tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22414938311808648422023-07-04T08:29:53.735-07:00Recovery from Generational Organised Crime abusing Mind Control Programming (Gov/MC) at AustraliaDavid Freehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03554493838716454449noreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2241493831180864842.post-44756105176904338972015-01-12T19:07:00.003-08:002015-01-12T19:07:58.576-08:00Introduction<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: 16.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Introduction</span></b></div>
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This webpage is concerned with
recovery from generational criminal organisations that abuse mind control
programming on their victims at Australia
(abbreviated to AGCOMCP). It emphasises Australian aspects, in that the abuse
occurred/occurs mainly in Australia
and by perpetrators based here. The Contents links are at the right of this
page in blue.</div>
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Generational organised crime is
emphasised because relationships and dynamics within transgenerational families
are abused greatly. Other criminal organisations emphasise family relationships
to continue roles in which they obtain benefit, however, the organisations
described, want controlled victims obtained mostly by marriage and
reproduction. The perpetrators marry and give birth to people who become
totally victimised. Similar criminal organisations have members who act out of
their own free will, are conscious of their crimes and determine what the
criminality is. They do not necessarily abuse victims to do their dirty work.
The organisations described, have conscious and deliberately behaving criminals
as well, but want victims who are totally controlled, cannot escape, and are
not conscious of the abuse even if they are deployed to assassinate.</div>
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The other determining aspect of
this type of criminal organisation is the coercive and controlling mechanism of
mind control programming (called programming hereon). Programming is a
systematic and extremely fast method of personal control that abuses drugs,
hallucinogens, extreme dissociation, extreme torture and trickery. The aims are
to traumatise and deceive a person, abuse dissociation to obtain a tortured and
deceived separated personality, and obtain total loyalty from both the host
person and dissociated parts. In most cases the programming and abuse are not
known to the victim, which the perpetrators deliberately want.</div>
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The programming and abuse of family
relationships are to benefit controllers/perpetrators in the organisations and
have five main purposes. These are: 1. to profit from the production and sale
of lucrative illegal and legal commodities; 2. to attempt to monopolise the
production and selling of lucrative illegal and legal commodities: 3. to lessen
the amount of taxation the controllers pay;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>4. to maintain the control and exploitation of the manipulative
socio-economic system (capitalism in the West) by eradicating political
opposition and enforcing the socio-economic status quo; and 5. maintain
programming and deployment in others by observing family and other victims to
see if a victim is escaping; and being abused in developing programming.</div>
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Examples of the organisations'
deployment of victims in the production, transport and selling of illegal
commodities are the production of illegal drugs and couriering information
concerning illegal arms. Examples of abuse with a legal commodity is being a
“human guinea pig” in unethical experimentation for a publically available
medicine and being an assassin of traditional landowners of mines that
perpetrators wish to own. Victims are also deployed to assassinate other
organised crime members so that the organisations have a monopoly on the
commerce of illegal commodities. Victims can be deployed to assassinate asylum
seekers on refugee boats so that they don’t become objects of taxation spending
by welfare agencies such as Centrelink (Social Security). Perpetrators do not
wish to pay taxes in welfare spending.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Victims are also deployed for maintaining the exploitative
socio-economic status quo by being abused to observe and report on political resistance
movements such as Aboriginal land rights and Socialist parties. They also have
to observe and report on the degree of hostility from opposing
social/religious/cultural groups such as Muslim people, Aboriginal people and
migrants with differing world viewpoints. Victims are also deployed to observe
whether other victims are escaping and undoing programming by being
forced/programmed to see if victims are presenting to counselling agencies such
as Lifeline or general counselling.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Writing the Webpage</span></b></div>
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The information in the webpage
comes from my and other survivors’ experiences, and so is subjective. There are
no academic studies of AGCOMCP and so there is no objective information on the
issue. The reader needs to evaluate whether the information is relevant to
him/her.</div>
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The information here is not to be
used as therapy. I am not a therapist, but a long-term survivor who has
recovered with many other survivors. I have noticed many patterns in recovery,
and have gotten feedback from survivors about these patterns. I also have had
long term therapy with therapists who understand the abuse and believe it
exists. Survivors generally need to be in professional therapy in order to
receive support with crises, feedback about progress, dissociation, PTSD, depression,
etc.</div>
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The webpage is firstly concerned
with the abuse by the organisations. This occurs firstly within the abuse of
generational reproduction; and then the programming, training and deployment of
victims. The webpage then addresses the indirect effects of this harm such as
Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (C-PTSD). The webpage is then concerned
with recovery. It outlines variations of recovery and the main areas that need
to be addressed.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The webpage then
explains support. It describes various types of support and lists resources,
especially those in Australia.
These resources include counselling, government assistance, information, etc.
and are from many sources – books, the Internet, counselling services, etc. </div>
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This form of abuse is commonly
called government mind control or abbreviated to govtmc. It is called this
because survivors originally thought it was abuse by a government utlising mind
control. Nowadays there has been a distiniguishing between the government and
the perpetrators' organisation. It is perpetrators within the government and
not the entire government which are abusing people. Ive kept the govtmc in the
title of the blog as most people still know it by this.</div>
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Ritual abuse, which most, if not
all, AGCOMCP perpetrators practice, is covered in the webpage to a degree. It
is seen as the “religious, political and overall driving” embodiment of the
organisations’ ideology to completely control and abuse humanity. By having
power over the life of the person and killing him/her in a controlled and
gratuitous manner, perpetrators believe they control humanity and can exploit
whoever they wish. Therefore ritual abuse is seen in this webpage as within the
intent and practice of the perpetrators. The ritual abuse bolsters the megalomaniac
and extremely exploitative ways of their profiteering and social control. If
wanting information and support for ritual abuse only and specifically, please
see my webpage on ritual abuse at
http://survivingritualabuseaustralia.blogspot.com (This webpage also lists many
sources of support for recovering from ritual abuse).</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">To see a timeline of the full abuse done to me please read the
following timeline.</b></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">Timeline of Abuse
1958-2011</span></h3>
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This is not the full information.
The full information, especially regarding perpetrators, are with friends.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">1958 - 60 Bourke, NSW.</span></b><span style="font-family: Arial;"> Age birth to two. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Main
perpetrators: Ray Stewart (Deceased) Jock Stewart (Deceased)<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Initial
programming - Torture utilising a knife near my throat, hypnotic drugs and
sexual abuse. </span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">1960-64 Gerringong/Kiama NSW </span></b></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Perpetrators – Main
Ray Stewart (Deceased), Jock Stewart (Deceased), Bill Linton (deceased) ;
Programmers: Joan M in Kiama office, Woman Farmer in Berry</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Initial
programming - Torture utilising a knife near my throat, hypnotic drugs and sexual
abuse. Isolation; being placed near a revolving saw</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Training
– being sexual</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Organized pedophilia
at homes; ritual abuse;</span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">1964-75 Wollongong
NSW </span></b></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Perpetrators - Mainly
Ray Stewart and Jock Stewart in houses at Berkeley, Wollongong, and at Chester
Hill in Sydney; also in local neighbourhood – many programmers in Berkeley and
Wollongong; and at schools: Berkeley West Primary School (1964-69) the staff
were Sciffer (teacher deceased), McLeod (principal deceased) and Henderson
(teacher deceased); Berkeley.High School (now Illawarra Sports High School )
(1970-75)– three male teachers, two female teachers and a deputy
principal and principal. In 1970s and following decades, perpetrators worked at
state government department offices at Wollongong
city (lower Crown St.).
Main place of programming (torturing) at Wollongong
– West of Kembla Grange. An old isolated farmhouse with an angry dog and an old
man watching over the place.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Training - done at
Holdsworthy Military barracks (South Sydney);<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Courier of information on many long and short “range” missions; and to
be militarily minded; espionage, to be observant, abusing photographic memory;
Training in theft in order to steal jewellery from rich homes.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Organized pedophilia
at homes and hotels; ritual abuse; Assassination of newly arrived migrants in
old and unused mines;</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Medical
experimentation – local doctor at Berkeley
for medical and government experimentation. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Ritual
Abuse: many types. Cults included Satanic, Nero "worshipping", Baal
"worshipping", Masonic "worship", and “witch” and “warlock”
worship, but mainly satanic. Perpetrators: at Windang, Head of Baal
“worshipping” cult. Frank Arkell (deceased) Head of Nero
"worshipping" cult, Done mostly at many farms and mines dotted around
southern Wollongong,
Kembla Grange and Mt Kembla. </span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">1976-78 Armidale, NSW </span></b></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">observing student
politics; </span><span style="font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">couriering
drug, military and espionage information between Armidale/Tamworth and
Sydney/Wollongong</span><span style="font-family: Arial;"> </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Ritual Abuse</span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">1979 Sydney, NSW </span></b></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">couriering</span><span style="font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"> drug,
military and espionage</span><span style="font-family: Arial;"> information
between Wollongong and Sydney; producing drugs</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Ritual Abuse</span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">!980-81 Kaikohe and Auckland;
New Zealand
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Observing Maori
people for rebellion; couriering information between Auckland
and Sydney.</span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">1982 -83 Wollongong,
NSW </span></b></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Observing in Lifeline
Counselling to see if programming victims are escaping and disclosing;
Observing Communist party to see levels of organized resistance to capitalism; </span><span style="font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Drug
production;</span><span style="font-family: Arial;"> Ritual abuse; </span><span style="font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">"the
adult" for child pornography</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">I was also taken to the Solomon Islands and had to
assassinate people trying to reclaim their land from big mining companies on
the islands. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Perpetrators deploying me for couriering long and short
range missions; they worked at state government department offices at Wollongong city (lower
Crown St.). Main place of programming (torturing) at Wollongong – West of Kembla Grange towards
the mountains. Old isolated farmhouse with an angry dog and an old man watching
over the place. Programming mainly done now at a private hospital south of Wollongong city starting
with F.</span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">1983 Numbulwar. Northern Territory </span></b></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Observe Aboriginal
tribal people in their village to see levels of organized resistance; report
into handlers in Sydney and Wollongong.</span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">1984 – 1996 Wollongong, NSW </span></b></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Observe Aboriginal
urban people for resistance, Communist party and Student politics;
Assassination of boat refugees in NW W.A.; </span><span style="font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Drug production</span><span style="font-family: Arial;">; </span><span style="font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Abused In programming setups</span><span style="font-family: Arial;">; Ritual Abuse</span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">1996- 2000; 2002 Brisbane, Qld </span></b></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Main programmer:</span><span style="font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"> woman who
works in a government dept in Brisbane.
</span><span style="font-family: Arial;">Short, dumpy woman in her late forties
with straight dark hair and a pasty white non distinguished oval face;
American. </span><span style="font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">She
has a house on the eastern side of the Brisbane River
in Quay Street,
and which has a boatshed out the back. The shed is abused as a programming
area.</span><span style="font-family: Arial;"> It has an upper sealed room that
contains torturing equipment and a table abused for programming. The room is
sound proofed. Entrance is a hole, acting like a door, over the river. It is
accessed by a removable ladder.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Victims
are brought in by boat. Role: handler, a major contact and organiser for Brisbane and Queensland.
Other programmers is an Australian man who organises despatches such as drug
shipments, and shifts victims around the country. Work address at a government
office on the northside of Brisbane
away from CBD. Appearance: Large, slightly fat man. Mannerisms: middle class
affectations. There is another man in his late fifties, mid height and lean,
and very mean and officious. He has dark skin and pocked skin on his face. He is
the overall supervisor in Brisbane.
He lives and works in Brisbane
but could travel a lot. My feeling he is a national coordinator. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Training: utilising
photographic memory especially plans of military silos; International travel</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Couriering military
and other information between Brisbane and Townsville/Cairns Queensland;
Observe Student politics; Ritual Abuse; </span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">2000-01 Europe</span></b></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">Vilnius</span></b><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">, Lithuania</span></b></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Courier information
regarding the storage of western illegal arms in military silos in Lithuania; report back to handler in Brisbane</span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">Barcelona</span></b><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">, Spain</span></b></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Basque separatists;
Courier information regarding the sale of illegal arms to Basque separatists;
report back to handler in Brisbane</span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">Indonesia</span></b><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial;"> and
Malaysia 2002 and 2004</span></b></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">Indonesia</span></b></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">Kuta/Denpasar, Bali</span></b><span style="font-family: Arial;"> many incidents of abuse between February 2002 and February 2004.
Denpasar (Bali) is s a major entry and exit place for passing on military,
espionage, experimentation and other information between Australia and Indonesia. It has allied
Australian, American and British perpetrators. I was mind controlled for
passing on information between perpetrators in Australia and Denpasar. Also I was
mind controlled for doing "projects" for when Im in Indonesia. </span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">Bogor</span></b><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">, Java</span></b><span style="font-family: Arial;">: the Kopassus offices in the Indonesian military.
Kopassus is the most militarised unit within the Indonesian military. April to
July, 2002 I was mind controlled for passing on information between Australian
and Indonesian governments regarding the supply of illegal U.S. weapons to the
Indonesian military. I then was told to report back to Australia regarding the shipment.
The U.S.
navy was to bring the weapons (mostly guns and ammunition) in by submarine, and
to be mostly abused by Kopassus in Maluku and other areas resisting Indonesian
rule. Was raped by an Indonesian major (the “contact”) in Bogor.</span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">South Eastern Indonesia, especially Kupang, West
Timor, Flores and other SE islands </span></b><span style="font-family: Arial;">Indonesian doctor perpetrator in Kupang. Accessing
victims and telling them to do tasks. Spying on Christian people in South East
Indonesia who maybe rebellious or have animosity towards the (mainly Muslim)
Indonesian government. This was also significant in light of neighbouring and
Christian Timor Lorosae breaking away from Indonesia.</span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">Makassar</span></b><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">. Sulawesi</span></b><span style="font-family: Arial;">: an
Australian teacher. In the forest near Makassar
is a large, heavily guarded building where perpetrators experiment on captive
local people with bacterial weaponry development and medicines. I had to
observe and get information from the perpetrators and then report back to Darwin.</span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">Bunaken</span></b><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial;"> Island, Sualwesi</span></b><span style="font-family: Arial;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>While I was staying on Bunaken Island
in northern Sulawesi I was accessed by an
Australian perpetrator named K. She is based in Jakarta but travelled to Bunaken to access
me. She is a teacher. My feeling is she is most probably an Australian
espionage agent. She is the partner of someone, who is also most probably an
Australian agent, and works in an Australian government agency in Jakarta. She accessed and
reprogrammed me because I didn’t go back to Makassar
and get information concerning the medical and military experimentation done on
Indonesian people there.</span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">Malaysia</span></b><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial;"> </span></b><span style="font-family: Arial;">– had to tour around all of peninsular Malaysia
and observe levels of disquiet and hatred by Muslims towards Westerners
especially in the conservative north east states.</span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">Western
Australia</span></b><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">, 2003</span></b></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Couriering
information between Perth and Broome concerning
drug shipment coming into Broome from SE Asia.</span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">New
Zealand</span></b><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">, 2004 </span></b></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Was supposed to
courier information from Wellington to Auckland but foiled their
plans.</span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">Malaysia 2005-2008</span></b></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Tioman</span><span style="font-family: Arial;"> Island</span><span style="font-family: Arial;"> and North East Malaysian Peninsular – observe levels
of disquiet and hatred by Muslims towards Westerners in a long term study.
Foiled their plans.</span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">Perth 2008-11</span></b><span style="font-family: Arial;"> Accessing and attempted reprogramming in a psych ward in a hospital
south of the river in Perth starting with B. Accessing and attempts to get me
back to Brisbane where the handler is, but was able to foil her. Stopped all
accessing and reprogramming in 2011 and escaped. HURRAH!</span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Important Concerns When
Reading This Webpage</span></b></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Terminology: Victims, Survivors, Victims/Survivors and Perpetrators</b></div>
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In this webpage there are basically
many types of people who are seen within their intent and condition. The first
are the victims who make up the vast majority of people abused. They either cannot
be conscious to the abuse because of deliberate programming to stop awareness;
or aware of the programming and deployment but have been frightened and
threatened into submission. Neither therefore can escape. Thirdly there are
victims/survivors. These are people who have made efforts to escape such as
moving to another area, but are still being non consciously accessed,
frightened into submission and deployed by perpetrators in that new area. In
other words victims/survivors are people who strive to escape but there is
still control by the perpetrators. They especially need to address accessing
and deployment. Survivors are people who are not being accessed and deployed
and can concentrate solely on recovery including memory work, deprogramming and
having a fulfilling life. As written, the people in this paragraph are all
victims. They do not desire to be part of AGCOMCP.</div>
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Perpetrators are those that
consciously know that they are programming and deploying victims, and willingly
desire to do harm. They are members of a criminal organization and deliberately
wish to be so. Their intent is to knowingly harm, torture and exploit for their
and the organisations selfishness and greed.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Safety</b></div>
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The information in these pages may
be triggering and overwhelming. Please read at a pace that supports you. If you
feel overwhelmed, are starting to have flashbacks, feel nauseous, etc, take
time out and come back when you feel refreshed. Recovery is a process that you
can control by being aware of what you can deal with. You can also ring a
friend, a telephone crisis service, a mental health team or a
therapist/counsellor. If ringing someone unknown such as a telephone crisis
service, you do not need to say you are a AGCOMCP survivor. The person
listening is concerned about your well being, and so you do not have to explain
anything if you don’t want to.</div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold;">When reading about AGCOMCP, people </span><span style="mso-bidi-font-weight: bold;">can understandably feel swamped, shocked, disgusted, depressed, etc. This
abuse is confronting, incredibly inhuman and horrendous. As a believing <span class="spelle">counsellor</span> once said to me: “I thought ritual abuse was
horrifying enough, and now this!<span class="grame">”.</span> There are also
deliberate mind control messages to stop a survivor from getting validation and
support. These can be: “will go mad”, “the information is lies”, “must attempt
suicide”, “must only read half of it”, “contact someone” (a perpetrator), etc.
The messages can happen while reading or afterwards. (Similar reactions also
occur when disclosing to a <span class="spelle">counsellor</span>, getting
memory, etc). For survivors starting out in recovery, these reactions can be
especially horrible as s/he is not used to dealing with them. </span></div>
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<span style="mso-bidi-font-weight: bold;">To lessen and stop
these effects, survivors and counsellors have two main recommendations.
Firstly, it is important to recognize that these harmful messages are
happening, and they are because of the mind control. They are not weird, alien,
made up, etc. These are mind control messages and the survivor is being
affected by them. By recognizing that they exist, the survivor is halfway there
to dealing with them. The second important recommendation is firstly to imagine
how an abused person, especially a child, would be while reading this
information. This is important for survivors. We sometimes cannot see and
understand the harm we endured, particularly of our inner children. Then it is
recommended that we comfort this abused person/child in ways the individual
reader would naturally. When reading, if it is way too horrifying, or simply
too much information, especially for our inner children, then it is caring to
stop and have a break, etc.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Comfort
yourself in the same way as comforting an abused child or teenager. Hold a non
triggering <span class="grame">toy,</span> warm yourself with a blanket, etc</span></div>
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<b><span style="color: navy; font-size: 11.0pt; line-height: 150%; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;"> </span></b><span style="mso-bidi-font-weight: bold;">Sometimes, the reading, disclosure, etc, can cause a crisis where the
survivor is in uncontrollable pain or is extremely disorientated. This can also
mean needing professional assistance such as <span class="spelle">hospitalisation</span>.
There is no shame in ringing an ambulance, a mental health crisis team, a
hospital, etc. These people are sincerely concerned about your welfare.</span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Who I Am</span></b></div>
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My name is David Free. I am an
Australian survivor of Generational Organised Crime which abuses Mind Control
Programming (AGCOMCP). I have been in long term therapy for twenty years
concerning groups which abuse mind control programming. The last ten years have
been spent directly on AGCOMCP with counsellors and email support lists for
survivors. Therapy before AGCOMCP was for sexual assault mainly by the father,
and ritual abuse by many and various cults which involved the father. I have
had many articles published in books in Australia and overseas on being a
ritual abuse survivor. I have also given many public talks on ritual abuse to
Australian general survivor groups and community groups. I have also done many
media interviews in Australia
on ritual abuse and organised pedophilia.</div>
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The information in the webpage
comes from my recovery from the abuse, from discussions with other survivors
and counsellors, and from literature and webpages concerned with the abuse and
recovery. First it is written from what I experienced as a victim and a
survivor and reflecting on these. When I came to writing the webpage I wrote
down what I thought was valuable for me. I then thought of what was valuable
for the many survivors I email with constantly. Then I would compare to see how
we were doing things both similarly and differently. All survivors do things
differently, but we tend to have the same basic ways of surviving, and it was
these ways that I put on the webpage. It has also been good to simply observe
myself and other survivors so that I am out of my stuff somewhat. A good
learning curve!! What was also very valuable was emailing or talking with the
three counsellors I have had therapy with after finding out I am a survivor.
All are not survivors of AGCOMCP and so didn’t get triggered, could be more
objective and have more time and energy to respond.</div>
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I feel I can testify to the abuse
as the memories are consistent and firm, and the fact that after ten years of
therapy my understandings of AGCOMCP abuse have not altered. In fact they have
gotten deeper. At first, the understandings were of single episodes of
programming related to missions, deployment and training, but now the abuse is
conceptualised within institutional forms and has historical and current
relationships. For example, the deployment off the north Australian coast in
the early 1980s to assassinate refugees coming to Australia
was within the historical treatment of peoples that the extreme right wing at Australia
have always wanted. Everyone knows the Australian extreme right wing forces do
not want refugees coming to Australia,
and everyone knows the Australian extreme right wing by government legislation
have tried to kill off people it didn’t want in the past such as Aboriginal
people. What Australian extreme right wing forces are doing now is killing off
refugees because they don't want to pay the taxes for their detention and
citizenship. Before they could use government legislation to kill off unwanted
people arriving at Australia.
