
police some understanding and empathy.
If you feel like challenging the
perpetrator/s to lessen or actually stop the programming and intimidation,
anonymously write down the abuse and said a copy to the perpetrator. Tell the
perpetrator that copies have been given to unidentified trusted lawyers and
counsellors which you have done. If the perpetrator does do anything you can
call on the counsellor and the lawyer to provide the information. Basically it
is calling their bluff and does stop them.
A Safe Place to Live
As people, survivors want a safe
and happy place to live. It is a basic human desire and right. Some survivors
choose to settle down either in a new place or in the city/town/region they
were/are abused at. The advantages of settling down are: your own space – the
freedom to do what you actually want in that space, consistency, developing
friendships and partnerships, going to work and doing studies, recreation in
one place, a permanent on going counselling relationship, a long term support
network close by, having pets, a garden, etc, having your own computer,
TV/video, etc. Psychologically it is a nest and a reminder that you have
escaped the perpetrator/s. The problem with settling down is that it can mean
being accessed and reprogrammed. Some survivors are aware of this and also
aware that they can stop it. They are confident that they know how to stop
being accessed, reprogrammed and intimidated. What is important in choosing to
settle down is truly knowing yourself and whether you can deal with possible
accessing, reprogramming and intimidation. Also consider if you really want to
settle down and you enjoy being in one place constantly. Most survivors do
settle down and enjoy the comforts and consistency of a home. What is mostly
important in settling down in a place you want is that you have decided to face
the programming and possible intimidation and are prepared for it. This is the
most important decision youll make in terms of housing and it shows a
commitment to your recovery.
Safety can also mean physically
escaping to another area that is a long way from the main perpetrators. It is usually best to go to another city/town
far away in another state or the other side of the country or even move to
another country. This can be permanently or temporary, especially until the
accessing programming at least is undone. This can be important both
psychologically and physically. It is also important to try and pick a place
that you were not sent to before or which the perpetrators didn’t want you to
go to. As said before, the perpetrators would like you to be in one place as
the main perpetrator is there and can manipulate you directly either with close
accessing, deployment and/or reprogramming. The main perpetrator knows the main
cues and deception abused. Also a lot of their time and money went into the
programming which they do not want to lose. And there is some arrogance in that
the perpetrator treats the victim like s/he is some “personal pet”. But AGOCMCP
is a national and even international operation and network and the main
perpetrator may pass on the cues and accessing, etc to another programmer in
that new area and you maybe reprogrammed. Also be careful that you maybe relocated
to a new city/town/region deliberately by the perpetrators as they may want the
particular skills you were forced to get or for any other reason. They may try
and deceive you that “they will help you escape perpetrators where you are
staying”, but in fact are abusing you. Listen to what parts are telling you and
whether you actually want to move to this new town.
Some survivors choose to stay in
the same place they were abused in either as children and/or adults. They do
this because they simply like the place and do not wish to move. They have
built up long term friendships, counselling relationships, have innocent family, abused or not living there, and who
can be really important in escaping.
They may also know the media and other ways of educating about the abuse
better because they have lived in the place for a long time. They may also
simply enjoy the climate, what the city/town/region offers, etc. Safety is an
important issue here as the long term perpetrators are also based there. A lot
of breaking accessing is important. However, breaking programming and accessing
is essentially the same everywhere and can be achieved in a place of long term
abuse.
There are many safe places to live.
If you’re needing to find protection and safety especially when undoing
programming, mens, womens and youth refuges can provide such. Also staying in a
hostel with other people can provide this also. A well lit house and staying
with friends also deters perpetrators from frightening you in a house.
Travelling Constantly
Many survivors constantly travel for physical
safety. Constantly travelling can mean less or no reprogramming. The
perpetrators would like you to be in one place as the main perpetrator is there
and can manipulate you directly either with close accessing, deployment and/or
reprogramming. The main perpetrator knows the main cues and deception abused.
Also a lot of their time and money went into the programming which they do not
want to lose. And there is some arrogance in that the perpetrator treats the
victim like s/he is some “personal pet”.
The AGOCMP organisation is however
a national and even international operation and network. Perpetrators can
access and reprogram anywhere if you are being accessed, although it is more
difficult and means more reprogramming. However, if you keep on moving this
programming can become worthless as it is not tied to a particular “home based”
perpetrator. However, perpetrators can also network with each other and just
supply the “appropriate cues” for accessing and deployment to each other. I was
reprogrammed at the northern tip of Sulawesi in Indonesia
by a perpetrator based in Jakarta.