However, since Australia
has signed refugee treaties assuring their good treatment, they use covert
means and non conscious mind controlled zombied victims to do their dirty work.</div>
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My abuse also has corroboration
with the same programming and similar deployment of North American
victims/survivors. A pattern of many Canadian and U.S. ritual abuse survivors was
also of subsequent revelations of abuse within government organisations such as
the FBI and CIA. Mind Control, developed specifically by the CIA, was being
abused on victims who were deployed in espionage, assassination, policing,
extracting monies through illegal operations, etc. This was different to
localised pseudo religious and extremely perverse ritual abuse cults. These
were covert operations abusing government resources such as espionage on people
protesting such as students and Muslims, drug production and distribution,
illegal arms supply, etc. The unfolding of my abuse is similar. I had worked
through ritual abuse memories and control, but found that I was also being
abused by another body. This turned out to be perpetrators within a similar
covert government organisation and who had extreme right wing agendas such as
monitoring student unrest over mainstream political issues. The CIA, ASIO, etc
had been exploiting my mind and body for their aims and had abused mind control
programming so that I was a non conscious robotic slave.</div>
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Another (obvious) thing Id like to
say is that I’m not making this up. In fact I wish I was! I don’t get any
monetary or other material benefit and I can think of other ways of “attracting
attention”. I didn’t get any prompting by counsellors, hypnotists, survivors or
from getting information from the web or literature. My suspicions were aroused
when I was doing things when I was travelling that were against what I wanted
to do. I was staying in places far too long than would be expected of tourism
and which I found out had major military bases. I was also missing too much
time and feeling disorientated. This reminded me of the ritual abuse
programming but was in a different context. I then started to reflect on the
weirdness and with talking to personal parts and having memory, found out that
I was being nonconsciously abused as a courier with illegal military
information. I then searched the internet and found information on AGCOMCP and
found the email support groups. From then on more memory unfolded and I found I
was still being deployed. Programming is very deep. I am now working on the
programming and memories so that I won’t be deployed anymore and can have a
safe and happy life. I am pretty sure I’m not being accessed and can
concentrate on stopping awful memories and programming and have a free and
truly fulfilling life.</div>
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Please feel free to copy the
information in the webpages. If you publish it, please acknowledge its source.
Thankyou</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: 16.0pt; line-height: 150%;">The Perpetrators</span></b></div>
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To be straightforward, all the
perpetrators are basically “people” (sic) who want to harm and exploit victims
in order to obtain wealth and power. There is nothing fanciful, exotic or
mysterious about these extreme criminals. They are all psychopaths who have
zero empathy or concern for anyone. They program, train and deploy victims in
both the production and selling of the most lucrative commodities available;
and in the surveillance and eradication of opposition in terms of socio-economic
groups and systems, and in organised crime. They are conscious and willing
perpetrators, and do not care how badly they torture and manipulate victims,
including their own family, in order to make ill-begotten money. They are
basically organised crime, utilising the latest methods in brainwashing, in
order to control victims for obtaining large amounts of money and power. This
is the make-up of all the perpetrators. They may try and hoodwink victims by
lying that they “were programmed too”, but if they were sincere in being
survivors, they would not be manipulating victims, but instead would be getting
genuine support and getting victims free.</div>
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Each perpetrator is capable of
understanding and doing programming or ‘assisting in it”, and can deploy. They
know the general accessing language and techniques and are told the specific
ones when accessing a certain victim sent to their area. Some become “experts”
and “directors” in the mind control, or in deployment activities such as human
experimentation and organised pedophilia. Each perpetrator then has specific
“responsibilities” such as geographic areas, chasing and intimidating escapees,
etc.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 150%;">The Perpetrator
Organisation</span></b></div>
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The perpetrators have organised
themselves into a large organisation that has many facets. Depending upon what
is the specific aim of the perpetrators, they would structure themselves to fit
the following organisational styles and deploy victims within them. These
include: an Organised Crime Syndicate, a Paramilitary Organisation, a Company and
Small Government/Dictatorship. For example, when producing child pornography it
has the style of organised crime; when killing refugees it is a paramilitary
organisation.</div>
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The organization resembles mostly a
private militia which is a private non government force and is distinct from a
national regular army. It is a militia in that it strictly adheres to military
titles and the power within them, has an autocratic chain of command, and
everyone, including victims are trained in military procedure. In essence, a
private army. A private militia usually exists as a more right wing version of
the regular army, and is abused to physically stop unionists and strikers, and
to cause social chaos such as committing violent acts against the public such
as bashing or killing a man on the street and then blaming innocent
bystanders.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></div>
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The organization is tightly run and
military in style and organization. Meetings are within particular periods, the
mind control programming was done on specific days and times, the organized
paedophilia, within say a cover of a “Christian group”, is done between certain
hours, travelling done within a specific period, etc. There is a distinct
hierarchy, with a major perpetrator controlling a certain area usually based on
the number of perpetrators but also depending upon the area’s military and
economic importance. There are specific networks that are based on either area,
or on types of deployment and activities. General communication for telephone,
email, etc is always coded in the most seemingly innocuous language and is
never used for important information. This is because telecommunication and the
post can be watched by anyone. For important information mc victims are abused
as couriers.</div>
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Even though the organization is military
in terms of command, the practices are more like a company in terms of
exploiting mind controlled “workers” in the production and selling of
commodities. In fact, the commercial terminology among the perpetrators, even
for such criminal and inhumane acts as child pornography, is a “product”. The
“ethos” and practice of the organization is one of extreme and unfettered
capitalism where non conscious workers are exploited in any illegal way that
makes a profit. Also, of importance to know, is that the organization has
another objective and that is to observe and stop any political opposition in
terms of socialist parties, student radicalism, Aboriginal land rights, etc.</div>
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In terms of its government face,
the perpetrators will worm their way into government departments in order to
exploit its resources. In fact, the abuse and organisation are sometimes called
“govt mc” because there is so much exploitation and corruption of government
resources. The areas where most members perpetrate are the military (the
Australia Defence Forces, ADF), espionage agencies (Australian Security
Investigation Organisation, ASIO and Australian Security Investigation Service,
ASIS), the police especially the Australian Federal Police (AFP) and the
Department of Foreign Affairs and Trade (DFAT). These departments are directly
within the military, espionage, policing and external government relations
spheres where victims are mainly deployed. However, perpetrators can also be in
other seemingly innocuous departments such as Housing and Planning. This is for
policing in society generally. They wish to control all victims and utilise any
government resource to do so. The organization is also covert within the
government departments themselves, even to staff within the ADF, ASIO, ASIS,
the AFP and DFAT. Only perpetrators within the departments know of the
existence of other perpetrators within them. The “business” can be easily
hidden by closed/locked doors, innocuous telephone and email messages, etc.</div>
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The perpetrators will abuse established
institutions for increasing wealth and power. They want the positions and
resources of the institutions to enable faster, hidden communication and
transactions with other illegal organizations and facilitate their own
projects. For example, the position of “major” in the Australian army can
enable private/unfettered contact with perpetrators overseas and in Australia. The
resources of the Department of Foreign Affairs and Trade can open up control of
masquerading “aid programs” which are in fact places of human experimentation.
A worker in the Department of Housing can enable a perpetrator to move to an
area. Likewise, a teaching position allows the direct grooming of a child for
prostitution. The perpetrators have insidiously abused institutions to such a
degree that victims have thought that all around them are “perpetrators in the
institutions”. The abuse is still mostly called government/mc abuse because
survivors thought it was the whole government harming them. Perpetrators will
also abuse well respected societal positions such as a doctor conducting human
experimentation in his office, and a priest abusing a church for ritual abuse.</div>
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As stated by the U.S.Senator Daniel
K. Inouye, who chaired the 1977 U.S. Senate revelations concerning the illegal
CIA development of mind control, "There exists (in the U.S. government) a
shadowy government with its own Air Force, its own Navy, its own fundraising
mechanism, and the ability to pursue its own ideas of national interest, free
from all checks and balances, and free from the law itself." This is the
same shadowy government that exists in the Australian government, and as
similar to the CIA, abuses mind controlled victims.</div>
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Perpetrators are also in society
generally for deliberate reasons. They act like “normal people” e.g.
housewives, doctors, counsellors, teachers, principals, chemists, tradesmen,
etc. They can also easily police neighbourhoods, recreation areas, workplaces,
etc for radicalism. They may have these roles and positions generally, but the
primary reason they have them is to perpetrate.</div>
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The controllers are company owners,
and wealthy politicians wishing to abuse a covert and illegal organisation.
This group determines the aims and operations, tells the mind control
organization facilitators what to do (including the specific government
departments and organised crime areas where the deployment happens), and
organises with similar in other countries. This fascist elite wishes to
maintain control of society and expand the economic greed of companies which it
either represents or has direct financial control of. The government is seen as
an instrument of social control and economic expansion by this elite. Military,
espionage and social disruption activities are the main ways of obtaining social
rule and economic greed. Before humanitarian legislation, especially after the
end of the Second World War, this elite would simply and openly order the
invasion of countries, spy on groups, etc. Now the government has to abuse a
mind controlled group to do these secretly and without the victim’s knowledge.</div>
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The directors of the organisation
are within the elite of the Australian government departments (particularly
those mentioned above), the major company owners and directors, some of the
mind control perpetrators themselves, and politicians wishing to abuse this
covert and illegal organisation. In essence it is the ruling elite within Australia.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The greed for more money and power is what
underlies the organizations activities and the government is the means by which
it is done. Within Australia,
the networks are used to obtain wealth through illegal activities such as
organized paedophilia, drug production and trafficking, espionage and
surveillance etc. The directors control the activities and organize it both
internally and if need be externally e.g. drug importation. They also determine
specific focuses such as espionage on specific groups. Overseas they
communicate with similar perpetrators in other governments or groups that wish
to establish new governments. They then supply arms, or military, economic,
social and political information, etc such as with General Rambuka and Fiji. Then they
militarily “support” major Australian and U.S.
companies attempted control of cheaper labour supplies and/or natural resources
in overseas countries such as BHP and Bougainville.</div>
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Under these is a second level of
perpetrators who are the facilitators and who do most of the programming and
handling of victims to tie into the controller’s selling of products. They also
obtain money within the organisation by negotiating payments with the
controllers, and can move up rank by the successful utilisation of victims. The
facilitators are the programmers and handlers of the victims. Usually a handler
is assigned a family and they control about ten families in all (depending upon
the size of the family). They are not given the actual detail of any project as
they could sell the information e.g. a drug containment on a specific ship, to
another drug trader. This is a major reason why victims are abused. So that the
memory of say a shipment is kept within a non conscious split personality.</div>
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Most facilitators were originally
programmed and exploited as with all those treated as such. However, they
showed themselves to be evil and of use to the controllers, and so did not need
to be programmed. They are very willing to harm victims and without a
conscience. The controllers and programmers, when assured that these new
abusers will exploit and abuse victims and therefore make money for the
controllers, will lift off their programming and install them as facilitators.
They do not need to be programmed anymore and are “worthy” of being included
within the exploitation.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Geographical Extent</b></div>
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A controller/director oversees a
certain area or turf and which is usually based on the number of victims and
facilitators, but also depending upon the area’s military and economic
importance. There are specific networks that are based on either area, or on
types of deployment and activities. General communication for telephone, email,
etc is always coded in the most seemingly innocuous language and is never used
for important information. This is because telecommunication and the post can
be watched by anyone. For important information mc victims are abused as
couriers.</div>
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It is a very large organization
both geographically and in terms of numbers. For example, in the small Wollongong suburb I grew
up in, there were many perpetrators. The primary school had a principal and
three teachers, and the high school had a principal and five teachers. A local
doctor, shopkeeper, and many housewives and workers were also perpetrators. The
city was medium sized and perpetrators were in all the suburbs. I was mainly
controlled by a perpetrator who worked in a government department in the city.
Then when I was deployed to go to particular areas I was abused in most towns
and cities. Each town, even very small ones would have at least one
perpetrator. Some places and cities have large concentrations particularly if
the town/city has major military operations such as Townsville or is strategic
for other reasons e.g. Darwin and the proximity
to the Australian government’s supply of arms to SE Asia.</div>
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Overseas, each major city in the
western world would at least have an Australian perpetrator and they would be
mainly found in either Australian departments such as DFAT or Australian
government sponsored organizations such as AUSAID or education centres, etc. I
was abused by perpetrators acting as supposed English teachers overseas who
tortured me and whom I had to provide information to in Sulawesi in Indonesia, and by DFAT officials in Auckland, New
Zealand whom I had to pass information to.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Within British, U.S.
and Australian Imperialism</b></div>
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The Australian area comes under the
main control of U.S.
imperialism, and there are American perpetrators high up in this in Australia.
Until the 1960s, it has been the British that have had much power and influence
since it was the British which invaded and colonized in the 18th and 19th centuries.
Australia may have gained
some independence in 1901 with federation and ones own prime minister and
parliament, but Australia
still has a British constitutional monarchy. Since the 1960s, America has taken over most control from the
British as seen in the presence of U.S. transnational corporations,
political influence and military involvement.</div>
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The Australian perpetrators have a
strong alliance with the U.S.
perpetrators, and to a lesser extent, Britain. Before the 1970s, it was
the British government that the Australian government was mostly allied to. My
programming up to then was mainly within British imperialism, particularly the
queen, and its alliance with the Australian perpetrators. I also had to worship
Menzies and the traditional ADF. Currently it is mainly within U.S.
imperialism and the U.S./Australian alliance. The extent to which the U.S. is so
closely tied is so strong that it is difficult to differentiate specific
interests. The Australian perpetrators have an inseparable alliance based on
joint economic, political and military control of the SW Pacific and parts of SE Asia. I was abused with U.S. programming which was
concerned with American world control. I even had to learn the capital cities
of U.S.
states and the American national anthem! This is part of the U.S. attempt at
world control through its transnational corporations and worldwide military
control.</div>
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The alliance also serves Australian
imperialism in the regions. Major Australian companies particularly in mining,
gas and in the production of steel have expanded their control over Melanesia, Indonesia,
Timor Lorosae, Vietnam and
other countries in SE Asia. Australian
companies also now control many parts of the New Zealand economy and threatening
to undermine its economic sovereignty. The directors of the organization abuse
mc victims in the illegal activities of the greed of Australian imperialism.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">History</b></div>
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As written, the organization mostly
resembles a private militia which is a private non government force/army and is
distinct from a national regular army. Such private militia did exist in Australia,
especially Sydney and Melbourne, between the 1920s and 1950s. They were the Old
Guard, New Guard and the White Army, and which were formed into large
paramilitary units which secretly held training and possessed weapons. They
were financed by the wealthy elite, especially the largest bank at the time,
the Bank of New South Wales, and who opposed any left wing and socialist
endeavours such as a publically owned Commonwealth Bank and halting any
payments to private banks in London.
One New Guard Colonel de Groot famously cut the ribbon opening the Sydney Harbour
Bridge in 1932 in an act
of social disruption and to strengthen right wing supremacy. D.H. Lawrence in
his novel “Kangaroo” described the violent activities against unionists and the
secret military training of New Guard members in and around Sydney in the 1930s. Supposedly, these
private militia were “dissolved” in the 1950s due to public pressure. However,
the 1950s was when programming was introduced into Australia, and so I would say the
militias became mind controlled “normal people” instead. Behind the mind
controlled “normal people” and the deliberate guise of directors and handlers
is the military unit as it is today. What also continue are the aims of The Old
and New Guards, and White Army. These are to ensure a right wing politic, stop
any left wing action and have “social chaos that can only be fixed by an
autocratic right wing government”.</div>
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The perpetrators’ agenda, as with
the New Guard, is to ensure that companies can exploit workers, and which is
fundamental to the present capitalist economic system. This exploitation still
occurs and private militias still undertake the same activities as the
previously public ones. They still do illegal espionage on unions, left wing
groups, Aboriginal activism and any opposition to businesses. They still
orchestrate violence against groups they don’t want such as refugees. Like the
New Guard they produce events deliberately designed to cause social chaos such
as assassinations of civilians by mind controlled people. Producing social
chaos means that the government can restrict civil liberties. All these ensure
that business is in a powerful position by producing a conservative political
climate, stopping any political activism that will reveal and stop business
exploitation, and stops any unwanted labour that are different to those desired
by companies e.g. refugees.</div>
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It is interesting that the public
mass killing in Australia, by
Martin Bryant in 1996 at Tasmania
who “killed” thirty five people, has been documented by many as a case of a
mind controlled assassin. Bryant was treated at the Tavistock Institute in London where I was
threatened to be programmed at eight if I didn’t take notice of the handler. He
was also being seen in Tasmania
by a psychiatrist who was involved with the institute.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: 16.0pt; line-height: 150%;">A Summary of the Abuse and Criminality</span></b></div>
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%;">
“One may walk over the highest
mountain one step at a time”. - John Wanamaker</div>
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%;">
This is an outline of the main ways
they abused us. Even though it may seem overwhelming to read about them
altogether, it is beneficial to succinctly know how we were actually abused.
(Further in the webpage are detailed descriptions and understandings of the
various aspects of the abuse). Firstly, the perpetrators wish to deceive us
that we “were not harmed”, “are suffering from delusional thinking” and that
“we were saved, cared for and looked after”, etc. When we look specifically at
the abuse, this is the exact opposite. We were/are stopped from having any
freedom to truly do what we wish. This includes not following their orders, and
in whatever way they couched the order such as “It would help your mum, your
country, etc to go to this place” or “you would enjoy seeing the tropics”, etc.
We suffered awfully from their extreme torture, drugging, lying and
manipulation in the mind control programming process and its maintenance. We
also suffered badly from their enforced deployment, and being put in life
threatening situations such as at places where people of our nationality, race
and religion were murdered. Even if the deployment was for generally good
reasons e.g. surveying the level of terrorism against Australia,
because we had no say in whether we wanted to be deployed, this is immoral and
illegal. Then there are the dreadful effects such as Post Traumatic Stress
Disorder (PTSD), Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID), physical scarring,
having long term physical health issues such as kidney and liver issues, etc.
We were also deliberately stopped from knowing that we are/were abused by
psychological techniques such as manipulated dissociation, intensive drugging,
etc. In terms of the criminality, the perpetrators should be taken to court and
tried for hideous and long term crimes such as psychological and physical
torture and hurt; for deliberately placing people in harm’s way; for the severe
death threats to oneself and loved ones; and the killing of victims by enacting
suicide programming within them; etc.</div>
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Secondly, supporters like
therapists and friends are sincerely concerned for our welfare and would like
to know what actually happened to us. This summary helps with this. Thirdly,
there is very little information on the topic in order to contradict the
perpetrators’ lies, and to support survivors and our supporters. Such
information about GOCMP itself, let alone GOCMP in Australia, can’t be found in a
doctor’s office or in books. There is information about government mind control
in the U.S. and Canada on the web thankfully; and information on
ritual abuse (including in Australia)
which describes the same forms of programming mind control and mentions abuse
such as child pornography (see for example
http://survivingritualabuseaustralia.blogspot.com/). Most, if not all,
Australian survivors of ritual abuse, suffer/ed from GOCMP in Australia and overseas. We usually
go through a process of being aware of firstly, the ritual abuse, and then
seeing there was more abuse which was paramilitary, organized crime, government
related, etc. The main aims of this webpage are to inform, expose and validate
that there is GOCMP operating in Australia, and that Australian
ritual abuse survivors may quite likely be abused by very secretive criminals
involved in a secret paramilitary organisation and organised crime.</div>
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The main areas of abuse are: the
deliberate exploitation of family and friendship dynamics in order to produce
victims; the mind control programming and its drugging, torture, trauma,
dissociation and manipulation; the training which included torture, trauma and
manipulation; the accessing that maintained control, deployed victims and directed
victims to areas of further abuse; the enforced deployment that may include
being killed; the intentional amnesia and non awareness of being abused; the
side-effects of the abuse such as PTSD, DID (Dissociative Identity Disorder),
physical scarring and madness, and which the perpetrators did not mind
happening; and robbing us of our lives where we had no personal choice and
fulfillment. The distinguishing aspects of the organisation/abuse are the
deliberate exploitation of generational family dynamics to produce victims; and
the mind control programming, training, accessing and deployment. Other abusive
organizations may have generational organised crime such as the Mafia and
outlawed motorcycle gangs, but they do not abuse non aware victims. Other abusive
organisations may have mind control such as extreme right wing terrorists and
fanatical fundamentalist religious organisations, but they do not have
deliberately produced and totally non conscious victims.</div>
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%;">
<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 150%;">The Deliberate
Exploitation of Family and Friendship Dynamics.</span></b></div>
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“Stephanie says, that She wants to
know Why she's given half her life to people she hates now” (Stephanie Says,
The Velvet Underground)</div>
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The first way people are abused is
by the deliberate exploitation of family and friendship dynamics. The
perpetrators see partnerships, reproduction and close friendships as the main
way to obtain more victims. Within a family it is very difficult, especially as
a child and teenager, to stop the programming, training and deployment when
surrounded by family perpetrators and victims. Most victims have at least two
generations of organisation affected individuals on both sides of the
parenting. Usually at least one parent is a conscious and deliberate
perpetrator. There are families where both parents are victims, and may not
know that they or their children are being abused. However, there is a
conscious perpetrator lurking somewhere in the family such as a grandparent,
auntie, etc who would direct the abuse. Family perpetrators have access to
practically everything concerning the victim including the time, the outward
appearance of “(supportive, non-harming) family” local knowledge of other
perpetrators to whom the family perpetrator will collaborate with to program
and deploy the victim. Added to these are the local perpetrators who are at
child care centres, schools, churches and other local institutions, and living
in the neighbourhood. This oppressive atmosphere allows little to no means of
escaping. Most survivors need to leave the area of their original abuse in
order to escape.</div>
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Victims are also basically
predetermined products of deliberate marriage and reproduction strategies.
Spousal victims can be “fresh blood” as happened in my family where the old man
deliberately went from Sydney to a very isolated town in New South Wales
(Bourke) to find a very insecure woman (my mum) in order that she be programmed
and moved very far from her family.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Non
aware victims can also be programmed to marry others who are similar and there
are handlers who control this marriage. Perpetrators often marry other
perpetrators and their children have to deal with both sets of perpetrator
parents. The main perpetrators in the family start indoctrinating the children
early in order to achieve control.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Control is mapped out already and you have no say in the horrible
torture and exploitation done to you. This is done because you are surrounded
by perpetrators in the family, or other victims who cannot escape because they
are programmed or are too fearful. To the perpetrators, the only reason you are
born is to be abused by an illegal money making cartel and power obsessed
despots “who worship” hideous beings (ritual abuse). Your perpetrator
parent/parents/grandparent/etc. sell you to cartels and you are abused for
organized pedophilia, for paramilitary exercises, for medical experimentation,
etc. Later, in your adult life, the abuse will be chosen as well. This is an
enforced heterosexual marriage (even if you are gay/lesbian) to someone already
abused or a perpetrator, and employment usually in an occupation that is setup
for their money making such as teaching for organized pedophilia or butchering
for dissecting body parts. As an adult and parent victim, you will then be part
of the cycle of the generations of perpetrators and victims, even if you are
deliberately made oblivious to it all by programming.</div>
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To use my family as an example of
this. As said, the old man, the only perpetrator in the immediate family (as he
wanted be involved and knew about the abuse) travelled in the mid fifties from Sydney to western NSW to
find an insecure woman to marry and bring her back to the coast in order to
produce a family and have more victims. Being insecure she would not be able to
fight programming by firstly believing in herself. She was also 800 kms away
from supportive family if she did believe something was wrong and wanted to
escape. My brother and I were brought up near Kiama and Wollongong, and like Mum, were programmed to
firstly not know about how we were abused, and then were trained in particular
roles in order to make money for the old man and the other perpetrators. My
brother married someone whom the old man thought could be dissociative enough
to be mind controlled, and which he then went about to do. They had a child who
was also mind controlled, and again, the old man, oversaw his mind control, and
the mind control of his eventual wife and child.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The whole family is mind controlled and
unaware of any abuse done to them, and are trained in ways that suit their
physical and intellectual abilities so that they make money for the
perpetrators. These jobs include making illicit drugs and disposing bodies.</div>
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This is different from other
organized crime such as the mafia, local gangs, outlawed motorcycle gangs, etc.
Perpetrators are drawn to these organizations because they want to commit
crime. They are consciously wishing to be perpetrators. The perpetrators do not
wish to have non conscious victims in their organizations and do not abuse
them. They desire to have a gang of conscious and willing outlaws committing
crime together. MC perpetrators will abuse people who don’t wish to perpetrate
and will keep them amnesic (not conscious) to their abuse. It is the mind
control programming that produces amnesic victims and differentiates these
perpetrators from criminal gangs which do not have the programming and which
only allow gang members desiring criminal activity. Because of the abilities
and power that mc perpetrators have developed over the years, they are the “top
dogs” in local, national and international “turfs” and small time criminal
groups are monitored so that there is no competition and no large scale
accumulation of wealth and power. If there is, they are killed off in ways
which are intended to leave no evidence, and which are sometimes done by
programmed amnesic victims so that there are therefore no murderers, apart from
the knowing victims’ handlers.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></div>
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Within the family, perpetrators
will create and abuse divisions in order to “divide and conquer”. Individual
victims will be pitted against each other and it is the perpetrators who are
seen supposedly as “the saviours”. Main perpetrators will also even make
themselves “the best saviour”. For example, a major perpetrator at the local
high school, a teacher, set it up that she “saved me from my father” and which
was another lie.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Mind Control
Programming</span></b></div>
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Mind control is control of
someone’s thoughts, behaviour, beliefs and actions. In other words, control of
the person. Nearly everyone in the world is mind controlled in that there are
very few people who can do what they want when they want. Even rich people, who
have the monetary ability to do as they wish, have socio-economic conditioning
that they can only have this so called freedom by the exploitation of others.
This conditioning is societal and comes from the socio-economic aspects of an
economy such as private enterprise capitalism. The conditioning is done mainly
in the family, school and workplace and is above board and known by society.</div>
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Mind control programming is very
different and is done directly on the person. There is control of someone’s
thoughts, behaviour, beliefs and actions, but is done by one perpetrator to a
victim, or one perpetrator to a perpetrator (when the second perpetrator wishes
to be more a perpetrator). It is one-to-one relationship based, rather than
done by society and its institutions. It is also very secretive as it is
illegal. It usually consists of intense torture, drugging, manipulation and
trickery. Brainwashing is the old term for it. It is called programming these
days as the aim is to make a human being into a robot with cues and actions.</div>
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Programming consists of three main
areas, and the word ‘programming’ can change meaning depending upon grammatical
usage. For examples, there is a programming process where the victim is
programmed or indoctrinated; and there is a programming system where the
indoctrination is placed within ones mind and acts like a machine. Thirdly,
there is the overall (programming) mind control slavery where one is totally
controlled.</div>
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The perpetrators want a victim who
is like a non conscious programmed robot.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>The aim of the indoctrination is to entrap the person into being totally
submissive and involves a lot of torture and trickery to instill intense lies,
fears and dependence. Programming is methodical and follows a pre-organised
plan that corresponds to age and abilities. The programming torture happens in
all areas: physical e.g. beatings, food deprivation, scarring of skin, locked
in a small non-lit room for days and electrocution; emotional and sexual e.g.
multiple and child rape; and psychological e.g. family deprivation. The lies
are: supposed “worthlessness without the group/perpetrators”; that perpetrators
"love" you; the outside world e.g. counsellors and loving family and
friends "hates and disbelieves you"; you will "always be
alone"; you "enjoyed the violence"; etc.</div>
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The process of installing the
programming consists of torture, trauma and trickery. It usually begins with
much torture, drugging, hypnosis, electrocution, being forced to watch horrible
videos, etc. The physical torture is being suspended from cages, handcuffed and
being put next to a revolving saw, locked away in a basement, etc.
Electrocution, particularly in the genital and anal areas, is abused in order
to threaten, control and punish. These methods dangerously impair the person’s
ability to see things clearly, to act rationally on it, and to escape and
fight. The victim is then lied to by drugging and hypnotic suggestion. Common
lies are that “there is family present”, there is “a gun”, that s/he is
“killing someone”, etc. Perpetrators in the last thirty years or so have been
abusing specifically made horrible videos which have the scenarios the handler
wants to abuse. </div>
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After the victim is what the
perpetrators call “pliable”, they then produce a setup where the victim is
confronted with a no choice situation involving the life and death of
him/herself and “loved ones”.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The victim
is placed in a deliberately guilt induced situation where s/he is forced to
kill in order to save her/himself or others. The situation deliberately does
not have a choice. In an example of one scenario, the victim “has to shoot the
loved one (Mum, brother, nephew, etc) or s/he will be shot by the loved one”. S/he
understandably shoots the loved one to save her/himself. This is legally and
morally acceptable as it is self defence. In one scenario, the victim is
drugged and hypnotised, strapped to a seat, electrocuted especially in the anal
and genital areas in order to sit still and not move, and has his/her eyes
taped open. S/he is forced to watch videos on a computer screen of the
simulated setups of “loved ones killing him/her” which s/he thinks is real and
understandably shoots the “loved one”. Another example is a young boy who when
drugged is lied to that his “Mum has a gun” and which he believes. It is in
fact a stick and the drugged and non conscious Mum thinks she has a “pen”.
Again he has every right to hit back and stop the gun being shot as this is what
he was led to believe and because of self defence. However the perpetrators
manipulate the scenarios so that the victim is made to feel extremely guilt
ridden and suicidal.</div>
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When at this suicidal level,
another perpetrator then steps in and lies that “s/he will save the victim”.
The “saving” is within sweet talking and supposed “support”. The victim feels
better because s/he has been “saved” and even becomes grateful. However, it is
really only on condition that the victim effectively obeys what the perpetrator
says. The victim is caught again and has no choice. S/he is either suicidal or
accepting of the perpetrator’s demands. The perpetrator then becomes the
handler and controller of the victim. The handler will in future abuse this
programming setup to guilt trip the victim/survivor about how s/he “saved the
victim/survivor” and how the victim must do as the handler says. The handler
will also add more lies further on such as “helping you with something” and the
victim believes this because the handler had supposedly helped him/her before.
The suicidality that the victim has when not obeying the handler’s orders e.g.
when not contacting, stems back to this no choice setup. The programming is all
lies and a setup. The handler knew that the victim was being tortured and was
part of its organising. S/he knew s/he was not a “saviour” but was abusing this
setup for his/her own devious control.</div>
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Dissociation is deliberately
abused. The perpetrator/trainer wishes to produce a “split personality” and
control him/her. The abuse of trauma also has the desired effect of
dissociation and the creation of a separate personality. Extreme and repeated
trauma naturally makes people dissociate and form a personality where the
trauma is kept until it can be worked on. In programming, the personality
contains the trauma of the extreme pain, the guilt and dependence upon, and
ultimately slavery to, the handler. The handler/trainer will look to see if a
dissociated personality has “popped out” in the process and will goad him/her
into submission and separation from other personalities and the host person
him/herself. The trauma is in the most deep seated personal state as the victim
is severely drugged and extremely pliable. The traumatised and tricked
personality is therefore separated from the victim and is controlled by the
handler. This is how the perpetrators can control and direct a victim without
them knowing what is happening. When being abused, the personality takes over
as the trauma is the most deep seated within the personality, and is accessed
and deployed without the victim’s host state knowing. The personality is also
taught to dislike the person and to be totally loyal to the perpetrator/s and
the organisation. The controlled part is therefore not conscious to the person
because it is separated and does not follow the person’s wishes and life. In
fact the personality is controlled instead by external perpetrators and the
personality cannot tell the person what is going on. This is how programming,
accessing and deployment work without the victim knowing.</div>
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Over time these programming setups
are repeated in order to produce more personalities. Each personality has its
own roles and tasks from upholding the programming, to contacting handlers, to
producing drugs, courier military information, etc. Together the parts form a
synchronised system that will act like a machine, maintain the programming
system, and act on the perpetrators’ orders including assassination. And all
without our knowledge.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Very sadly many
victims have gone to his/her death not knowing what abuse was done to him/her.
This is because the perpetrators have deliberately stopped awareness by
programmed dissociation and control of personalities only within the
subconscious of the person.</div>
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This system is made identical with
all victims so that other handlers and programmers can access and manipulate
all victims. The programming has specific stages of indoctrination that are
generally called core and then secondary/tertiary/etc layers. For children this
can start in the womb, and for kidnapped people such as a new wife, it starts
at the age they were kidnapped. The core stages have particularly very heavy
and continual torture. The progression is one of destroying trust and of
perpetrator obedience. There is also specific training in organisation roles
e.g. how to be a sexual slave, etc. At certain ages programming is put in for
returning, not disclosing, etc. After continual torture and setups and
producing personalities, the perpetrators set up a system of programs within
ones being. Firstly the organisation produces a personality or part of a person
who has a name, a specific cue and a corresponding behaviour. These parts are
then assembled into a system. Firstly it has parts that do things singularly
for the handler/organisation. Parts are told to “report in”, to “spy on
people”, etc. Secondly there are parts whose job it is to “keep the system in
tact”. If programming has been undone there are parts whose job it is to
“rebuild the programming”. It also has to act like a whole in the sense of
being a machine. The parts must cooperate with each other to do what the
perpetrators want and must also stop parts who are escaping.</div>
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This control of the person is
basically called mind control. It is mind control as it comes mainly from the
mind. This is where we think and from where we act on what is fed to us. It is
also essentially a conditioning process. We are conditioned by pain and
deception to do something for the organisation. The mind control can also be
quite simple in its operation. A cue such as a date, colour or sensation
(auditory, visual, tactile and other means) sets off a specific behaviour such
as “return to the perpetrator”, “don’t disclose”, etc. However, as seen, the
control really is in the underlying emotions and ethical areas. The
perpetrators want fearful, guilt ridden and extremely grateful personalities to
control the victim. Programming also isn’t rocket science. Anyone with an
understanding of dissociation and the development of split personalities can
see how the programming is done. The following conditions enable programming,
accessing and deployment by an external handler: Firstly, a split personality
who is lied to that the host person is “horrible” and is guilt ridden and
beholden to an external perpetrator; and secondly, a host person who is unaware
of the split personality. When the personality has cues related to specific
behaviours, s/he becomes like a robot who can be accessed and deployed
instantaneously by an external operator without the victim knowing. In my case
I had perpetrator controlled non conscious parts who could ring from a public
telephone in Indonesia and
ask the Australian operator for a reverse charge call to a mobile phone in Australia
(the handler) and be told what to do, and all without my knowledge.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Training</span></b></div>
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Once we are programmed and under
their control, we are taught how to do the activities that brings monetary and
other benefits to the perpetrators. It encompasses military training, learning
to kill, stealing, couriering information and objects, making illicit drugs,
cutting up people, disposing people, being sexual, being experimented on, etc.
There are two main levels of training. The fundamental level encompasses skills
generally abused within the organization and which can be accessed by all
perpetrators. These include: basic presentation to the perpetrators, couriering
information and other things such as illicit drugs; organized pedophilia;
looking for social unrest; remembering information; etc. The second level
corresponds to ones abilities whether they be intellectual, physical, etc.
Victims who are intelligent are trained in photographic memory in order to
courier intricate information, to observe social groups, etc; Victims who are
physically well built are trained in how to dissect bodies and carry them, etc.</div>
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Training is done in particular areas that
facilitate the type of training demanded of the victim. For military training,
military barracks, mines, and large open fields assist to train a victim in
field warfare, scaling walls, using military equipment, etc. For drug
manufacture, chemist premises and offices are utilized; for experimentation,
doctor’s offices are used; etc. Perpetrators who are doctors, chemists,
brigadiers, etc will find and sell appropriate space to be abused. I was abused
by a doctor in the suburb I grew up in, Berkeley,
near Wollongong,
NSW, for medical experimentation in the early 1970s. The doctor abused the
consultation room for experimenting on me.</div>
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As written, the fundamental and
general training for victims is for basic and universal purposes such as
contacting/accessing, checking to see if the programming is “operational”,
couriering information and objects such as illicit drugs, learning how to
“sexually please” for child pornography and prostitution; looking for social
unrest, especially organised socialism and neonazism/thuggery; remembering
information; and seeing if victims within the family and community are
escaping. The programmers in the initial stages look for traits that the victim
has in terms of intelligence, expression and physicality. The programmers want
victims who can remember a lot of specific information and especially having a
photographic memory. They want to transmit a lot of particular information such
as an illegal drug consignment on a specific ship across a long distance and
abuse couriers with good photographic memory and expression to travel far and
describe such a delivery. I once had to travel from Brisbane,
Australia to Vilnius, Lithuania
and describe in detail an illegal silo used for storing illegal armaments to
generals there. Programmers also abuse a victim’s physicality for their own
ends. If someone is very strong they can be abused to haul dead bodies of
people the perpetrators don’t want such as asylum seekers.</div>
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The most fearful, vulnerable and
hidden personalities in the system i.e. those that are most loyal, are trained
in the most important tasks to suit the perpetrators especially with accessing
and killing. These personalities are also trained to maintain the programming
with tasks such as reporting to the programmer/handler if the host is escaping
or undoing programming; rebuilding the programming especially at nighttime when
everyone is asleep; confuse the victim so that deprogramming does not happen;
and step in and stop any escaping.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Suicidal Thoughts</span></b></div>
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When the programming is challenged,
such as not travelling to courier information or when remembering the abuse,
the victim starts to feel suicidal for no known reason. S/he also has specific
ways of killing him/herself even though s/he does not consciously remember how
s/he learnt them. What is happening is that the programmed responses from the
victim were programmed to come on. During the programming s/he made a “vow”
that s/he “would suicide by a specific way” because s/he is not “helping the
handler” who supposedly “saved her from suicide and horrible people”. These
demands by the handler are lies and the handler knows s/he is being deceptive.
The handler set up these false situations and does not need to be listened to.
If they do come on and you are having difficulty, ring a crisis line or
ambulance and go straight to emergency.</div>
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The training also exacts a huge
toll on our senses and abilities especially when it has to be in a robotic and
exact fashion.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Accessing</span></b></div>
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Accessing is when the nonconscious
victim reports to a perpetrator. This happens when a controlled personality,
whom the victim is unaware of and inside him/herself, is beguiled and/or
threatened to report to a perpetrator. The victim, during this accessing, goes
amnesic (suffering from amnesia or spacing out totally) as the controlled
personality takes over the person. The controlled personality rings or meets
face to face with a perpetrator, usually the handler. The victim (host) is
deliberately not allowed to know of this contact and accessing.</div>
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The accessing, is usually done at
least once a week, when the personality, must report by telephone (and using
reverse charge calling) or face to face. This also occurs if the victim is
overseas and s/he is given exact numbers to remember and ring corresponding to
the country s/he is in and how to call reverse charge from there. The routine
accessing is used to deploy, check on whether the deployment is occurring,
check on whether the programming is in tact, and generally see if the victim is
being controlled. If the programming is coming apart the handler will tell the
parts, whose jobs are to repair the programming, to do such. This is awful for
the victim/survivor as s/he can never escape when continuous accessing occurs.
I have gone to isolated Indonesian islands where there are no public telephones
in order to try and stop accessing. I only had the vague notion that I was
being accessed and because parts could not tell me when the accessing occurred
I had to simply try my luck and stay somewhere for a while without a public
telephone.</div>
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During periods of undertaking tasks
such as couriering information the accessing can be increased so that the
perpetrator is sure the tasks have been done properly. Also if the programming
is coming apart, the handler will contact a perpetrator near to where the
victim is and send the perpetrator to reaccess and reprogram the victim so that
the victim continues to be deployed. This happened in Indonesia in Northern
Sulawesi where I was stopping deployment. The handler in Brisbane contacted a perpetrator in Jakarta
and sent her to Bunaken
Island in order to find
me, reaccess me and reprogram me. Annoyingly it worked, but I was still able to
get away later J</div>
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The victim/survivor is placed into
this state by the perpetrators deliberately using trained cues such as being
touched in a specific place and words such as “sleeper awake” or “blue insect”
etc. The programming system comes on fully and the outer shell/consciousness of
the person disappears. S/he then does tasks such as informing, receiving
information, cutting up bodies, etc.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Deployment of the
Victim</span></b></div>
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This happens when a victim is
nonconsciously controlled by a handler and other perpetrators. The victim is
trained in skills and knowledge beneficial to the organisation, and is able to
be deployed. Essentially it means the perpetrators control and deploy an expert
and informed person who does not know s/he is abused. S/he could be travelling
to Europe to be a tourist when in fact s/he is
couriering very secretive military information concerning illegal arms. S/he is
also the best possible courier because even s/he does not s/he is being abused.
So even if s/he is asked any questions by law enforcement, s/he does not know
what is happening, and is the perfect cover for the perpetrators. With the host
(non aware part) of the victim, even abnormal happenings, such as an unusual
trip to Broome on the other side of Australia, and in the unattractive
wet season, seemingly had a “reason” as it had an “interesting golf
course”.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>In reality, the underlying
perpetrators accessing the victim, had told the victim, whom they knew liked
golfing, that it would be an “appealing place to visit”. The victim doesn’t know
where this voice came from, but feels it is true and something like a dream.
S/he believes it as it’s internal, and is not a terrible thought. Anyway, how
can visiting Broome be bad?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>In reality,
what happened is that the host person had followed directions to a specific
market, and again, was told by accessing and in the subconscious, to be
“dressed in specific colours”. A perpetrator spotted the colours, had tapped
her thrice on the left side of the back and the host had spaced out into a
subconscious personality and walked with the perpetrator to a car where the
personality had told the perpetrator that a boat named ….. was to arrive at the
Broome harbour from Vietnam
on …… and had illicit drugs.</div>
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The following areas of deployment
denote that the victim was programmed and was/is amnesic and not knowledgeable
of the abuse. Sometimes perpetrators will abuse conscious victims who have been
threatened with their lives or those of a partner, family or friend, if they
don’t undertake deployment, and they also are victims.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Exploited for Illegal Products: production, experimentation, couriering
the actual products, or couriering information concerning them</b></div>
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Illegal products, such as illegally
obtained espionage information on a radical student organization, are very
lucrative. Also, the more illegal the product such as illicit drugs and child
pornography, the more lucrative it is. There is a huge list of products and
objects that the organizations wish to obtain. These include: kidnapping ritual
abuse victims who are killed in elaborate homicidal ceremonies; illegal arms
and their production, trade, storage, couriering information concerning them;
and human experimentation especially with bacterial warfare.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Illicit drugs and their production, trade,
couriering information concerning them; couriering them (“mule”) and human
experimentation with their development and manufacture. Organised pedophilia
including child pornography and child prostitution, and includes being the
programmed child and adult roles. Illegal experimentation for human robotics,
and for developing the programming itself. Illegal abuse for programming others
(part of the staged programming scenarios). Programmed to be minor roles in
homicidal films (“snuff movies”). Programmed to be the model for showing how
programming works for perpetrators. Illegal body parts and their dismemberment,
trade, storage and couriering information concerning them. Illegally obtained
espionage information – programmed to observe left wing student activists,
specific groups who are opposed/different to hegemonic groups such as Muslim
people, Indigenous people, refugees, migrants, opposition political parties
e.g. socialist parties</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Exploited for Legal Products obtained illegally</b></div>
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This includes stealing artworks,
jewellery and other expensive items held privately and publically; (illegal)
human experimentation for legal pharmaceutical drugs; and assassins of
landowners so that their mining and agricultural land is now owned (indirectly
through control of receiving family).</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Exploited for Illegal Maintenance of Criminal Control</b></div>
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This means illegal ways are abused
in order to maintain control of the production, trade and couriering
information concerning illegal products. This means being programmed to
assassinate competing organized crime.</div>
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%;">
<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Exploited for Illegal Maintenance of Exploitative Socio-Economic
Control</b></div>
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This means abusing illegal methods
to maintain existing public methods of exploitative socio-economic control such
as private enterprise capitalism in the west. Being programmed for obtaining
information of radical groups such as student activists, Indigenous people,
migrants with alternative views, alternative political parties, etc. Victims
who have an interest in politics and are universities are usually deployed here.
Social destabilization such as the assassination of alternative political and
social leaders such as John Kennedy and John Lennon, and mass shootings so as
to give the impression that “society is crazy” and needs “stable leadership
from companies, the military and conservative politicians”.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Victims are programmed to do mass shootings
and then to suicide themselves.</div>
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%;">
<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Taxation Reduction</b> </div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%;">
e.g. Killing refugees so as to not
pay taxes for social security.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Exploited for Ritual Abuse Slavery</b></div>
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Victims are also exploited for
ritual abuse slavery. This means being forced to attend and participate in
elaborate ceremonies where people, including children and babies, are raped and
murdered. A ritual abuse ceremony, held at various times every year, are
supposed to represent the opposite of goodness, and so murder, rape and other
heinous crimes are performed to bolster the perpetrators megalomania and other
sordid beliefs. Victims have to dress up like animals, demons, clowns, etc and
act out accordingly. We also have to participate in the rapes and murdered and
are also raped and extremely humiliated.</div>
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%;">
<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 150%;">How the Abuse Happens:
The Creation and Separation of the “Normal” Host State
and the Non Conscious Programming System</span></b></div>
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The abuse can only occur when there
is the creation of two personal conditions. These are the conscious “normal”
host state and the non conscious programming system. Secondly there needs to be
a huge separation between them so that the “normal” host state does not know
about the programming system. What perpetrators want firstly is a victim who
believes that s/he is having a “totally normal and fulfilling life” and no harm
is happening to her/him. However, underneath this host state, the victim
unknowingly has a non conscious programming system of personalities who
undertake tasks to fulfill the perpetrators’ greed and control of power.