I was still being accessed by the handler in Australia
but not doing what she wanted and so she contacted another perpetrator in Jakarta and got her to fly to Manado the next large town and she came out
to the island I was on, found me and reprogrammed me. And so perpetrators can
still find you anywhere if you are being accessed.
A major concern is that the
constant travelling may also be in reality that you are being sent on missions
as a courier and spy. The perpetrators may have deceived you into thinking that
you are “escaping” and owe them something which is to courier information and
spy.
To examine this possibility, look
at whether you actually enjoy travelling constantly or want to actually settle
down. Look at what your dreams are saying and how you actually feel about
travelling constantly. You may still be deployed for their dirty work and you
may really want to live somewhere permanently away from the handler.
Intimidation
There is also safety from external
physical and psychological harassment or intimidation. This is when
perpetrators will try and harass you with telephone calls, stalking, following
you in cars, sending mail and email, trying to get into your house and
backyard, etc. This is different from when perpetrators try to cue programming
with particular coded language in an email, etc, although the intimidation
maybe attempting to cue the programming. Psychological intimidation generally
abuses communication such as the telephone, email and the post, but may also
include leaving images and words where you live, work, play or travel. They can
be obvious such as “Die if you say anything”, but perpetrators are more
disgusting and abuse either direct references to family such as sending a photo
of your mum or writing places of abuse such as the name of a military barracks,
etc. Then there are more direct cues such as colours, numbers in progression,
coded language, etc. Physical intimidation also occurs such as perpetrators
pretending they are travelling salesman and entering the house if they work out
you’re alone. They can also stalk when the victim/survivor is travelling to
work or university, etc.
Stopping Intimidation
There are many straightforward and
practical ways of stopping intimidation.
With postal mail you can get a post
box. With email you can change email addresses to one of the many free or payment ones and use a
pseudonym. It is also advisable to not send important information over the
internet which can be now legally observed by ASIO. With a telephone you can
get a silent number, and use an answering machine to screen calls, but remember
cueing may occur by the number of rings. Also telephone calls may also be
listened to without your consent due to recent supposed anti terrorist
legislation. If you need to tell a trusted person something it is best to
actually go for a walk with them. With housing you can stay/live with a friend
or a share house, have security around the house, don’t answer the door, have a
peephole, or live in a block of flats.
If you are on Social Security, you
can have your postal and home addresses and telephone numbers blocked within
the department. Only the regional manager has to know. This can be done by
simply lodging an application citing that you may be intimidated by a religious
cult (ritual abuse). The police are also concerned about intimidation and you
can state that you are being constantly followed or threatened. You need to
list the incidents with time and place to assist the police. There are actually
police who are not involved with government operations and I have had good
assistance with physical intimidation at a flat I was staying at.
Another way of stopping intimidation is to
call the perpetrators bluff and actually seek assistance from friends, your
partner, your counsellor, the police, a lawyer, etc. Write down and give to a
trusted lawyer, a counsellor, a friend, etc the names and addresses of perpetrators,
the places of abuse, and all the information you can think of. This actually
frightens the perpetrators as it draws attention to them. If you can tell the
perpetrators that you have done this, it is even better. Going to the media is
also very good. It seems very weird to the police, etc when you are being
harassed because you have been to the media. It gives your story more
credibility because why would you be harassed for no reason?
Intimidation attempts to do either two things.
Firstly, there is harassment simply to frighten and stop you talking about or
remembering the abuse. Secondly it maybe trying to cue you by frightening parts
into contacting. It can only work by frightening and threatening. The
perpetrators cannot kill you or friends, or partner or innocent family or pets,
etc. There would be a major investigation by the police and the media and if
you have told someone such as a friend and counsellor about the abuse then this
has to be taken seriously. The government perpetrators cannot afford to risk
this and do nothing to survivors. No survivor, nor his/her family I know, and I
know at least a hundred, has died from perpetrators. And many of these are
survivors who have given public lectures to university students, been on
national television programs, written books, etc. Survivors call the
perpetrators’ bluff and know nothing can happen because if anything did, the
murder would have to be investigated, and all information, including what has
been told to a counsellor, what has been written to a friend, etc has to be
revealed. The perpetrators cannot afford this and so actually do nothing.
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