Overall, the victim/survivor is motivated by the programming even though s/he
is not aware of it. Motivations include “saving a partner, family, friends, the
world, etc” and are deeply imbedded within the programming. The handlers and
other perpetrators are the supposed “saviours” and victims/survivors must again
supposedly “suicide” if they challenge “the oaths of loyalty”. The perpetrators
also wish to maintain both the host state’s belief that “nothing is wrong” and
the programming system’s directly fulfilling its tasks such as couriering
information.</div>
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%;">
<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 150%;">The Conscious “Normal” Host State
- The Completely Dissociated and Amnesic State of the Victim/Survivor</span></b></div>
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“Well I thought my life was a
photograph On the family Christmas card, Kids all dressed in buttons and bows
And lined up in the yard”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Joan Baez,
Play Me Backwards</div>
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<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%;">
The first way the perpetrators
deceive us in the abuse is the trickery that we “live very normal lives” and
“no harm has ever happened to us nor will happen”. The first reason for why we
cannot connect to knowing about the abuse is that we naturally dissociated
completely after we were programmed. The torture and trauma was so horrible we
naturally built walls of amnesia in order to contain the abuse and live “above
it”. Victims of rape, incest, etc in the wider community naturally dissociate
after the trauma, and as survivors we do too. What’s different to other extreme
trauma survivors is that the perpetrators deliberately want this separation so
that we cannot see that we are/were abused and find support to stop it. The
perpetrators deliberately want us to live blithely thinking we have a “very
good life”, and separate the host victim/survivor from the programming system
of personalities with their tasks/roles, and the history of being abused.</div>
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%;">
The perpetrators also deliberately
torture victims/survivors in three other ways in order to stop them from
knowing about the abuse. Firstly, they threaten the personalities severely if
they talk with the host victim/survivor about the programming, the deployment,
accessing, etc. They are not allowed to help the victim/survivor escape and are
punished horribly if they do. Secondly, the perpetrators torture the personalities
with suicide programming if the host starts to remember the abuse, disclose
about it, get support, etc. When memory surfaces about the abuse such as
paramilitary activities, specific programming voices come on that the victim
“must suicide by this specific way – e.g. driving off the road quickly”.
Thirdly, if we get triggered by seeing military activities on television or
have memory of child pornography, personalities are told to lie to us that
these “are fanciful ideas in ones mind and made up”. “How can an average
Australian working class woman ever see Iranian refugees in a camp? or know the
logistics of the local methamphetamine drug trade? etc”</div>
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%;">
Perpetrators will also work around
the person’s normal life in order to not cause suspicions that something is
wrong. They will abuse a victim’s travelling holidays or daily commuting for
couriering information. For examples, when I was living at Wollongong
and going to university in Sydney
I would be couriering information during the week between the two places. When
I was teaching in New Zealand
and coming back to Australia
for school holidays I would be couriering information between Auckland
and Sydney.
Perpetrators would also try to persuade victims to go to particular places that
would fall outside of the normal or even desirous, such as for a snow skier
“going on holiday to Vietnam”.
The perpetrators, when accessing the victim, would suggest to programmed parts
to ‘circulate’ this idea in the subconscious and the victim then would get some
inclination to go to Vietnam.
Because noone knows about such brainwashing and abuse, the victim does not
think hearing these subconscious voices is weird and criminal, but only unusual
that s/he decided to “go to Vietnam
that year”. The reality is that s/he was delivering information between Sydney
and Ho Chi Min City concerning a drug shipment.</div>
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%;">
<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 150%;">The Underlying Non
Conscious Programming System</span></b></div>
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Underneath the conscious victim, in
a non conscious area, lies the programmed system of personalities. As explained
before, the system is not allowed to be known to the victim/survivor. It is
where the oaths of suicidality were produced, where the roles and tasks were
trained, and where the accessing cues are. When a victim is accessed, all of
the host conscious self is stripped away, and out fully come the controlled
inner selves from the subconscious. These parts have been produced by
dissociation, but instead of normally and naturally dissociating into the host,
they have been manipulated and perverted to be controlled by external
perpetrators in the programming process. So inside a victim lie personalities
who are controlled by an external perpetrator, and will take over the whole
victim when s/he is ordered to by specific cues. It is/was these internal, but
still externally controlled personalities, which make victims horrified when
they saw/see films like The Exorcist and Alien. Inside the people on screen,
lay personalities not of their making or control, and who caused problems for
the host. </div>
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%;">
It is the underlying programming system
which has supreme control over a victim, instead of the host state. This is
because of two reasons. Firstly, the victim is in an inherent condition when
the programming is done, and secondly, programming consists of setups concerned
with saving people from death, which is a very primal and necessary
responsibility of a person. When the victim is drugged and hypnotized in the
programming, it causes the victim to be in an innate state like s/he was just
born. Therefore when the programming is challenged, because for example, s/he
did not return to the handler, it feels like the victim/survivor has this
totally encompassing suicidality that comes from within his/her core. To
rectify this, the survivor needs to see that being aware of this programming s/he
can control it. S/he can put her/himself in a safe place so that the suicidal
feelings will blow over, and they do. The programming system, if not understood
and checked, controls ones thoughts and actions. The deep-down programming is
based on setups that involve “saving people” and so victims will do anything to
save someone even if this saving is in a non conscious memory and causes
irrational behaviour and thinking. To a victim, there is nothing irrational
about the conduct and beliefs. S/he doesn’t know it’s programming, but rescuing
someone very dear to her/him. Therefore, within the non conscious programming,
the handler may tell the parts that “to save their mum a good idea is to go to
Hong Kong next week” even though the person does not like northern Asia and
instead wants to go to New Zealand next week. This idea about Hong
Kong circulates inside the system, and then percolates into the
consciousness of the victim. The personalities must tell the host without
causing alarms.</div>
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%;">
<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Common and Main Aspects
of the Abuse</span></b></div>
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%;">
<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Owned by Perpetrators</b></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%;">
Personalities and the host maybe
deceived into thinking that “they control their lives”, but this is as further
from the truth as can be. Personalities were beguiled into taking an oath to
totally adhere to the perpetrators, especially the handler, or to die by
suicide. The survivor needs to be able to work on suicidality in order to
escape.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%;">
<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Non Consciousness</b></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%;">
Victims do not know they are being
abused, and it is very difficult for us to find accounts of the abuse and
validation. The perpetrators want that the victim is not aware of the abuse
because then the victim will try and stop it. Some victims, like my brother,
have been programmed since birth, and may even be abused all his life. My mum
has been abused all her adult life, and only now, when in a nursing home, is
she not being deployed. People are abused in exploitative socio-economic
systems such as capitalism and communism, but people can find information
readily to show how they are exploited, and join support groups with fellow
activists to release their feelings about them and change society. Not so with
victims of GOCMP. There is now information on the web about GCMOP for North
American survivors and survivors generally, and this webpage aims to bring people
up to speed in Australia.</div>
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%;">
<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Constant Abuse</b></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%;">
The perpetrators want profitable
outcomes in terms of money obtained from illegal drugs, pornography, arms, etc,
and will deploy victims as early and as often as they can. Victims are
constantly abused weekly in their local area for activities such as drug
production, being the adult or child in child pornography, observing groups who
are/might be opposed to the status quo such as The Australian Greens political
party or student activists. Again, they are programmed to undertake these tasks
either in a totally amnesic state such as the drug production and child
pornography, or in their “awake” state when the personalities are active and
undertaking their roles while the host state thinks s/he is simply doing normal
things. This second condition can happen when the personalities are observing
what is happening at the alternative political party and will report in later
to the handler about what happened at the meeting. When disclosing to the
handler about the meeting the host victim is totally amnesic and the
personality will be the only part of the victim who is totally out. Meanwhile
the host state has no idea what the personality did at the meeting and what the
personality told the handler. Because the personality is dissociated
(separated) from the host victim s/he can do things within his/her own
abilities. S/he has also been trained separately from the host victim, and
therefore, like all the personalities within the person, lives more or less “a
life of his/her own”.</div>
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<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%;">
Essentially it means the
perpetrators control and deploy an expert and informed person who does not know
s/he is abused. S/he could be travelling to Europe
to be a tourist when in fact s/he is couriering very secretive military
information concerning illegal arms. S/he is also the best possible courier
because even s/he does not she is being abused. So even if s/he is asked any
questions by law enforcement, s/he really does not know what is happening, and
is the perfect cover for the perpetrators. With the host, even abnormal
happenings, such as an unusual trip to Broome on the other side of Australia, and
in the unattractive wet season, seemingly had a “reason” as it had an
“interesting golf course”.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>In reality,
the perpetrators accessing the victim, had told the parts to circulate
information about golfing as they knew the victim liked golfing, and then it
would be an “appealing place to visit”. The victim doesn’t know where this
voice came from, but feels it is true and something like a dream. S/he believes
it as it’s internal, and is not a terrible thought. Anyway, how can visiting
Broome be bad?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>In reality, what happened
is that when in Broome, the everyday “normal” host person followed directions
he heard in his subconscious about going “to a specific market and dressing in
specific colours”. In reality he had been accessed and the subconscious parts
had been told to go to a specific market and dress in specific clothes. At the
market, a perpetrator was looking out for someone in the colours, tapped him
thrice on the left side of the back and the host had spaced out totally into a
subconscious personality. The personality walked with the perpetrator to a car
where the personality told the perpetrator that a boat named ….. was to arrive
at the Broome harbour from Vietnam
on …… and had illicit drugs. This was information the victim had been told in Perth when accessed there
and told to deliver to Broome. Victims are abused for couriering information
because the organisation does not want information about extremely profitable
goods going to anyone who could “steal” the goods. Even the most trusted
perpetrators in the organisation could grab the goods and sell them elsewhere,
and so the victim, who is totally unaware of the information, is abused. Any conscious
perpetrator passing or collecting information has had to prove s/he will not
cheat on the organization. When the programming is challenged, such as not
travelling to courier information or when remembering the abuse, the victim
starts to feel suicidal for no known reason. S/he also has specific ways of
killing him/herself even though s/he does not consciously remember how s/he
learnt them. These subterranean feelings seem to take over and s/he needs to be
hospitalised.</div>
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%;">
<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 150%;">After/Side Effects</span></b></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%;">
Even though the abuse is mainly non
conscious, personalities still carry the effects, especially psychological ones
like guilt, for when we were forced to murder, and physical ones like the large
scarring of skin when being tortured by a knife cutting our necks, and kidney
and liver issues from being experimented on by dangerous drugs, etc.. We are
easily triggered by scenes of the military, espionage, organised crime and
other violence on TV and film. We suffer from DID (Dissociative Identity
Disorder) and C-PTSD (Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) a long time after
we escape.</div>
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%;">
During programming we were/are
tortured horribly with electric probes put into our anuses and in our genital
areas. There are also other probes used to stop us from trying to escape. We are
strapped onto a platform or chair with our eyes taped open and forced to watch
awful videos that supposedly represent our family “being killed”. Sometimes the
perpetrators will lie that “our family are present” in order to create a lying
scenario that “we are being killed by them and we must defend ourselves”.
Sometimes the real family are present and we are all placed in setups where we
have no choice but “to kill them in order to defend ourselves”. These
“killings” are morally and legally defencible because they are actions of self
defence. However, parts, especially young ones, do not know that it is legally
fine to kill in self defence, and carry extreme guilt which is exploited
horribly by the perpetrators who lie that they “saved them”.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%;">
The deployment is extremely
horrible. We can be sent to areas where we could be killed such as in Sulawesi, Indonesia
where Western foreigners were killed by Muslim extremists. We could be sent to
areas where the perpetrators have horrible enclosures of native victims who are
illegally experimented on for the effects of certain medicines and biological
warfare, such as just outside of Ujang Padang in Sulawesi, Indonesia.
The enclosures were awful with so many deaths and debilitating illnesses
affecting the people. Even though we are in an amnesic state, our parts still
see what has occurred and the memories stay with us. Then there are the
dreadful effects such as Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (C-PTSD)
triggered by awful events we may see on TV or films such as military ventures,
organised crime, domestic violence, etc. Having Dissociative Identity Disorder
(DID) means that we need to gather our personalities together in order to have
a straightforward life. Parts may wish to do different things and so we need to
explain that we need to have togetherness in order to do daily activities.
Sometimes personalities can take over when we are stressed, and so we need to
watch that we do not become too stressed. Many victims also suffer from madness
and depression. They can have complete breakdowns and are forced to be
hospitalized for long periods. They do not know why they are in psychiatric
wards only that they have these completely unfathomable “murderous urges to
kill their child” This is in fact programming that if they start to become
aware they need to kill their family and themselves.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We were also deliberately stopped from
knowing that we are/were abused by psychological techniques such as manipulated
dissociation, intensive drugging, etc. In terms of the criminality, the
perpetrators should be taken to court and tried for hideous and long term
crimes such as psychological and physical torture and hurt; for deliberately
placing people in harm’s way; for the severe death threats to oneself and loved
ones.</div>
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<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%;">
Then there is also physical
scarring such as rectal and genital harm and in other places where it is hard
to see such as the underside of arms, on the head under hair, etc. The most
atrocious harm done to people is the murder and attempted murder by the perpetrators
with “suicide programming”. Victims really need to work on suicide programming
in order to escape.</div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%;">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%;">
Lastly there is the robbing us of
our lives where we had no personal choice and fulfillment. Most
victims/survivors are programmed to do daily lives/occupations that will
benefit the perpetrators. This includes being a chemist for making illicit
drugs, for being a teacher to facilitate organized pedophilia, to being a
butcher to facilitate black market organ transplants to being a policeperson to
facilitate the killing of competitive organized crime, etc. The victim/survivor
may not know that s/he is abused in the perpetrators’ areas. Even if we were
able to do what we wished in our normal host lives in terms of occupation, in
other areas of our life, such as holidays or trips, we are non consciously
abused/programmed to courier information or illicit drugs; and during the week
we can be deployed to produce illicit drugs, to attend a left wing political
party, etc. Survivors call the abuse Mind Slavery as we did/do not have control
of our minds and ourselves.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It is
different to physical slavery, but the effect is the same.</div>
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David Freehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03554493838716454449noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2241493831180864842.post-26096124753710726962015-01-12T16:39:00.002-08:002015-01-12T16:39:53.936-08:00Programming<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: 16.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Programming</span></b></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“I was a stranger in my own life”. Cheryl Crow, Everyday is a Winding
Road</span></b></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%;">
<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 150%;">The Basics</span></b></div>
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It’s important to know what mind
control programming is, and what it’s not.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Mind Control</b> is the control of a persons mind by another or others
or society. Controlling the mind means that’s ones behavior and thoughts are
controlled quickly, and overall, because the mind is where we adjudicate,
process and action all our emotional, physical and intellectual input. However,
in reality, it is the effect on one’s emotions and morality that actually
affects us the most in the mind control, and the mind is where these are
organized and, as written, action ourselves. Guilt, shame, horrendous loss,
extreme gratitude, etc are the most powerful aspects in one’s life, and it is
these very important emotions that the perpetrators manipulate in order to
obtain control. Mind control therefore is not a brain implant, nor a
Frankenstein-like mechanism. It is both emotional control, and fabricated and
manipulated loyalty.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Societal Conditioning and Mind Control Programming</b></div>
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Nearly everyone is controlled in
society in nearly every country in the world. The main reasons for control are political
manipulation and economic exploitation. An economic system produces and
sells/trades goods and services, and people have to adhere to this system in
order to obtain benefit from it. All economic systems in the world, bar a
couple of countries, have exploitative ones where one group of people obtains far
more money than others for the amount of labour expended. People, are therefore,
also mind controlled, or to use <b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">the
socio-economic term, conditioned,</b> to fit into this economy. The majority of
people are conditioned by lies (e.g. “you live a wonderful life”, “you have a
better life than…”) and violence (eg by police at demonstrations) and shame (eg
if shoplifting) to adhere to this exploitation either as subjugated or exploiter.
It affects everyone unless you can sell your labour and not be exploited, and
you can divest your capital so that you aren’t exploiting others. Nearly
everyone in society is deliberately unaware of the exploitation.</div>
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%;">
<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Mind control programming is quite different. It is interpersonal
control.</b> It is done by a specific individual or a small group of
individuals to a victim. The mind is where the programming is kept and actioned,
as similar to conditioning, but the programming is focused on the individual
situation of the victim. The programmers will utilise the person’s relationship
with a partner, family and friends (“a loved one”) in order to obtain and
maintain control. </div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%;">
Mind Control Programming, or simply
programming, firstly consists of complete destabilization where a person is
forced to have no faith and trust in her/himself. S/he is tortured physically
and psychologically by being put inside spinning machines, hung upside down,
starved, water boarded, etc. S/he is then drugged and hypnotized till there is
very little consciousness. Then the victim is placed in a staged setup, where
the victim is lied to that s/he “has complete control to utilize all the
choices available to him/her”. In reality s/he has no choices in a die or live
scenario. S/he needs to defend her/himself in order to live, and people must
necessarily die. This is self defence which is morally and legally defensible.
However, she is lied to that s/he “deliberately killed” and is “a murderer and
must suicide”. Then another group of perpetrators/or one perpetrator comes in
and beguiles the victim that if “s/he gives control of her life to them/the
handler, s/he then can be set free”. Of course the victim “chooses” this and
becomes totally dependent upon the latest perpetrator/s. If s/he challenges any
control s/he is taken back to the existentionalism of the awful situation and
relives the suicidality. There are many scenarios a perpetrator/s will abuse,
but the essence is the same. Supposedly “give your life to the saviours (really
perpetrators) or suicide”.</div>
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Secondly, s/he becomes extremely guilt ridden
as s/he didn’t (really couldn’t) save the loved one, and then totally dependant
upon programmers who deceive that he/she/they “saved her/him from their own
suicide”. The emotions, ethical considerations and resulting subservience are
deliberately intense and mean total control as the perpetrators had saved them
from “death itself”. The programmers control the victim like a puppeteer
because they caused and know the victim’s underlying “weaknesses” and how to
restimulate any guilt. They will be the main perpetrators manipulating and
exploiting the victim in the training, accessing, deployment and reprogramming
of him/her. S/he/they will pass on important programming information to other
perpetrators if need be.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></div>
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The parts are in a program, like
stuck in a recording, and don’t know about choices or about another way of thinking
or behaving. They don’t know it’s bad, as that is what they were trained to do.
It’s not their fault, so there is no chastising them. It’s best to ignore
programming, and explain to personalities who can change. Also it’s best to stop
the programming that set up the control in the first place.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">1950s Till Present- The Development of Programming </b></div>
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This form of mind control had been
abused for centuries and is called by the archaic term “brainwashing”. All
major militaries including the English, Americans, Russians, Australians, Germans
and Chinese abused it up until the 1950s. </div>
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In the 1950s in North America, the
C.I.A. moved Nazi German mind control brainwashing “experts” to the U.S. and
employed Ewen Cameron, the then head of the World Psychiatric Association, to
develop mind control so that the victim was completely not aware of being
abused, and to be more robotic. With much awful experimentation, especially on
students at McGill University in Montreal,
Canada, but also in the U.S., Cameron
and the Germans developed the MKUltra (Mind Kontrol Ultra) project which abused
dissociation and robotic terminology into the now called “programming”.
Dissociation is a natural defence by one’s psyche to isolate any trauma into an
area that can be worked on later. It can sometimes mean the formation of a
personality who can hold the trauma, and if this personality is out and takes
over the body, the host person falls into a state of amnesia. The personality
has all the attributes of being human in terms of senses and doing things. What
the programming researchers theorised, and later succeeded in doing, is
producing a personality that not only held the trauma, but was able to change
the loyalty of the personality from within the host victim to an external being
i.e. a perpetrator. Instead of naturally being loyal to the host, and sitting
in the psyche waiting for a peaceful time to address the pain, the personality
was to be goaded towards control by the external programmers, and also, the
severe dislike of the now host victim. When torturing the victim as usual, the
perpetrators now watched for a personality developing. They placed the pain of
the setups and the deceived servitude on this personality instead of with the
victim him/herself. The perpetrators now had control of someone else inside the
victim, and then caused dislike of the host by another staged setup. This resulted
in a personality, who could act like a normal human being when out, but because
s/he was dissociated, was separated and unknown to the host. The personality
also takes over when out, as the trauma is the most deep seated within the personality,
and the host goes into amnesia and not knowing about the “missing time”. This
personality was also totally subservient to the perpetrators, and disliked the
host so that s/he would not tell the host anything. The perpetrators had a
totally deceived, loyal and obligated personality, and had all of his/her human
attributes ready to be trained. This was/is inside a victim who knew nothing of
the victimization. Because the trauma was deep inside and tucked away in a
personality it was more difficult to work on than if it was simply trauma to be
addressed. Also because the abuse is in a separate section that cannot
communicate to the host, the victim has no memory of the abuse. And as the
victim was amnesic, when the personality was out, s/he cannot recall what they
were abused for. Having a controlled and quite distinct “mini” personality,
rather than a full on person, lent to the renaming of the brainwashing to the
more robotic “programming”. The criminal organizations also became more demanding
and exacting, and wanted robotic behaviour from its victims. A cue such as a
date, colour or sensation (auditory, visual, tactile and other means) sets off
a specific behaviour such as “return to the perpetrator”, “don’t disclose”,
etc. Also “activating words” became more robotic such as “sleeper awake”
when the personality was to take over the body and be fully out. Therefore, to
return to Cheryl Crow’s song, it is very easy to be a stranger in your own life
if external perpetrators own and abuse a personality inside of you that you’re
not aware of. This condition is what scared people when they saw the films The
Exorcist and Alien. On screen were victims who had entities living inside them,
and had their own motivations including hatred of the host, and were controlled
by foreigners/externally. In reality, external perpetrators had perverted the
dissociation process in order to produce a manipulated victim who had no idea
of being abused in order to make large amounts of money for someone else. If
they started to know about the personality they would suffer from intense
thoughts of suicide and so didn’t. </div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Not Complicated</b></div>
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Programming also isn’t rocket
science. Anyone with an understanding of dissociation and the development of
split personalities can see how the programming is done. It is the perversion
of dissociation and personalities. Instead of tricking a person to be eternally
grateful to a perpetrator, a perpetrator tricks a dissociated personality. People,
when usually dealing with trauma, encapsulate it in a dissociated form and
personalities. The trauma is left in a natural state and is to be worked on
later when there is a peaceful time. Then the pain is felt and understood, and
the holding dissociation and personalities disappear. The personality is
reunited to the host person who is then in a more peaceful disposition.
However, what the perpetrators do is pervert this. Firstly, they separate a
personality from the host by staged setups where the personality is further
traumatized and beguiled into giving complete sovereignty to an external
perpetrator because the perpetrator supposedly “saved him/her from total
death”. The personality is further separated from the host by being told lies
that that the host “hates it”, and in turn learns to hate the host victim and
any support people. They will work only for perpetrators whom the personality
is manipulated to think “are saviours”. Further traumatisation occurs if the
personality disobeys. The following conditions enable programming, accessing
and deployment by an external handler. Firstly, there is a psychologically
split personality from the host person, who is lied to that “the outside world
and the host person is horrible”; secondly, the part is suicidally guilt ridden
and completely beholden to an external and directing perpetrator; thirdly, s/he
is trained in skills to benefit a criminal organization; fourthly, has cues
related to specific behaviours and becomes like a robot who can be accessed and
deployed instantaneously by an external operator, and lastly, has a host person
who is totally unaware of the split personality and is not aware of lost time
because the emotional trauma is deeply installed beyond the consciousness of
the person. In my case, for example, I had controlled personalities who could
ring from a public telephone in Indonesia and ask the operator for a reverse
charge call to a mobile phone in Australia, and then be told what to do (observe
Muslim people) without my conscious knowledge at all. </div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Some basic descriptions</b>: Programming is usually very black or white
thinking; is about things that are not you eg suicide and/or killing someone
close to you; very rigid thoughts; extremely irrational; derogatory towards
yourself, partner, counsellor, family, survivors, friends; causes confusion so
that you don’t think well; is always on the side of a perpetrator, especially
the handler, or a group of perpetrators; and is about extraordinary actions such
as suicide and/or killing someone.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Different Usage of the Word ‘Programming’ and specific Explanations</span></b></div>
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Programming consists of three main
areas, and the word ‘programming’ can change meaning depending upon grammatical
usage. For examples, there is the <b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">programming
(process)</b> where the victim is programmed or indoctrinated; and there is the
<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">programming (system)</b> where the
indoctrination is placed within ones mind. Thirdly, there is <b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">the (overall) programming</b> or the general
mind control where one is totally enslaved. The perpetrators want a victim who
is like a programmed robot.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The aim of
the indoctrination is to entrap the person into being totally submissive and
involves a lot of torture and trickery to instill intense lies, fears and
dependence. Programming the victim is methodical and follows a pre-organised
plan that corresponds to age and abilities. The programming torture happens in
all areas: physical e.g. beatings, food deprivation, scarring of skin, locked
in a small nonlit room for days and electrocution; emotional and sexual e.g.
multiple and child rape; and psychological e.g. family deprivation. The lies
are: supposed “worthlessness without the group/perpetrators”; that perpetrators
"love" you; the outside world e.g. counsellors and loving family and
friends "hates and disbelieves you"; you will "always be
alone"; you "enjoyed the violence"; etc.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">The Programming Process</b></div>
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The process of installing the
programming consists of torture, trauma and trickery. It includes drugging,
hypnosis, electrocution, being forced to watch horrible videos, etc. The first
steps of torture, drugging and hypnosis dangerously impair the person’s ability
to see things clearly, to act rationally on it, and to escape and fight the
torture and deception. S/he is forced to have no confidence in her/himself at
all. The victim can be lied to by hypnotic suggestion that “there is family
present”, there is “a gun”, that s/he is “killing someone”, etc. The drugging
also makes the victim susceptible to lies told by the perpetrators and the
inability to see what is really happening. Electrocution, particularly in the
genital and anal areas, is abused in order to threaten, control and punish.
Other physical torture is being suspended from cages, handcuffed and being put
next to a revolving saw, locked away in a basement, etc.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The perpetrators in the last thirty years or
so have been abusing specifically made horrible videos which have the scenarios
the handler wants to abuse. </div>
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The perpetrators then produce a
staged setup where the victim is confronted with a no choice situation
involving the life and death of him/herself and “loved ones”.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The victim is placed in a deliberately guilt
induced situation where s/he is forced to kill in order to save her/himself or
others. The situation deliberately does not have a choice. In an example of one
scenario, the victim has to shoot the loved one (Mum, brother, nephew, etc) or
s/he will be shot by “the loved one”. S/he understandably shoots the loved one
to save her/himself. This is legally and morally acceptable as it is self
defence. In one scenario, the victim is drugged and hypnotised, strapped to a
seat, electrocuted especially in the anal and genital areas in order to sit
still and not move, and has his/her eyes taped open. S/he is forced to watch
videos on a computer screen of the simulated setups of “loved ones killing
him/her” which s/he thinks is real and understandably shoots the “loved one”.
Another example is a young boy who when drugged is lied to that his “Mum has a
gun” and which he believes. It is in fact a stick and the drugged and non
conscious Mum thinks she has a “pen”. Again he has every right to hit back and
stop the gun being shot as this is what he was led to believe and because of
self defence. However the perpetrators manipulate the scenarios so that the
victim is made to feel extremely guilt ridden and suicidal. </div>
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When at this suicidal level another
perpetrator then steps in and lies that “s/he will save the victim”. The
“saving” is within sweet talking and supposed “support”. The victim feels
better because s/he has been “saved” and even becomes grateful. However it is
really only on condition that the victim effectively obeys what the perpetrator
says. The victim is caught (again) and has no choice. S/he is either suicidal
or accepting of the perpetrator’s demands. The perpetrator then becomes the
handler and controller of the victim. The handler will in future abuse this
programming setup to guilt trip the victim/survivor about how s/he “saved the
victim/survivor” and how the victim must do as the handler says. The handler
will also add more lies further on such as “helping you with something”, and
the victim believes this because the handler had supposedly helped him/her
before. The suicidality, that the victim has when not obeying the handler’s
orders, stems back to this no choice setup. The programming is all lies and a
setup. The handler knew that the victim was being tortured and was part of its
organising. S/he knew s/he was not a “saviour” but was abusing this setup for
his/her own devious control. </div>
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Dissociation is deliberately
abused. The perpetrator/trainer wishes to produce a “split personality” and
control him/her. Alongside the abuse of trauma for torturing it also has a
desired effect of dissociation and the creation of a separate personality.
Extreme and repeated trauma naturally makes people dissociate and form a
personality where the trauma is kept until it can be worked on. In programming,
the personality contains the trauma of the extreme pain, the guilt and
dependence upon and ultimately slavery to the handler. The handler/trainer will
look to see if a dissociated personality has “popped out” in the process and
will goad him/her into submission and separation from other personalities and
the host person him/herself. The trauma is in the most deep seated personal
state as the victim is severely drugged and extremely pliable. The traumatised
and tricked personality is therefore separated from the victim and is
controlled by the handler. This is how the perpetrators can control and direct
a victim without him/her consciously knowing what is happening. When being
abused, the personality takes over as the trauma is the most deep seated within
the whole person and the host goes into amnesia. and is accessed and deployed
without the victim’s host state knowing. The personality is also taught to
dislike the person and to be totally loyal to the perpetrator/s and organisation.
The controlled part is therefore not conscious to the person because it is firstly
separated by psychological dissociation, in a different and specific traumatic
state to the host person’s wishes and life, and also can be setup to hate the
host person. Instead, the personality is directly controlled by external
perpetrators, and the personality cannot tell the host person what is going on.
This is how programming, accessing and deployment mainly work.</div>
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The programming has specific stages
of indoctrination that are generally called core and secondary/ tertiary/etc
layers. For children this can start in the womb, and for kidnapped people
(those indoctrinated by marriage and friendship) it starts at the age they were
kidnapped. The core stages have particularly very heavy and continual torture.
The progression is one of destroying trust and of implementing perpetrator
obedience. The most “effective” personalities, i.e. most dependent and
controlled, are given the worst roles such as maintaining the system and making
sure all personalities are doing their jobs. </div>
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Indoctrination occurs within all
aspects of the organization either in the home, other member's houses, meeting
places, etc. Specific programming areas where there are torturing machines, etc
can be in the back of a handler’s house, institutions (e.g. schools), etc. The
perpetrators try to disguise the programming room as much as possible and keep
them out of public view. Places of programming are locked rooms and basements,
especially at farmhouses, school auditoriums, isolated buildings such as on
islands or uninhabited roads, in mines, etc. There is in Brisbane
in the eastern suburbs and on the Brisbane
River a programming room
that’s in a boatshed. It’s run by a handler and perpetrators bring in the
drugged victims at night by boat which is parked underneath the shed. There is
a hole in the floor and a ladder is suspended down so that victims are told to
“clamber up” into the room. Throughout the night the victim is tortured by a
female handler but no one can hear because of the soundproofing. The neighbours
and passers by think it is just a “boatshed”, but it isn’t. The victim is also
deceived because s/he was not taken there by the usual way e.g. car. I kept
getting memory of a boat and a boatshed with understanding this
programming/torture place and then realised what and where it is.</div>
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Broadly, there are two main programming
processes. These are the general and the specific. The general is done by cult
members particularly those in the family. E.g. a young boy can be raped in a
cult ceremony by his father and also have his head dunked under water until he
acquiesces. The revolting father did both to me. General indoctrination methods
involve lies e.g. "mum will be killed', deceipt, threats e.g. "you
will be tracked down if you escape", false promises e.g. "the cult
will provide for you", false guilt e.g. "you owe the organisation as
it 'helped you'", etc. The specific is done by trained indoctrinators
called "trainers", "programmers" or “handlers”. The
handlers have organized steps and styles that correspond to the age, gender,
abilities and situation of the victim. E.g. a newly married and non cult
background wife will be indoctrinated from the beginning and at her age’s
abilities. A two year old boy will be programmed within his abilities as a two
year old boy. Tasks and roles will also be attempted to be instilled. The
handler also produces identical programming to other victims/survivors of the
same age. </div>
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The programming consists of setups
where a victim/survivor is deliberately placed in a no choice scenario that
usually involves family and friends or simulations of “family” and “friends”.
The setups could be on screen, in a staged play, or real depending upon where
the victim is and how much the family are involved. The “family” or “friends”
could be on a screen and the victim/survivor is strapped into a chair so they
cannot escape and their eyes are taped open. They are forced to watch the
simulation on screen. In the last thirty or more years perpetrators have been
abusing videos and three dimensional images (similar to Wii technology) on screen
to play out the scenarios. These are particularly abused when they do not have
the real family at the setup. For example, I was being abused in Brisbane and my family lived in Wollongong and the perpetrators and handler
would try and deceive me that my family “was there”. They were actors on a
screen and not my family. In a different situation, the victim could be placed
in a play like setting similar to a staged drama. Perpetrators maybe acting as
“family” or “friends” and stand around the victim playing out the setup. The
real family could also be there. If they are innocent as mine are they too are
drugged, hypnotized and programmed. They are also manipulated in the scenario.
If they are perpetrators they will be conscious of what is going on. </div>
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The setups are of awful life or
death situations involving supposed “family” or “friends” of the victim. The
victim is placed in a deliberately guilt induced situation where s/he is forced
to kill in order to save her/himself or others. The situation deliberately does
not have a choice. In an example of one scenario, the victim has to shoot the
loved one (Mum, brother, nephew, etc) or s/he will be shot by the loved one.
S/he understandably shoots the loved one to save her/himself. This is legally
and morally acceptable as it is self defence. In one situation, the victim is
drugged and hypnotized, strapped to a seat, electrocuted especially in the anal
and genital areas in order to sit still and not move, and has his/her eyes
taped open. S/he is forced to watch videos on a computer screen of the
simulated setups of “loved ones killing him/her” which s/he thinks is real and
understandably shoots the “loved one”. Another example is a young boy who when
drugged is lied to that his “Mum has a gun” and which he believes. It is in
fact a stick and the drugged and non conscious Mum thinks she has a “pen”.
Again he has every right to hit back and stop the gun being shot as this is
what he was led to believe and because of self defence. However the
perpetrators manipulate the scenarios so that the victim is made to feel
extremely guilt ridden and suicidal. The drugging, hypnosis and physical pain
e.g. electrocution stop the victim seeing clearly what is happening, of being
rational about it, and running away from the setup altogether. </div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">A Programming System </b></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">“There’s someone in my head and it’s not
me” (Pink Floyd, Brain Damage)</b></div>
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The Programming System is basically
the “personal construction” of the indoctrination. It is an actual
psychological entity within a person. It consists of personalities who have
been produced in the programming process and are all beholden to the handler
and other perpetrators. The personalities are produced by either torturing and
tricking the host her/himself (as from the “core”), or by producing a
personality on top of a personality by torturing and tricking an already
existing personality. </div>
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The programming system has layers
and departments which fulfill the perpetrators’ aims. These are firstly <b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">to maintain itself as close to its original
state as possible.</b> The original state consists of when the personalities
were made and so they have the original trauma and allegiance. Over time
personalities can see that they are abused and will want to both come back to
the host and dismiss the programming. The handler and perpetrators are aware of
this, and will try to get the personalities to an original state by getting
obedient system personalities to endanger those thinking of escaping. The
handler and perpetrators will also yell at, and force, the breakaway
personalities to “do as they are told” when being accessed by phone or in a
programming setting. Lastly they will torture the breakaway personalities in
the programming setting to try and get them back to an original state.</div>
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The personalities <b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">are strictly forbidden to talk with the
host victim</b>, unless it is to say that which the handler and perpetrators
want “are good”, and in a disguised form that does not let on that it’s
programming. <b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">They are not to disclose </b>to
genuine support e.g. a counsellor, a Lifeline counsellor; etc, and if caught,
they are not to disclose to competing criminal opposition, and nor the police.
They are <b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">to undertake the specific
deployment tasks,</b> such as couriering information, and <b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">the general day to day tasks</b> such as observing if the programming
is dismantling and report it next time they are accessed. They are to <b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">contact/ be accessed</b> regularly e.g.
every Sunday morning or Saturday afternoons, and for when they are doing specific
tasks. They are to listen to the handlers and other perpetrators and <b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">do what they say,</b> and <b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">to “shut down/suicide”</b> if all of these
are being stopped or challenged. </div>
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To the host victim, this system and
the abuse, does not exist. <b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">S/he thinks
s/he is living a “normal” life.</b> The personalities cannot talk with the host
victim. The only time they can is to leave “thoughts” with the host victim. An
example of this is “it would be great to visit Broome” which is really to
courier drug information to Broome. However, for the host victim this thought
is seen as “normal subconscious whispering thoughts” because how could there be
anyone inside of her/him? Also when the personalities are out and take over the
body, such as when being accessed or deployed, they leave the host victim in an
amnesic state where s/he cannot recall what happened. The amnesia is very
strong, as the trauma that caused it, was way too powerful.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Personalities can be accessed in two main ways</b>. Firstly, there is <b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">general accessing</b> that can be utilized
by any perpetrator as the handler has taught personalities to accept cues that
relate to any perpetrator accessing the system <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>For example, one abused on me was three taps
on the back of the left hand shoulder and the “colour blue” was said. This sent
me into an accessed state where I was either told or gave information. Then
there are <b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">specific cues </b>that relate
only to the handler or main controlling perpetrator. These are when the handler
is accessing regularly or when the victim is being abused for a specific
deployment. Accessing is usually done by <b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">public
phone</b> (as different to a private one which has a record of calls eg a Telstra
statement)<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">. If not being deployed, </b>the
victim/survivor has to check in once a week by public phone to see if the
programming is working and to be deployed if need be. Once deployed, the
victim/survivor still has to ring once a week, even if overseas. This again is
to check if the programming is still “extant” (working), if the deployment is
still happening, and if the victim/survivor is to be deployed elsewhere.<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Personal accessing</b> is when a perpetrator is personally interacting
with the victim/survivor. This occurs when couriering information, being
reprogrammed, being deployed in other tasks, etc. and has face to face contact with
a perpetrator.</div>
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These are the basic aspects of the
programming so that it is in a state ready for deployment.</div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%;">
<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Basic Training</b> In another section of the programming system lie the
personalities trained to do specific tasks for making the money. Nearly all
child victims are trained in how to be a sexual slave. Organised pedophilia, in
terms of child prostitution and child pornography, is a very lucrative way of
making money.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Other fundamental jobs
that victims are trained for are couriering simple information; for observing
the local suburbs, workplaces, churches, etc for signs of radicalism e.g.
socialist movements or extremism in any form; etc.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Specific Training</b> </div>
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As the victim gets older, the
perpetrators look for particular skills s/he has that can be exploited. Intelligent
people are trained in photographic memory in order to remember complicated pictures
and draw and describe them later; and in sociological skills in order to
observe social groups for signs of resistance or social attitudes especially
towards Westerners, etc. Physically powerful people are trained in dissecting
and carrying human bodies; and in moving heavy amounts of drugs and contraband
equipment, etc.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Training </b>can be done anywhere that cannot be seen by the public.
This includes homes, private mines and farms, etc. Sometimes if the perpetrators
can control public areas which assist the specific training such as a military
barrack for military training then these are abused. Perpetrator controlled
school facilities, hospitals, etc are other examples of where they train.</div>
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Again, because there is the non
consciousness of the personalities and the system, and the punishment if they
talk to the host, the organization has a skilled worker who is trained to
produce a lot of money and is totally unaware of being abused. The industries
people are abused in are criminal and secretive. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The personalities are owned by external
perpetrators, and can only come back to being owned by the host when s/he
realizes that the abuse happened/is happening, and supports the personalities
in freeing them from the perpetrators. </div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Ongoing Maintenance or Disruption of Deprogramming</b></div>
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Programmers/handlers/perpetrators
attempt to maintain the programming by reprogramming, guilt tripping, causing
fear and false praise. Reprogramming is when a victim/survivor is brainwashed
again by drugging, hypnosis, electrocution and other forms of torture, and
setups with false information. New handler loyal personalities are created
especially when there is a “changeover” of handlers, and when older
personalities are not buying into the abuse. Existent personalities are also
reprogrammed to form “addon” personalities who again become handler loyal. New
personalities are also created by either from “scratch” or by “adding on”, if a
handler wants to train them in new roles, or for any other purposes. Guilt
tripping is also abused a lot when personalities are refusing to do tasks. The
handler and perpetrators lie that they “saved” the personality/ies in the
original or subsequent programming scenarios, and personalities should “feel
guilt”, and do as the handler and perpetrators say. When a personality has done
his/her job, the perpetrators, including the handler will praise him/her for a
doing “such a good job” and makes the personality feel worthwhile. Another
method to continue programming, accessing and deployment is to arouse fear
within personalities. For example, a fear that “your mother will die” etc, and
that “only the perpetrators can save her”. All these are lies, but to
personalities, especially of a young age, they seem real and will maintain
loyalty by the parts to the perpetrators. An internal (within the programming
itself) method of maintaining programming is when there is any problem facing
the victim/survivor, the handler makes out that s/he “will solve it for you if
you contact” him/her.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></div>
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At the same time they wish to
disrupt any deprogramming, support and escaping by internal and external means.
Inside the system, the most loyal personalities do jobs that disturb any
progress such as doing the exact opposite to any deprogramming and restoring
programs to their original state by threatening personalities undoing programs.
Loyal personalities must also manufacture fake programs and handlers to give
the impression that programming is still continuing. In this way two things are
supposed to happen. Personalities will recontact a real handler/perpetrator in
order to get rid of the (fake) perpetrator/handler, or it gets “the system back
into the loop of there being programs” and necessitating contact with a
perpetrator/handler. Externally when being accessed, perpetrators, especially
the handler, will yell and abuse the personalities to stop deprogramming. They
will try and keep them fearful and loyal.</div>
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There are many methods
perpetrators, especially handlers, abuse to continue programming and stop
deprogramming, which may not be described here. The important thing to remember
is that perpetrators want to maintain programming because this is where the
complete loyalty lies, and where the accessing and deployment methods are. </div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Mind Control Slavery </b></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">“The silicon chip inside her head, Gets
switched to overload” (Boomtown Rats, I Don't Like Mondays)</b></div>
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When survivors talk about (the)
programming it usually refers to its detrimental effects and the survivor’s
mood, disposition, handling of a situation, phobias, callbacks, and deployment.
Programming is especially horrible when dealing with the perpetrators’ demands
to contact (accessing) and for deployment. One’s disposition is tunnel visioned
and black, and if it extends too long, may need hospitalization to take off the
stress and be safe. Programming feels very robotic, and it can be like a power
point has been turned on.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></div>
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The reason for the quick acting
aspects is firstly because the programming process itself is a systematic and
extremely fast method of personal control. It abuses drugs, hallucinogens,
extreme dissociation, extreme torture and trickery, and within a couple of
hours perpetrators can have control. I have read authentic reports of people,
who were not from perpetrator families, but who unfortunately were in places
where programming could be done such as a backroom late at night at a police
station where the two staff members were really perpetrators. Two women, in
separate incidents, searched for years to try and understand what “the dark and
subconscious spinning and orders to contact unknown people” was about. It
wasn’t until they read what happened to programming victims/survivors, did they
understand what was actually going on and traced the “weirdness” back to a
police station in the inner west in Sydney when they filed reports of theft to
officers in a backroom two or three years before.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></div>
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Programming has been verified by
many government reports and media articles. The abuse by Cameron and co.
working for the CIA was uncovered and documented many years ago and is part of
personal mind control history. The U.S. and Canadian governments have
released many reports over decades that have revealed historical and current
abuse especially by the CIA. The CIA did undertake experimentation on countless
innocent victims to perfect the mind control programming that exists today. It
was done ostensibly to “protect civilians during the Cold War with the
U.S.S.R.”. However, the fact that the people whom “the studies” were done on
did not know or were not signatures to the torture, completely rejects this
claim. These poor people and survivors had to endure extensive drugging with
highly hallucinogenic drugs, torture with electricity in the anal and genital
areas, and other extremely debilitating procedures. </div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Conclusion</b></div>
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In summarizing programming it is
again important to clarify what it is and what it isn’t.</div>
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Its not: Not a societal
conditioning process; Not a Frankenstein like process and result. Not an
overlay or physically embedding a computer inside ones brain.</div>
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It is: It is an interpersonal
control that abuses a persons specific love and fondness for a partner, family
and friends; It is based on deep emotional and moral considerations that
involve staged death/life scenarios; The programming process is based on
extensive drugging, torture and deception. It is a preplanned process with
specific outcomes that have to be achieved; It perverts and manipulates the
dissociation process in order to achieve non consciousness within the victim;
and the making of psychologically separate personalities. It’s a manipulation
and exploitation of ones deep feelings and thinking. Not really control of the
mind although this is what is achieved and means behaviourally the control of
the person, but is really the control of ones deep seated emotions such as
altruism, self interest and built on life/death scenarios. Pretending to “save
you” from something/someone fabricated or real. Abuse of drugs that makes
things seem real. Fabricated – either have someone in the family do something
like a drugged and non conscious mum thinking she is fellating her husband when
in fact she is fellating her son and the son being forced to believe that the
“mum is sexually abusing him” and that only the perpetrator father will “save
the son”. Or another fabrication of the victim being drugged and non conscious
and a perpetrator standing in for “the mother sexually abusing the victim”.
Most situations in programming are fabricated. There are fictitious situations
where a perpetrator says that “she will help you against an old perpetrator”
but this is false in terms of real helping. Both are perpetrators, and the
current one is still a perpetrator.</div>
David Freehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03554493838716454449noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2241493831180864842.post-51982429619916218282015-01-12T16:38:00.002-08:002015-01-12T16:38:50.135-08:00The Recovery Process Generally<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: 16.0pt; line-height: 150%;">The Recovery Process Generally</span></b></div>
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Recovery is essentially the
reclaiming of ones life. Even though the programming maybe still present, it
does not operate anymore with accessing and deployment. Recovery also means the
memories do not overwhelm so that ones life is not functional. Horrible effects
such as Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) do not engulf one. The survivor
has done all the hard work of separating from the perpetrators and not playing
into the supposed guilt and lies, and has worked on memories in order to have a
fuller life and with direction. It is similar to sexual abuse survivors,
recovering war veterans and outlawed gang e.g. bikie survivors. Sexual abuse
survivors follow the awareness of being abused, possibly confronting the
perpetrators, working on the supposed guilt and shame, denial of the
perpetrator/s and the painful memories. Veterans also work on the PTSD and
depression that war brings, and depending upon the person, the anger at being
cannon fodder for the elite’s games. What is different for AGOCMCP survivors is
that the programming is deliberately non conscious. It is dissimilar to sexual
abuse, war and outlawed gangs, in that the programming and memories are hidden
by technical means. Perpetrators of sexual abuse, war and outlawed gangs may
try to deny or stop the victims from knowing the abuse, but psychological
methods, such as dissociation and keeping enforced guilt and adherence in a
separate personality to the victim, do not exist. As pointed out in the Abuse
section, survivors specifically need to understand and work on the intricacies
of programming and the abuse of family dynamics to create a victim.</div>
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Even though there are no rigid
stages of recovery, survivors and counsellors have found that survivors do
follow some loose phases. The stages generally are: awareness of being abused
either currently or in the past. This comes from memories and/or finding
validating information e.g. the Internet and survivors. The second stage is
acceptance and validation that the abuse exists. AGOCMCP survivors strongly
need to validate these memories and/or current situation as the perpetrators
attempt to stop memory of it (especially by non conscious programming), and
society generally hasn’t accepted nor understood it. The next stage is finding
safety from perpetrator intimidation and non conscious programming. This is
important for feeling safe within oneself in order to work on the memories and
the indoctrination. The fourth stage is survivorship when the survivor empowers
him/herself so that she/he controls his/her life. This basically is about
working through the indoctrination process (programming) or commonly called
deprogramming, and working on the memories of the deployment and how you/the
survivor was forced into them. It can be done alone, however, every survivor I
have talked to have seen it close to necessary to get support from a
counsellor, other survivors, literature, the internet, workshops, conferences,
support groups, etc. The last stage is breaking away from this support network
and establishing an independent life that is not seriously affected by the
abuse. These stages are not fixed. E.g. a person can be in therapy for non
specific reasons and then get memory and then follow the stages. They are the
general pattern of what survivors go through.</div>
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Unfortunately, survivorship takes
some time. Generally for all survivors, it takes many years to fully break
free. This is because the perpetrators abused you/the survivor for many years,
and it takes time to work out and escape from their attempted control and
manipulation. Being aware of the programming, especially the accessing, is
especially difficult as one has to be fully aware of time and not allow a non
conscious personality to come out and contact. To fully break free means to not
be directly controlled and manipulated, and to have an actual life that is not
determined by the effects of the abuse. Having a non abused Life means being
sufficiently able to leave the past behind.</div>
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On this page we will look at the
awareness of being abused; acceptance and validation; and safety. These are the
three stages that are beneficial in order to work on programming and memories.</div>
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Awareness of Being Abused</span></b></div>
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Being aware of being abused is
obviously important in being a survivor. It’s where the victim/survivor can
acknowledge and accept that abuse happened or is happening, and can take steps
to stop it. It’s also the most difficult stage. It’s when the victim/survivor
has to take stock of him/herself to see if s/he can cope, can find resources,
can endure the memories and programming, etc. The desire for freedom and the
awareness that this abuse can actually happen is stronger and survivors take on
the challenge.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The level of awareness
depends upon how much the victim/survivor can accept of the reality of the
abuse. There are many threats and lies, which have been put in place by
previous and current trauma, to stop the victim/survivor remembering. Most
survivors take some time to fully accept that they are or were abused. There
are two main forms of acceptance. The first is an overall one of being a
survivor. The other is of specific aspects such as parts of oneself or
personalities, the brainwashing/programming, roles, tasks, cueing, systems,
etc.</div>
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Survivors can become aware by many
ways. S/he can be triggered by something similar like a news item, or reading a
book, etc. This reminds them of a place where the abuse happened, the form of
the abuse, etc. Spy and war novels especially are triggering for AGOCMCP
survivors. Or s/he may have realistic dreams of the abuse, or have a memory
flashback where the memory is strong and has been noted. The victim/survivor
maybe in a sexual assault or ritual abuse survivor group and a AGOCMCP survivor
is disclosing about this form of abuse.</div>
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However, if s/he does get memory
this can be stopped by programming where non conscious parts have to cover the
memories over and tell the person that its all lies, etc. Most AGOCMCP
victims/survivors are being accessed and deployed even when they get the
awareness. Perpetrators think that they can control a victim/survivor for as
long at they want and so will continually try to non consciously access and
deny that the abuse happened/is happening. Also society, even counsellors, do
not know of its existence, and survivors have been told that the memories are
“an illness”, or a fabrication by professionals. They could be told by their
doctor that they were “making things up”, shut away in psychiatric hospitals,
heavily medicated, labeled “delusional”, etc.</div>
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It took me a long time to realize that it was
AGOCMCP with a military and espionage basis. I was told by the handler that the
abuse was a “continuation of ritual abuse” and that the murders I saw were that
of rituals even though they occurred in the Pacific. When I realized that it
was militarily based I remembered the military and illegal products that fellow
survivors on an email mind control support list had been abused for and then
fully realised it was AGOCMCP. Some survivors have memories by themselves and
can be confident that they were/are real.</div>
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Awareness means trusting your
feelings, intuition, memories, dreams, logical thinking, or any other abilities
and things that help you get the truth. As programming is also full of lies and
false images, it is really important to determine what is real and what isn’t.
If there is confusion, which happens a lot to victims/survivor, use rationality
and intuition a lot. Awareness is part of the all important consciousness and
association needed to override the non consciousness and dissociation of
programming.. The aim of the perpetrators is to keep the victim/survivor
dissociated or spaced out, and for victims/survivors to not be conscious of
either past or current abuse. Consciousness is knowledge and the ability to
control your life. You know now you are a victim/survivor and can do something
about it. After a while, the victim/survivors learns to trust his/her feelings
and ways of getting consciousness and it becomes second nature.</div>
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Survivors can also believe that
they are/have been abused regardless of how they were dismissed. The memories
are too strong and too “unusual” to be fabricated or as a supposed symptom of a
“mental illness”. The victim/survivor then is able to get memory because s/he
knows it exists.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Validation </span></b></div>
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Validation is extremely important.
The memories, programming, accessing and deployment need to be support by
belief and substantiation. Firstly, the abuse is not publically known and
accepted. Secondly, it involves perpetrators that are in the ruling elite of a
country, and is within the systemic corruption of many government departments.
Thirdly, it involves widespread and extremely illegal activities which are
extremely underground. And lastly, the programming and accessing intend to
cover it up and not be let known to the victim/survivor. Also there are stages
in the awareness the victim/survivor has and the abuse may not make sense at
first as s/he is only getting small pieces eg. shootings in a tropical
forest.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>However, over time the bigger
picture of a paramilitary unit reveals itself. On the positive side is that
similar forms of abuse such as organised pedophilia (and within government
departments, schools, etc) is publically known and accepted, and that ritual
abuse is accepted by most in the counselling community, particularly those in
sexual assault.</div>
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It is really important for friends,
non offending family, partners, counsellors and concerned people to validate
what the victim/survivor is saying. It has taken a lot of courage to accept the
abuse and s/he needs support from loving people. It is very important to be
validated because, if not, the programming lies that s/he is “making it up” or
“is crazy” comes on fully and can lead to hospitalization. AGOCMCP can be
understood within many existing frameworks. Its organized crime abusing mind
controlled people as similar to both ritual abuse and organized crime itself;
and it’s a paramilitary unit as similar to historical examples in Australia of
the Old and New Guards. Today many survivors get memories of the abuse and,
with supporters, are able to get validation by the internet, alternative media,
aware counsellors and people and friends who are aware of the abuse.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Safety</span></b></div>
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Getting safety is a conscious
desire to create both psychological and physical spaces that are free from
abuse. For any survivor of abuse safety is necessary in order to recognize that
it was/is abuse; to be able to remember the abuse safely; have some distance
from the perpetrator/s in order to not be reabused, intimidated and invalidated
by them; work on memories; and have a meaningful life. The desire for, and
obtaining safety, is itself creating a base or nest, and something to fall back
onto when in times of crisis or uncertainty. It is also the awareness that you
are actually escaping or have actually escaped. Therefore safety is really seen
as something to achieve. For the above reasons too, safety is usually the first
step in recovery for AGOCMCP survivors, however there are other very important
considerations especially for AGOCMCP survivors. It means getting rid of
programming in ones mind that keeps one attached to the perpetrators and
therefore harmed, and creating a physical space where no harm can happen.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 150%;">What is Safety for
AGOCMCP Victims/Survivors?</span></b></div>
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Safety is not being victimised or
abused by the perpetrators. This means not being accessed, reprogrammed,
intimidated and/or deployed by the perpetrators. Unfortunately the situation
for nearly all AGOCMCP victims/survivors “finding safety” turns out to be the
exact opposite. Victims/survivors may think they “are escaping” by going to a
new city/area/overseas, or being in a new and different part of the city or
area from where they were originally abused, or being protected by non
offending family, or by another way. However, the truth is that unless a
victim/survivor has worked on his/her programming, s/he will still be accessed,
reprogrammed, intimidated and/or deployed by the perpetrators. And
victims/survivors can be accessed anywhere there is the means to do so eg. a public
phone in another country, an internet email service on the other side of the
world, etc. Perpetrators can deliberately abuse the victim/survivors desire to
escape and turn it against him/her. So full awareness of time and where one has
been is necessary. There is also stopping physical intimidation. Perpetrators
have gone to victim/survivors houses and intimidated them when they have been
alone. I know one survivor who found spooks in her backyard about to enter her
back door and her husband was not at home. She yelled as loudly as she could
and scared them so much they went around the front and got into their car and
drove away. She then rang the police and the police did routine checks. The
perpetrators didn’t come back. After a while, the perpetrators stop as they
cannot spend so much time on what is really a time wasting thing. Another
survivor I know had feces put in her bed while she was away. She moved into a
friend’s house and was then ok.</div>
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The perpetrators have lied and
deceived about “safety” as they know how important an issue it is. One
perpetrator may lie that s/he is “safe” or this place is “safe”, or “someone
else is unsafe” etc in order to get you to stay in one place or to go on a
mission.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I was told that I would be
“safe” if I moved from Wollongong to Brisbane, but it was
really to be reprogrammed. I was also lied to that if I went to<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Malaysia I would be “escaping”.
Another lie. I was being abused to spy on Muslim people in the wake of 9/11.
The important thing to remember is to not believe any perpetrator on anything,
and to see if you are doing something irrational or against your usual. Its
also important to listen to your personalities and see if they have been
accessed and what lies they/you were told non consciously. Therefore it is
important to understand what real safety is.</div>
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Also as AGOCMCP victims/survivors
we generally have not experienced real safety at any time and so we may need to
learn. Use your intuition, dreams, rationality, whether you have actually been
accessed, reprogrammed and/or deployed by being aware of lost time and feeling
spaced out. Get feedback from a partner, friends and counsellor as to whether
you are very dissociated, not your usual self and losing time. These are signs
of being accessed.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Psychological and Physical Safety and their Interrelationships</b></div>
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Safety can be broadly separated
into two areas - Psychological and Physical Safety. Psychological safety is
mainly freeing yourself from programming, particularly accessing, and from
carrying around painful memory. Physical safety is stopping the accessing in
its physical means e.g. controlling the telephone and email, stopping possible
intimidation, and having a nurturing, creative and lovely living space – your
home.. Psychological and physical safety are also interrelated. If you feel
physically safe, you also feel psychologically safe. When you want
psychological safety you also create physical safety.</div>
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Psychological safety is a personal
place in one self where the perpetrators and its brainwashing and abusive
memories cannot psychologically get to. The aim is to create a more solid safe
place in ones self. This is the free, creative, untouched, analytical, joyous,
childlike, adventurous, soulful nature of yourself. From this base you can
start to work on the memories and the brainwashing better. Many survivors are
deceived into thinking that a survivor does not or cannot control any part of
him/herself. The lie is that s/he is totally controlled by perpetrators. First
of all the survivor got actual memory of the abuse and is able to get
validation that it does exist. If the mind was totally controlled, then s/he
could not have gotten memory and sought out validation. Another lie is that the
survivor is totally dependant upon the perpetrators. Challenge this by doing
something when you want to. Go to the movies when you want, read information
about AGOCMCP when you want, write about AGOCMCP when you want, talk about the
abuse to your therapist when you want. After a while you begin to see that you
can challenge and stop this lie. Human beings are not and can never be robots.
The perpetrators know this which is why they reprogram, try to maintain
accessing, etc. We are not robots and can really do whatever we want. Another
way of proving this is that we sleep, eat, dream, have feelings and memories.
If we were robots we wouldn’t do these things. From this awareness comes the
conscious and true knowledge that you control your mind. There maybe lots of
programming, but these are lies and deception. Gradually by undoing the
programming, you will see more and more that you in fact do control your own
mind. You may know this already and its important to emphasise this.</div>
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Unfortunately after getting memory
and validation, victims/survivors still have intact programming and so
therefore can still be accessed, reprogrammed, intimidated and/or deployed by
the perpetrators. Programming does not simply disappear simply because one is
safe or is getting memory. It stays intact until it’s worked on by the
survivor. Counsellors who work with AGOCMCP victims/survivors believe that 90%
of victims/survivors are still being accessed when starting to get memory. This
makes sense. Unless a victim/survivor has an understanding of his/her programming,
especially the accessing, they cant really work on the accessing. The main way
perpetrators control is through accessing and the programming underlying it
This is when unconscious parts have to contact at particular places and times
by either email, private telephone, public telephone, postal mail and/or face
to face contact. This can happen in your city/town/region, while travelling in Australia or
when overseas. If you can stop the accessing/programming contact then you can
break the control. Stopping programming accessing means understanding the
programming itself and being aware of where you are physically all the time.
Understanding programming means lots of talking to parts inside, especially
those that have to contact. You can ask if anyone inside has made contact with
someone. Sometimes you may get no answers as parts are too afraid to answer
because of the torture and lies. Sometimes you may get false answers to cover
up what happened. Sometimes you may have to ask other parts who know of the
contacting, but are not so intimidated. These parts maybe hushed up by
contacting parts. Use your intuition and rationality or any other means to get
an understanding of what is going on with the parts. Don’t be critical or
condemning. These parts have been cruelly treated and sometimes when they were
children and even infants, and so understandably, may balk and follow the lies
of the perpetrator. Listen and talk soothingly but honestly. Be respectful. If
there is too much retaliation going on respect this and also see it as a sign
that contact is actually happening. Use approaches that allow parts to describe
what the contact is but outside the confines of what they were forced to do.
Most parts were forced into allegiance and the contacting with speaking it or
writing it down. Ask them instead to draw what the contact is or to describe it
another language if they know another language, or use words similar such as
wedding for Wednesday, to use pictures from magazines, or to write it in the
opposite hand they normally use for writing or any other way that can break the
rules of allegiance and contacting. My parts sing songs to give clues. In this
way they are not breaking the programming. The parts do want to tell you but
are bound up. They will give you clues by these and other means and so listen
to them.</div>
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Mostly, you need to develop their
trust and explain to them that they are being abused. They are being forced to
do things which are against their interests. Child parts particularly know what
injustice is and when they see this will go against the perpetrators and give
you information instead. Sometimes you also need to be firm, but again not
condemning, as they are so beguiled and treated like fools. Again once they see
this they will help you. Parts are also abused between perpetrators acting like
“good guys/bad guys”. You need to show that all the perpetrators are bad guys
and actually know each other and are friends with each other. They are all bad
guys. Explain this in that a supposed good guy is also pushing them to do
things against what they want to do and when they want do it. Piece by piece,
and sometimes with a lot information, the parts will give you information. They
are not silly, but just treated as fools by the perpetrators. </div>
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Another way of seeing if contacting is
happening, is to constantly observe and be aware of what you are doing all the
time. This may seem difficult, but after a while you get used to simply being
aware of when and where you are. Use a daily diary and write down where you
went and at what time. See if there are any patterns like going to a particular
park on a particular day of the week, etc. See if there are any blank, missing
times. Notice if you have any major unexplainable urges to leave the house to
ring, email, make face to face contact, etc or be back at the house for ringing
from you phone or emailing, etc. Notice if you are making plans to do things
but don’t know what they actually are. i.e. you’ve organised your day about
going into town to a park, but there is really no logical or any other reason
to do this. You may have been forced to do face to face contact at the park.
The awareness and exercises either reveal the accessing directly or will get
parts to think about what is happening and with trust will reveal the accessing
to you.</div>
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Overall, use your intuition, your feelings,
your rationality – why was I in this place at this time? I would have rather
been back at the house watching a video. Also your dreams or whatever gives you
information, and most all listen to what parts are trying to tell you. It is
really important to bring the unconscious separate personalities into
consciousness and being one with you. This happens by respectful understanding
and support and is the same as when talking to children and adults who have
been tortured and lied to.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Physical Safety</b></div>
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As said before, physical safety is
important for stopping programming and intimidation, and helps to make you feel
psychologically safe. There are many ways of obtaining physical safety.</div>
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With programming and accessing, it
is important to control the ways the perpetrators may communicate and
intimidate. These are the telephone, email, postal mail and face to face
contact. With an address, this can be hidden by postal mail being only postal
boxes with redirected addresses. The post office is very concerned about
privacy and will try its hardest to ensure this. You/the survivor could also
ask a community centre, counselling agency, therapist, etc if their addresses
can be used. With institutional recording of addresses such as banks and social
security, you/the survivor can give a post office box. When they ask for a home
address with social security you/the survivor can ask for privacy whereby only
the manager of the office has access. Escaping a religious organization/cult
i.e. ritual abuse is grounds in Australia.</div>
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With telephone numbers, you/the
survivor can also make up a name when having the phone connected. Telstra does
not require identification with over the phone installation. If you/the
survivor receives intimidating calls, Telstra can change the number, sometimes
free of charge. You/the survivor can also have a mobile phone with only a post
office box number. You/the survivor can also use an answering machine to screen
calls. With email addresses you/the survivor can obtain a free and anonymous
email address at an internet email address provider where you do not need to
either give a street/postal address or a correct one. Some providers are:
http://www.mail.yahoo.com, gmail.com. etc.</div>
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Some victims when being accessed
also have to ring from public phones with specific times and numbers- sometimes
free call numbers. This is because they maybe travelling or more accurately,
being abused on missions, or because they are in a share house or flats close
to each other where people could be listening. If you feel urged to leave the
house or to find a public phone at particular times then this is programming
and accessing. This can happen in Australia or overseas.</div>
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An important issue is that the
perpetrators rely mostly on programming for contacting. So even if you have
private postal and email addresses and telephone numbers, it is the programming
within you that they abuse. In other words you could change your telephone
number many times, but if you are programmed to ring say on Thursday afternoon
at two o’clock, changing these numbers does not really affect what happens.
Your deceived and tortured parts will still ring. The important thing is to be
aware of lost time or feeling spaced out, or having an urge to do something
irrationally, etc. Changing or having private telephone numbers, postal
addresses and email addresses is important in that the perpetrators cannot
contact you on these which they may have been relying upon before. Even if it
is the programming times rather than the number that is important, by changing
the number it also challenges the programming and forces you to rethink about
what is actually happening. Why has there been a change in numbers? Is it
because there is accessing going on? By talking to parts and seeing what is
happening you can get an understanding of what is really happening.</div>
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Stopping face to face contact
depends on the situation. If it is programming in that subconscious parts are
meeting someone face to face either at a particular place or your home, it is
again important to be aware of lost time or feeling spaced out, or having an
urge to do something out of the ordinary or contrary to what you want to really
do. With intimidation, where you are consciously being harassed, such as
someone coming to the door, you can call the police. Get a description and the
license number of the car if possible, and pass it onto the police and a
lawyer. This applies to stalkers both walking and by car.</div>
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If a perpetrator, including someone
in the family, continues to harass, then you can press and be granted a letter
of demand and/or an apprehended violence order (called an avo) through a court.
An avo specifically stops any written, telephone, internet or face to face
contact and is supported by the police. Both are relatively easy to get. A
letter of demand can be simply written by a lawyer, and a court will grant avos
when a person shows some form of intimidation. Lawyers know how to get an avo
very quickly. The avo particularly is treated very seriously by the police.
(Lawyers can be free or very cheap for people on a health care card in Australia. Just
ring Legal Aid in each state.) You do not have to explain why you do not want
contact. The courts or police cannot demand a reason from you for why you are
being harassed. This is simply intimidation and must stop and goes for both men
and women survivors. Some survivors have said that they are sexual assault
survivors (so as to not to have to explain AGOCMCP stuff) and which gives the
police some understanding and empathy.</div>
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If you feel like challenging the
perpetrator/s to lessen or actually stop the programming and intimidation,
anonymously write down the abuse and said a copy to the perpetrator. Tell the
perpetrator that copies have been given to unidentified trusted lawyers and
counsellors which you have done. If the perpetrator does do anything you can
call on the counsellor and the lawyer to provide the information. Basically it
is calling their bluff and does stop them.</div>
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">A Safe Place</b><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"> to Live</b></div>
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As people, survivors want a safe
and happy place to live. It is a basic human desire and right. Some survivors
choose to settle down either in a new place or in the city/town/region they
were/are abused at. The advantages of settling down are: your own space – the
freedom to do what you actually want in that space, consistency, developing
friendships and partnerships, going to work and doing studies, recreation in
one place, a permanent on going counselling relationship, a long term support
network close by, having pets, a garden, etc, having your own computer,
TV/video, etc. Psychologically it is a nest and a reminder that you have
escaped the perpetrator/s. The problem with settling down is that it can mean
being accessed and reprogrammed. Some survivors are aware of this and also
aware that they can stop it. They are confident that they know how to stop
being accessed, reprogrammed and intimidated. What is important in choosing to
settle down is truly knowing yourself and whether you can deal with possible
accessing, reprogramming and intimidation. Also consider if you really want to
settle down and you enjoy being in one place constantly. Most survivors do
settle down and enjoy the comforts and consistency of a home. What is mostly
important in settling down in a place you want is that you have decided to face
the programming and possible intimidation and are prepared for it. This is the
most important decision youll make in terms of housing and it shows a
commitment to your recovery.</div>
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Safety can also mean physically
escaping to another area that is a long way from the main perpetrators.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It is usually best to go to another city/town
far away in another state or the other side of the country or even move to
another country. This can be permanently or temporary, especially until the
accessing programming at least is undone. This can be important both
psychologically and physically. It is also important to try and pick a place
that you were not sent to before or which the perpetrators didn’t want you to
go to. As said before, the perpetrators would like you to be in one place as
the main perpetrator is there and can manipulate you directly either with close
accessing, deployment and/or reprogramming. The main perpetrator knows the main
cues and deception abused. Also a lot of their time and money went into the
programming which they do not want to lose. And there is some arrogance in that
the perpetrator treats the victim like s/he is some “personal pet”. But AGOCMCP
is a national and even international operation and network and the main
perpetrator may pass on the cues and accessing, etc to another programmer in
that new area and you maybe reprogrammed. Also be careful that you maybe relocated
to a new city/town/region deliberately by the perpetrators as they may want the
particular skills you were forced to get or for any other reason. They may try
and deceive you that “they will help you escape perpetrators where you are
staying”, but in fact are abusing you. Listen to what parts are telling you and
whether you actually want to move to this new town. </div>
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Some survivors choose to stay in
the same place they were abused in either as children and/or adults. They do
this because they simply like the place and do not wish to move. They have
built up long term friendships, counselling relationships, have innocent<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>family, abused or not living there, and who
can be really important in escaping.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>They may also know the media and other ways of educating about the abuse
better because they have lived in the place for a long time. They may also
simply enjoy the climate, what the city/town/region offers, etc. Safety is an
important issue here as the long term perpetrators are also based there. A lot
of breaking accessing is important. However, breaking programming and accessing
is essentially the same everywhere and can be achieved in a place of long term
abuse.</div>
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There are many safe places to live.
If you’re needing to find protection and safety especially when undoing
programming, mens, womens and youth refuges can provide such. Also staying in a
hostel with other people can provide this also. A well lit house and staying
with friends also deters perpetrators from frightening you in a house.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Travelling Constantly</b></div>
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Many survivors constantly travel for physical
safety. Constantly travelling can mean less or no reprogramming. The
perpetrators would like you to be in one place as the main perpetrator is there
and can manipulate you directly either with close accessing, deployment and/or
reprogramming. The main perpetrator knows the main cues and deception abused.
Also a lot of their time and money went into the programming which they do not
want to lose. And there is some arrogance in that the perpetrator treats the
victim like s/he is some “personal pet”.</div>
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The AGOCMP organisation is however
a national and even international operation and network. Perpetrators can
access and reprogram anywhere if you are being accessed, although it is more
difficult and means more reprogramming. However, if you keep on moving this
programming can become worthless as it is not tied to a particular “home based”
perpetrator. However, perpetrators can also network with each other and just
supply the “appropriate cues” for accessing and deployment to each other. I was
reprogrammed at the northern tip of Sulawesi in Indonesia
by a perpetrator based in Jakarta.
I was still being accessed by the handler in Australia
but not doing what she wanted and so she contacted another perpetrator in Jakarta and got her to fly to Manado the next large town and she came out
to the island I was on, found me and reprogrammed me. And so perpetrators can
still find you anywhere if you are being accessed.</div>
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A major concern is that the
constant travelling may also be in reality that you are being sent on missions
as a courier and spy. The perpetrators may have deceived you into thinking that
you are “escaping” and owe them something which is to courier information and
spy.</div>
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To examine this possibility, look
at whether you actually enjoy travelling constantly or want to actually settle
down. Look at what your dreams are saying and how you actually feel about
travelling constantly. You may still be deployed for their dirty work and you
may really want to live somewhere permanently away from the handler.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Intimidation</b></div>
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There is also safety from external
physical and psychological harassment or intimidation. This is when
perpetrators will try and harass you with telephone calls, stalking, following
you in cars, sending mail and email, trying to get into your house and
backyard, etc. This is different from when perpetrators try to cue programming
with particular coded language in an email, etc, although the intimidation
maybe attempting to cue the programming. Psychological intimidation generally
abuses communication such as the telephone, email and the post, but may also
include leaving images and words where you live, work, play or travel. They can
be obvious such as “Die if you say anything”, but perpetrators are more
disgusting and abuse either direct references to family such as sending a photo
of your mum or writing places of abuse such as the name of a military barracks,
etc. Then there are more direct cues such as colours, numbers in progression,
coded language, etc. Physical intimidation also occurs such as perpetrators
pretending they are travelling salesman and entering the house if they work out
you’re alone. They can also stalk when the victim/survivor is travelling to
work or university, etc.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Stopping Intimidation</b></div>
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There are many straightforward and
practical ways of stopping intimidation.</div>
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With postal mail you can get a post
box. With email you can change email addresses to one of the<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>many free or payment ones and use a
pseudonym. It is also advisable to not send important information over the
internet which can be now legally observed by ASIO. With a telephone you can
get a silent number, and use an answering machine to screen calls, but remember
cueing may occur by the number of rings. Also telephone calls may also be
listened to without your consent due to recent supposed anti terrorist
legislation. If you need to tell a trusted person something it is best to
actually go for a walk with them. With housing you can stay/live with a friend
or a share house, have security around the house, don’t answer the door, have a
peephole, or live in a block of flats.</div>
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If you are on Social Security, you
can have your postal and home addresses and telephone numbers blocked within
the department. Only the regional manager has to know. This can be done by
simply lodging an application citing that you may be intimidated by a religious
cult (ritual abuse). The police are also concerned about intimidation and you
can state that you are being constantly followed or threatened. You need to
list the incidents with time and place to assist the police. There are actually
police who are not involved with government operations and I have had good
assistance with physical intimidation at a flat I was staying at.</div>
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Another way of stopping intimidation is to
call the perpetrators bluff and actually seek assistance from friends, your
partner, your counsellor, the police, a lawyer, etc. Write down and give to a
trusted lawyer, a counsellor, a friend, etc the names and addresses of perpetrators,
the places of abuse, and all the information you can think of. This actually
frightens the perpetrators as it draws attention to them. If you can tell the
perpetrators that you have done this, it is even better. Going to the media is
also very good. It seems very weird to the police, etc when you are being
harassed because you have been to the media. It gives your story more
credibility because why would you be harassed for no reason?</div>
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Intimidation attempts to do either two things.
Firstly, there is harassment simply to frighten and stop you talking about or
remembering the abuse. Secondly it maybe trying to cue you by frightening parts
into contacting. It can only work by frightening and threatening. The
perpetrators cannot kill you or friends, or partner or innocent family or pets,
etc. There would be a major investigation by the police and the media and if
you have told someone such as a friend and counsellor about the abuse then this
has to be taken seriously. The government perpetrators cannot afford to risk
this and do nothing to survivors. No survivor, nor his/her family I know, and I
know at least a hundred, has died from perpetrators. And many of these are
survivors who have given public lectures to university students, been on
national television programs, written books, etc. Survivors call the
perpetrators’ bluff and know nothing can happen because if anything did, the
murder would have to be investigated, and all information, including what has
been told to a counsellor, what has been written to a friend, etc has to be
revealed. The perpetrators cannot afford this and so actually do nothing.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: 16.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Deprogramming</span></b></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Introduction; The Basic
Considerations When Deprogramming; Coping With and Undoing the Programming; Opposite
to Programming; Loose Stages of Deprogramming; Deprogramming for Different
Situations; Deprogramming In Relation to Different Aspects; Views and Webpages
on Deprogramming; Summary</span></b></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Introduction</span></b></div>
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Deprogramming essentially is
stopping what the perpetrators demand. These commands are to: “do the tasks;
maintain the programming; not contact support; and only contact perpetrators.
If these do not happen you must suicide”. Also as the programming is
deliberately not conscious, “one should not remember anything about the
programming, the deployment, the accessing and the organisations’ activities.
Otherwise, you must suicide”. The demands are not couched in these words. The
perpetrators pretend to be “nice and supportive”; and you “can ring us, we are
counsellors”, but these are lies. </div>
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So to deprogram can mean stopping
doing the tasks; dismantle the programming; get support such as a counsellor or
read information about recovery, stop contacting perpetrators, remembering what
the organization and its activities are about, and stopping suicide. These may
seem easy on paper, but if one is challenging programming, we are remembering
horrific things, and stopping horrendous feelings and urges to suicide. The
ways of torturing us with intense physical, psychological, sexual and emotional
pain, and with deep moral issues means we have to be strong. We need to have
tough minds and hearts, an awareness of what the programming constitutes so
that it is known and therefore can be pulled apart; and to seek support
especially with counsellors and fellow survivors who are dealing with and/or
have dealt with programming.</div>
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Deprogramming does not happen
overnight. It took me nearly fifteen years to get to the point where I can
write about deprogramming from AGOCMP. Deprogramming is also not linear.
Sometimes you can be stuck for a month working on a program, and other days it
is easy to undo them. There are also no tricks or easy ways. Do not use the
code names, or any other perpetrator language, to undo it, as the personalities
understandably think that you, or the person saying them, are perpetrators.</div>
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There are very few counsellors
anywhere who know how to deprogram specifically. There is also no course or
conference etc that has ever educated particularly about deprogramming. The
reasons for this are that not many people have written down what the process
constitutes. People, especially survivors and counsellors, know what the
process entails, but are more inclined to get on with it, rather than write it
down. I’m writing it down because I don’t want people to feel alone with it. I
also think it’s important to not see programming as complicated, technical,
"over there", “too difficult” etc, and, instead, to simplify it. It
is basically a method of control where you have been tortured and tricked into
submission. Every child and adult, AGOCMP survivor or not, is programmed to be
"a good member of society" and uphold exploitative private enterprise
capitalism; and trauma and trickery are abused in that process too. The nightly
news is intended to horrify people and make people feel “gratitude that our
companies, government and nation look after us”. With AGOCMP, what is different
is that the torture and trickery are extreme, is particularly personal, and
abuses dissociation and the development of multiple personalities. At our core
we are tortured so much that a personality is deliberately formed and this
fundamental personality is tricked into loyalty and submission. This
personality is also deliberately non conscious to us. Therefore a handler
controls us by controlling a separated, yet fundamentally set personality, who
is deliberately not conscious to us. Therefore to deprogram means to be aware
of this personality or group of personalities, and stop the loyalty to an
outside perpetrator. </div>
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A workable definition of ‘being
deprogrammed’ is ‘not being deployed, accessed or abused in any way; and
restoring oneself to a natural state, or a state which is not harmful to
oneself or another’.</div>
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It is also important to explain
that there is no one specific way, or even many specific ways, to deprogram.
People work out what’s best for them. There are many ways that are common to survivors
and these have been described here.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>There are also no specific stages. Deprogramming is about alleviating or
taking away the programming depending upon what your immediate and long term
needs and wants are. The emphasis is upon developing strategies to deal with
the situation. For example, when a victim/survivor feels that s/he maybe
accessed, it is important to be conscious of what the victim/survivor is going
to do in the time when the accessing is thought to happen. If stress will
happen because there will be no contact, it is important therefore to deal with
the stress. The stress in itself is a good indicator that accessing or
deployment may happen. If looking at deprogramming the whole thing, it is
important to look at the whole programming “system”, and how far into the whole
deprogramming you have come. See what is needed further to be undone. The
current and long term needs will be the guide to what, when and how you
deprogram.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Basic Considerations of
Deprogramming</span></b></div>
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There are very important basic
considerations in deprogramming. It is beneficial to have these either before
one starts and/or during the process. I’m writing ‘one’ or ‘you’ as it’s easier
than writing ‘the survivor/victim’ all the time. If this is triggering, copy
and paste the information and replace ‘one’ or ‘you’ with ‘you’ or any other
way that suits you. Also remember that you don’t need to be perfect. You can
have as many goes as you want in order to practice these. Make deprogramming on
*your* time schedule, not theirs.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">An Unaffected, Free Space</b></div>
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Firstly, one needs an unaffected
personal space in one's mind. One needs to be in a personal space that is
relatively free from the organization's affects. This is to see the world from
a relatively untouched view or stance. This is important firstly for a
reference point. Generally, and in times of stress, one needs to have somewhere
to come back to that is theirs. This is a safe space inside oneself; similar to
what you experience being in a safe space such as a counsellor’s office where
one can be oneself. Imagine a place that is lovely and nurturing where you have
been before. That is not organization affected. You may want to draw or paint
it. You may find it in a place in your home, in your garden or somewhere you
feel safe. The space is also important for rationality. From this space you can
question programming to see if it makes sense, is rational, is nurturing, etc.
Programming is not sensible, rational or nurturing. It is about the abuse of
you and other victims. The space also has some sense of objectivity to look
clearly at whether something wrong is happening. If you are ever in trouble
with deprogramming, such as going around in circles, going nowhere, being
repeated, or there is a "snag", etc, you can come back to this unaffected
space. The most important thing is that you can separate yourself from the
organization. You will be able to relate outside an organization context and
mind set. You can relate to other survivors, friends, therapist, and the world
generally, etc. It can also be your end point so when you unravel the
programming there should only be this unaffected place. </div>
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We all have the ability to find and
have this free space. The human spirit is indestructible. For example, people
who have been in concentration camps for many years have come out with their
lives and thinking intact. If in doubt that you have this free space, try the
following exercises. A good exercise is to do something of your own free will
which the organisation has stopped you from before. This could be surfing the
net on AGOMCP, talking to your counsellor about AGOMCP, staying inside on a day
you think you maybe accessed so that you don’t ring from a public phone, etc.
Other ways of finding this inner peaceful place in your soul and mind are: a
bath, going for a walk, meditation, painting, and holding onto something from a
teddy bear to a rock, etc. Do things in your current age e.g. study, work,
hobbies, etc. From this beginning, you can then strengthen this safe space
simply by doing more of it and being creative. By simply reading this you, are
breaking organization rules to “not know about AGOMCP”. </div>
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Being
In Your Current Age</b></div>
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It is really important to be in
your current age. The trauma is really now a memory of an earlier time and age.
The importance also of being in your current age is that you can use your
current age’s abilities, knowledge and power this age has. Most of the
underlying trauma happened as a child when we didn’t have fully developed
intellectual and physical abilities. We couldn’t see the trickery clearly, and
we weren’t strong enough to run or physically stop the perpetrators.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Most importantly we didn’t have the power to
escape. We were forced to be tied to perpetrators in the family basically
because we were children with little rights, were not believed, could not run
away and look after ourselves, etc. Now in our current age, whether it be 17 or
60, we do have more developed abilities and knowledge, and have rights and can
get support outside of the perpetrators within the family. I’ve found being in
my current age is the best way to cope with programming. The memories and
commands simply don’t exist as it is past and in personalities who don’t have
to be out. It’s like instant relief.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Consciousness</b></div>
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A major aspect of deprogramming is
consciousness. Every victim/survivor and counsellor continually stresses the
importance of consciousness. Consciousness is being aware of the abuse, of the
programming and its different aspects, specific personalities and the roles and
tasks, etc. Consciousness means looking for, and getting, the truth.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Consciousness also means having knowledge of
what the programming constitutes, and the ability to act on this knowledge. To
obtain consciousness at any given moment is to be like in meditation and be
mindful of what is around and inside you right now. To find it, simply close
your eyes or concentrate on something so that you feel like you’re in the
present. What will also happen is that personalities within you will want to
speak or clamour or hide, etc. and so continue to go past this in order to
obtain that unaffected space. Awareness of personalities is important, but for
the moment aim for a quiet mind as much as possible.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The term coconsciousness is consciousness
between parts, and with the parts and yourself. Consciousness is also the exact
reversal of what the perpetrators want i.e. no consciousness or not knowing
about the programming and abuse. Consciousness is a slap in the face for
perpetrators. With each conscious awareness we see the truth, and which, in
turn, opens up more truths. Wanting consciousness also fulfils the deeper wants
of self understanding and an independent and clear mind. This means freedom
from the perpetrators. Getting consciousness happens with getting memory, by
dialoguing with parts, by getting feedback from friends, therapist, etc and by
using rationality and intuition. </div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Knowing Yourself</b></div>
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Another aspect that
victims/survivors see as very important is knowing yourself. Even though this
might seem difficult at the beginning of deprogramming, there must be some
sense of knowing yourself in order to be able to even look at whether you are
being abused or not. For example, in order to come to this webpage and look for
information about Australian government mind control, there must have been some
knowledge of yourself. As survivorship progresses, you come to know yourself
more and have more confidence.</div>
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Knowing yourself means
understanding that you didn’t want to be part of their evil. This also means
understanding what is good or bad. If you wanted to do harm or do harm today,
you wouldn’t be looking up information on Australian government mind
control.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Knowing yourself also means
trusting aspects of yourself such as your intelligence, your rationality, your
intuition, etc. It means knowing psychologically who you are in terms of having
many personalities, of switching between them, of being to do talk with them,
in knowing that personalities are also you, etc. In knowing and accepting
yourself, you can see what is programming. You can see how inner people have
been tortured, lied, tricked and coerced into doing things that, if they had
the choice today, would not have done before. Knowledge of yourself therefore
also means caring for yourself.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Coping With Trauma</b></div>
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Deprogramming is also basically
coping with traumatic memory. Programming has its “power” from the trauma you
were subjected to. This is what basically you are reacting to. The lies and
tricks of the perpetrators rest on “saving” you somehow from the trauma or from
another perpetrator. Coping with trauma needs an awareness that it happened
before and, most often, many years ago. It is not happening now. To stop or
ease programming needs this awareness and sometimes we need to work hard at
keeping this awareness. Use things that keep you in the present such as looking
at what’s going on around you, having a bath, going for a walk, etc. Things
that keep you grounded and in this day and time. Deprogramming like this is
sitting through the pain of the memory and waiting for it to go.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Seeing the Whole Picture.</b></div>
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An important phrase with multiple
personality survivors is “When I see that I am multiple, then I am one”. In
other words, you have gone further than being in one personality and seeing
from his/her angle. You can see the whole lot of the personalities and
therefore see much of the whole person. It is very important to see a lot of
yourself. For multiple personality survivors, if you are in one personality or
swapping between personalities then you can lose track of the whole picture.
There could be a “hidden” personality or personalities who is/are being abused.
You could lose track of the whole picture and of time as there could be another
personality who is directing things. It is important to look for and address
all of your personalities. You need to look after all of them. Don’t cause or
continue any conflict. Give each part an equal reward and thanks in working on
the programming. Sometimes you need to step back and imagine your whole self.
Listen for all of the parts speaking. Personalities can give you information
about the abuse and escape. Ask parts if they think you are being accessed, if
there are callbacks, if there has been any reprogramming, etc. Try to picture
your whole self. It may seem like Swiss cheese as there are holes in the
programming. These holes maybe of parts forced to be accessed and unable to
speak as yet. There maybe parts whose role it is to stop you from getting the
truth. Use your intuition to feel whether you have been told the truth. Also do
not condemn personalities. They were tortured and lied to and just need to be
cared for.</div>
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Care for all of yourself and which
includes every part. You need to look after and care for your whole self. Parts
with lies have only been lied to. They are not born liars. They could be led to
believe that they should lie in order to “help you" or conversely that you
“had done badly”. They were split off from you originally and in reality are
you. They have been twisted around to suit the perpetrators. You need to
reclaim you for you, and stop the handler’s lies and contamination. Your parts
only lie because this is what they have been told to do. They would not do it
ordinarily. Caring for them means listening to the part’s lies, not accepting
the lies, and explaining things in a non judgmental way. They need to know it
is the despicable organisation's fault. It means stopping the violence and lies
done to them, and in reality, you too. You underneath are really these parts.
With parts that were created when you were a young person, it is important to
understand your age at which they were done and care accordingly. This means
extra deserving attention, doing appropriate caring things such as singing
songs for very young personalities etc. Caring for the whole of yourself also
means being in the present, and looking after your current age self. It means
going for walks, eating healthy food, having good accommodation, etc. You are
looking after all of you. </div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">We are People</b></div>
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It is important to remember that we
are people in the deprogramming. Sometimes we may forget that we are not robots
or zombies, and which the organization would despicably like us to believe. When
deprogramming, remember that personalities are people with feelings and have
levels of understanding and knowledge. We need to look after them. Also
feelings by themselves are not a safe and reliable guide. In deprogramming a
lot of feelings come up. The organisation abuses feelings a lot. Feelings are
just feelings. They have no sense of truth or insight and can be manipulated. I
was lied to so much that my “Mum was a perpetrator”. The organization produced
a feeling of hatred by Me towards Mum. It was based on a lie and now I am angry
at the organisation for lying and which is a more truthful emotion. Real
feelings are determined by a much larger truth. Even though feelings are not a
reliable guide, we need to respect manipulated personalities and ones self. It
is not our personalities’ fault that we are lied to, and so we need to be
gentle in explaining to personalities and ones self that we have been lied to.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Memories Come Up When They Can</b></div>
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Memories of when the programming
was done come up when deprogramming. This happens as you want to get rid of the
programming and the underlying violence and lies. It is important to respect
that you are bringing up memories when you can. You can work on them when you
can. In times of stress such as first remembering the abuse and at call back
times, you maybe flooded with memories. To try and understand things you may
wish to bring back too much. If panicking and memory is flooding back, ask
yourself why. Is it because of accessing? A callback for deployment? etc. When
the programming is understood it makes things easier. E.g. the fear and dread
felt on Saturday afternoon is because there is accessing then? One needs to
respect ones abilities in dealing with memory. Too much memory can mean
flooding, psychotic episodes and hospitalization. You need to say that you can
only deal with so much and go into program management (see following). Memories
of when the programming was done come up when they can. It is important to
respect that you are bringing up memories when you can. You can work on them
then. In times of stress such as first remembering the abuse and at call back
times, you maybe flooded with memories. You wish to bring back too much to stop
accessing. Now you need to also respect your abilities in dealing with too much
memory. You need to say that you can only deal with so much and go into program
management.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Trusting Yourself</b></div>
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The organization and its
programming methods of setups and electrocution etc where/are real. You can go
back into these real memories and undo it. Sometimes the organisation will lie
on purpose such as abusing 3D images which were said to be “your family dying”,
etc. Again it is important to see what the reality was. There were 3D images
and organisation members acting as family, etc. You can stop the 3D images by
turning off the screen. You can stop the perpetrators acting by doing something
that turns them off e.g. turning off the lights in the memory.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>If your real family was there ask them if
they know if you are present and where they/s/he think you are e.g. outside,
etc. The perpetrator/s and their/its programming methods with setups and
electrocution etc where/are real. You can go back into the memories and undo
it. You can also put them aside. You have the ability to control the
programming. </div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Care for all of yourself which includes every personality</b></div>
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You need to look after and care for
your whole self which includes every part. Personality parts have only been
lied to that “you are bad”, and some are led to believe that they are
"doing good for you because you are bad". Caring for them means
listening to the parts’ lies and not accepting them, explaining things in a non
judgemental way and how it is the despicable perpetrator’s fault, stopping the
violence done to you and being firm. With parts that were created when you were
a young person it is important to understand your age at which they were done
and care accordingly. This means extra deserving attention, eating the
appropriate foods e.g. baby foods, singing songs etc. Caring for yourself also
means in the general day to day sense. This means going for walks, eating
healthy food, having good accommodation, etc. You are looking after all of you.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Having a Strategy</b></div>
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First of all it is important to
have a conscious strategy when deprogramming either as coping or undoing. You
are deprogramming for a very good reason and it is helpful to be conscious and
control it. Ask why am I deprogramming? Why am I needing to react and get
anxious? What is the reality? How can the perpetrator get me or not get me? I
am safe, etc. What is my support such as therapists, friends, support groups,
etc. Is it to cope with a short term crisis? If so, go into short term looking
after yourself. Forget about undoing the programming. Lots of pampering, lots
of being with friends, lots of talking to the therapist, getting out or
sleeping - whatever you enjoy and tides you over. Is it to understand myself
better and get rid of the despicable perpetrator garbage and it is not a stress
time? Then undo the programming. The important consideration is how safe you
feel, and to keep on asking how safe you really are, and deprogram accordingly.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Program Management</b></div>
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All of these tools are concerned
with programming management or how to live your life with programming under
reasonable control. Discipline, living in your current age, understanding what
the fear and anxiety is that lies behind the deprogramming, etc can be very
important in this. The panic to deprogram, particularly at call back and
disclosure times, comes from the lie "that you or someone close to you
will die". This is not the case. In the seven years that I have been
surviving and from meeting two hundred other survivors NO ONE has died. You can
discipline one/yourself with this truth and say "this is a lie and
programming. I will not go into it." Sometimes discipline can seem too
difficult and as normal human beings we are not perfect and can "do the
best we can". This means having a "bum day" and not feeling bad,
and pride ourselves on not being the "best survivor". We/you didn’t
want the programming in the first place, so why should we also have to have extra
stress on being perfect?</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Articulating the programming</b></div>
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This means getting an understanding
of it, and whether it be the whole thing, a specific area, etc. Write down what
is happening in the deprogramming or what you see in the programming. Allow all
the words to come up and put then in some order if you want. See if you are
going around in circles and not shifting or if new areas opening up, etc. It’s
also good to draw what you see whether it be the torture memory. Or an image of
the programming ‘system” or a part’s problems and fears, etc. Articulating the
programming and deprogramming is important in that you have something concrete
in front of you to refer to. Even if it is confused, it shows how the
programming is constructed and you can work out ways of undoing it.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Getting the Facts</b></div>
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It is very important to get the
facts and the reality when deprogramming. The organisation abuses fiendish
hypnosis, drugs, death threats, electrocution, etc to force and delude you into
thinking something else. A common one is that "your brother/sister
died". In fact, it could be an organisation member masquerading as
"your brother/sister". They, either your real brother/sister or the
organisation member, did not die. Another delusion you may be forced to think
is that you "are ringing the organisation at such and such a time".
You need to check whether this is the case or not by knowing where you were at
the time. You could be ringing but at a different time. Also ask why do I have
this message from the organisation? Why is the organisation trying to deceive
me? Is it because I am being accessed, but not at the time they specify? There
quite definitely could be recent accessing. As said before, feelings are not a
safe and reliable guide. Develop and trust your rationality, the facts,
intuition, etc.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">A Humanitarian and Normal
Approach</b></div>
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Before explaining the specific ways
of deprogramming, and within the aim of demystifying it, it is important to
approach deprogramming from humanitarian and normal perspectives. This is important
for the victim/survivor because we are deceived into thinking that we are
robots and are very different from normal people. For victims/survivors and
supporters it is important to address our humanity. We breathe, eat, wash,
enjoy music, films, travelling, etc and as with survivors of other forms of
abuse basically need the good and beneficial things in life to deprogram. We
need a clear and independent mind, intelligent information and stimulation,
good physical exercise, good recreation, good food, good sex, good health, etc.
We need healthy emotions and the ability to release trauma and pain. Looking
after yourself means being a model for the personalities. They can see that the
general you is looking after yourself through good food and exercise, and so
will see that they also can benefit as well from these.</div>
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When dialoguing with parts it is
important to be aware of the parts age and his/her intellectual and physical
abilities. Suggest ways of undoing trauma, lies and escaping that fit in with
their age and abilities. Some victims/survivors refer to their programming as
“the system” and also call the parts by the code names the perpetrators called
them. Common names are generally public known ones such as Rambo, Bart as in
Simpson, Mickey Mouse, etc. They call them this because this is what they know
and/or to reclaim the words for themselves. I prefer not to do either as it
reinforces the programming for my parts. I don’t call<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>“the system” anything. I see myself as having
many parts. Some are controlled by the perpetrator, and some are by me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I also don’t call parts code names it is only
reinforcing the programming and these are not their names anyway. I allow them
to call themselves what they want.</div>
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In reality, dissociated parts are
really you. This doesn’t feel like it as they seem to be acting against your
wishes. But they are in fact in your body and mind. What is specific about
programming is that parts are controlled by a perpetrator, and so therefore the
victim/survivor needs to reclaim them, and which is, in fact, reclaiming
yourself. The worst thing to do is see them as alien to you or like they’ve
“invaded your mind from outside”. They were separated from you by trauma and
then deceived. So therefore they are you. A good comparison is to see parts as
like wayward children of good parents. Children can be deceived that their
parents are wrong or not normal or not caring, etc by other children or society
generally. As with looking after these children, it is good to parent
personalities, particularly young ones, and show real love and care. Eventually
they will see that you, like parents of wayward children, are good and will see
that perpetrators are horrible and return or become associated.</div>
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Remember that all parts are really
really good. Never criticise a part. It’s like treating children as naughty and
to get info “out of them” which they believe is not good to tell you because
you will be killed. Always look after and respect them. Always respect promises
made to them. Show them that you will not put them in a harmful situation. Let
them act out with no serious harm if it takes the pressure off. </div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Demystifying it</b></div>
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It is important firstly to
demystify programming and deprogramming. Many people have the impression that
it is some very complicated and technological thing that is beyond
understanding. Programming is really about setting up an abusive mind set and
doing bad training which happens generally such as at schools, the army, the
workplace, etc. For example, in the army, the mind set is one of total
discipline and extreme patriotism. The training is to do tasks that fulfill
these. The abuse happens in the inhuman training, and in the delusion of
“serving totally, including dying, for ones country’. Deprogramming here is
becoming aware that the soldier has been brainwashed into specific behaviour
and thinking that doesn’t benefit him, and then detraining her/himself so that
s/he doesn’t have to behave and think like this anymore. Obviously, it also
means leaving the army.</div>
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How programming differs is that the
programming process and training is extremely traumatic, done very quickly and
“leaves no signs”. It can also abuse young children and babies. It is also
illegal, done very secretly and abuses dissociation and split personality
development and having many personalities. The mind control is also very
robotic in its operation with cueing, coded language, etc. The last major
difference is that the victim has no consciousness of the abuse. However,
fundamentally it is the same as a working class child being programmed to be a
worker with bad schooling, alarm clock cues to go to work, and little
information around him/her to understand the socio- economic exploitation. </div>
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As with all conditioning,
programming runs out after a while. Again, like any conditioning it gets
lessened, particularly with no contact. Perpetrators actually reprogram to try
and reinforce the original programming. If this stops then the programming
lessens in intensity. It doesn’t go away completely, but it does not seriously affect
as before. Programming gets lesser in its intensity, unless there is a program
built in to continue it which is common and needs to be addressed as with all
personality parts. As with healing all problems and emotional stress, there is
a lessening in the effects of the violence and the lies.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Coping With and Undoing
the Programming</span></b></div>
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Deprogramming is when you don’t
allow the programmed and cued behaviours or system to work. When you don’t
respond to programmed demands. There are two main aspects to deprogramming. You
either cope with it and not allow it to happen, or you undo it so that it can’t
happen again. Coping is when managing the programming so that you doesn’t do as
the organisation and handler demand. You cope with the pain and lies and are
not drawn into doing what the organisation and handler want. For example, not
going to a ritual abuse ceremony at Halloween. Undoing is when you deal
specifically with the programming and go into the memory of the programming
torture and lies and stops it at its source. Coping does not mean stopping the
programming at its source, and it can occur again. This is ok for the present.
You have stopped the command and for the time being this is ok. Undoing means
stopping it altogether so that it will not affect you again. </div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Coping </b>We cope or undo depending on how much energy and time we
have. During a callback, we are more stressed and more inclined to cope. During
easier times, between callbacks, there is more time and energy to work on the
torture and lies of the programming, and therefore, stop it at its source. Deprogramming
is natural, and victims/survivors continue doing it until the programming does
not have any power. We are naturally getting rid of programming as it is lies
and torture and our psyches do not want horrible things. We will try and get
rid of control and unpleasantness within us. We were born good, and so we will
naturally get rid of anything horrible in ourselves. Even before knowing you
are a survivor/victim, getting rid of programming can sometimes be subconscious
to you, and all you know is that you are in a lot of pain. You can be lying
awake at night not knowing that the blackness you feel is actually memory of
programming or the organisation’s activities. Even as a survivor/victim you
maybe be depressed and under the organisation delusion that “nothing is wrong”.
In fact you are still being accessed and deployed, but tricked at a very deep
level that you “are safe and not being abused”. This happened to me for about
six years and then realized that I was still being abused.</div>
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The organisation has to continually
reprogram in order to ensure that the programming remains. If we were to
completely stop contact with the organisation and handler the programming will
run out by itself. As a conscious survivor we can be more aware of the
programming and if we are also being currently reprogrammed. Being aware of
programming, we can understand it more clearly, and stop it more effectively.</div>
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Choosing to cope or undo the
programming usually depends on the degree of the programming, your normal day
to day life, your responsibilities, awareness of how much you are being abused,
and how much support you have. It basically boils down to how much energy and
time has. When there is time, energy and even support for undoing programming
you will undo it. When there is only energy and time for coping with
programming, then you cope. Also a survivor in the initial stages of recovery
also knows less about the programming. When understanding what it is you can
stop it better. </div>
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Coping usually happens when there
is a lot of stress such as with callbacks and disclosure. For example, the
programming behaviour to self harm comes on horribly as the cue of disclosure
is set off. There is usually too much pain to go into the memory and stop it at
its source. It’s best to cope especially in stopping memory flooding. Coping is
basically taking your mind off the programming behaviours. To put the harmful
thoughts aside and concentrate on something else. If you take your mind off the
programming and do something else you have stopped the programming from having
its effects. Even concentrating on cooking dinner will take your mind from
programming.</div>
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If it is too overwhelming do not be
tempted to go back to the violence and torture of the programming setup. See it
as a memory and back in 1962, 1983, 1998, etc. It is a different year now. Be
in your current age and know what day, month and year it is. This is especially
very important for young parts who are very scared. Being in your current age
person is especially important for younger parts as they know then that an
adult survivor is in control.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Undoing the Programming</b></div>
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Undoing means going back to where
the programs were put into place and stopping the violence and lies so that you
will never be affected again. This means doing a kind of "rewind of a
video" in your memory and controlling how you will get rid of the violence
and the real perpetrators and free yourself from the lies and binds (sometimes
double or more binds). Use whatever techniques you want in this. This was
violence that you had no control over then. Now you can and do whatever you
wants. Its best to undo programming when there are periods of less stress such
as between callbacks, but if you need to undo programming in order to stop the
organisation such as stopping accessing, and you have the time and energy, then
this can be done. Deprogramming is basically going back to where the lies were
put in with extremely violent torture. This generally means bringing yourself
back to a more grounded way of being. In psychological/ medical terms it is
"associating the experience". You was forced to dissociate or float
off and space out in order to cope with the despicable horror of what the
organisation did to you. With a lot of dissociation comes the formation of a
separate personality part. (Please see the following multiplicity and
personality parts). Some methods are child rapes, spinning machinery,
electrocution, deprivation of food, hanging upside down, moving the person
towards a revolving saw, putting a knife in your throat, suspending them in air
by a cage or a harness, etc. They also all involve drugs and hypnosis. The
organisation then further abuses this dissociation and personality part
development by tricking the part into a lie that they "owe the
organisation". A handler lies that s/he was not aware of the torture and
pretends that s/he is “saving” you. The victim is caught between a horrible
life/death scenario or be “saved” by this devious and deceitful handler.</div>
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When rewinding the video it is
important to remember all the aspects of the programming. Where you were put,
what images they were abusing, where are the perpetrators and how the handler
is also one of the perpetrators. You could be put in front of a tv screen, or
in a staged play in an auditorium, have your head dunked at a river, be
suspended in a cage, etc. The perpetrators will play out a scenario that set
ups a life/death situation. </div>
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These usually involve friends and
family and are called the “loved ones”. They could be there in person or
fabricated as such. If there in person the friends and family can be programmed
so that aren’t aware of where they are and are innocent. If they know that they
are there they are perpetrators. In my programming my mum, brother, sister in
law and nephew were all non consciously programmed and didn’t know they were
being put into this scenario. The father knew and is a perpetrator. The friends
and family can also be fabricated by being on screen images or perpetrators
acting them in a staged play. The friends and family are not there at all and
the organisation uses fabricated versions.</div>
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The scenario is a setup where you
have no choice but to harm/kill. The only other “option’ and which isn’t an
option is that you will die. You have the right to save yourself as it is self
defence. This is morally and legally fine. If someone is “killed” then it is
because you have the moral and legal right to do so. You have the right to
protect yourself. You also have the right to stop the programming scenario. You
can take away the cords to the television and turn off the screen, you can
bring yourself down from the suspended cage and you can stop yourself being
drowned. Use your imagination in stopping these. E.g. you can call in a tractor
to lower the cage, call in the police or someone who is protective to stop the
drowning, etc. When the handler lies that “s/he saved you” you can be angry at
her and call her a liar. He or she is just another of the perpetrators who knew
and organized the setup in the first place. He or she is a not a “saviour”. You
can tell him/her angrily to get away and say no to his/her lies. It’s all a
setup and you have every right to stop this horrible memory. You did not want
to be at the programming setup and it was all a setup in any case.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Dialoguing with parts</b></div>
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A lot of deprogramming is talking
with parts. This may sound crazy but it isn’t. Parts know what the torture and
lies are, or can you information where your adult current self can work out
what the torture and lies are. Parts will talk to or with you or you can talk
with them. After a while it becomes second nature to have a dialogue with one
or even many parts. You can also do it out loud if you want. It’s not crazy. You’re
not in a psych ward because you know where you are. Important considerations
are in respecting the part and also their age in terms of their abilities,
knowledge and world view. As said before, listen to the part, even his/her
lies. They didn’t realise they were lies, or if they do they are saying them
for a good reason to them. Explain things in a non judgemental way and how it
is always the despicable perpetrator’s fault. With parts that were created when
you were a young person it is important to understand your age at which they
were done and care accordingly. This means extra deserving attention, eating
the appropriate foods e.g. baby foods, singing songs etc.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Immersion and Staying Outside</b></div>
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Immersion is going into the
programming to understand how it functions. Staying outside is observing it
from a distance. Both are important and you need to develop both and use them
together in order to work through the programming. For example, you need to
delve to feel the emotions, understand the personality parts etc, and then to
step back from them to get a perspective on what happens and what are lies etc.
The immersion is the subjective- experiencing the personal, the memories, the
mind, the intricacies of the programming, etc. When doing this you can rewind
the "vcr" of the memories and tell off the perpetrators. Staying
outside is the objective- the rational, the logical, the analysis of what is
lies and truth, etc. It is where you can be disciplined and not allow the junk
and lies to come in.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Opposite to Programming</span></b></div>
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We can also approach deprogramming
by what it constitutes, and do the reverse. The perpetrators wanted/wants a
victim who casually goes about their life oblivious to being abused. You
had/have non conscious personalities who dislike the host victim, and won't
tell you about the abuse or anyone else, such as a counsellor or policeperson. These
personalities were mainly formed when the victim was a child and so tends to
view the world from a child like stance. The personalities were also trained to
be robotic and have black and white views of the world. The personality worked
hard for an external perpetrator, who tortured and tricked the personality, and
is now their, and your, puppeteer. The perpetrator basically orders
her/him/them to do a lot of mainly illegal work, or s/he/them must suicide. All
the personalities must follow the perpetrator or commit suicide, and this
includes those who must keep other personalities in line by beating them up or
yelling horribly at them. </div>
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Therefore to see deprogramming from
a contrary view, we firstly need to be conscious of what the programming is
doing. What do the personalities have to do maintain the programming? to work
for the perpetrators? to react if we are deprogramming? etc. We can observe
what is happening, ask personalities what is happening, think over the
programming, etc. The aim is to get some consciousness about it. To shine a
light on what is happening when we are amnesic, asleep, awake, etc. The
perpetrators really do not want awareness. They spent years developing this
type of mind control in order that victims do not realise that we/they are
exploited. Talking respectfully with personalities is a great way to know what
is going on and stop the abuse. The main aim with awareness is to reveal the
truth about the programming. </div>
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Meditation is a good way of
searching for what the programming is about. Meditation is also called
mindfulness as it aims to see what is happening in the mind. In deprogramming,
meditation usually means personalities will ‘pop up’ in the form of the
perpetrators’ faces and bodies that produced them. We can talk with these
personalities or observe them, and see if they are programmed to cause trouble.
We can also notice other personalities and see what the relationships are
between them. Through observing, and even talking with, personalities we can
gain knowledge of what the system is and not buy into it.</div>
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Because programming is mostly
started when victims are very young, it is important to reverse this by being
in your current age (the age you are currently). Even victims indoctrinated
when an as an adult or teenager can benefit from this as your current age means
now and not the time back when you were first kidnapped. Your current age
brings firstly an adult viewpoint which is very important in being objective,
compassionate, empathetic, parenting and mature. Young parts especially will
benefit from these approaches. Good parenting is necessary when deprogramming.
As written before, victims/survivors programmed from when we were very young,
mostly have baby and child parts and need good parenting. We need to be extra
compassionate and empathetic in looking after very vulnerable and scared
people, clarifying what is not good and how the programming is lies, and then
providing a wholesome and nurturing environment instead of horribleness. </div>
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Programming is also about abusing
one or two very tortured and tricked personalities. Perpetrators especially
abuse single personalities who are lonely and terrified. When we take an
approach that is holistic, unified and inclusive, we can help the frightened
parts and show them they are not alone. We can foster internal talking between
personalities for truly good reasons such as escaping the perpetrators, instead
of personalities hounding others and making them act out programming. Also we
can be flexible, and reject the rigid, and black or white thinking, of
programming. We can practice as much as we want. Don’t have to be perfect, nor
a robot.</div>
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These are general and summarised
ways in which you need in deprogramming. Being rational- does this makes
sense?; use intuition- does this feel right?; getting feedback from
personalities particularly those that are not part of a program of a specific
personality you maybe working on, and from others such as friends and a
therapist; being flexible; being eclectic or using all/many strategies; being
sensible- e.g. is flying off a bridge really going to set you free- the reality
is that it will kill you; being clear and most importantly loving yourself. For
survivors- you suffered some of the most horrific and despicable crimes against
humanity. The true and real love of yourself is what has kept you both alive
and doing the deprogramming so that you have a better life. Cherish this.</div>
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Conscious, associated Present age</div>
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Put simply: deprogramming is looking
for and finding the truth, and undoing the lies and torture. We all have an
innate truth or knowing what is true. The truth for us is in knowing what the
programming actually is particularly its lies. It is knowing whether you are
being accessed, and whether you are being deployed. This truth comes from
seeing what is around you – the facts, from your intuition – does this feel
right, and from your sensibilities- does this makes sense. It also comes from
feedback from people truly close to you like your counsellor, other survivors
and friends. Programming is basically lies and there are many of them. The
first is that perpetrators are “your friends, your counsellor, etc”, the second
is that they are “helping you” against another perpetrator which can be an
earlier perpetrator, a perpetrator in competition with them or a “perpetrator”
they are actually friends with, or an innocent but gullible family person, etc.
PERPETRATORS ARE NEVER FRIENDS OR COUNSELLORS. It cannot be put more simply.
NOR ARE THEY EVER HELPING YOU. Again this cannot be more emphasised. A
victim/survivor needs to look at the truth. If a perpetrator is “helping you”
why is there a program to kill yourself? This is the most UNHELPFUL thing ever!
No matter what you feel happened, tricking you to commit suicide is NOT HELPFUL
WHATSOEVER. You don’t want to be part of something horrible, didn’t want it in
the first place and don’t want to die because of their lies. It is they that
abused you and you don’t want it anymore.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Undoing the lies and torture</b><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Undoing lies mainly involves talking with parts that have the lies. You
can explain what is a lie and show them. For example, a lie can be found when
seeing how can a perpetrator be helpful if they want you dead? Most dialoguing
is within littlies who can see injustice clearly so once they see that it is a
lie they can understand and change and get angry. It is important to not be
judgemental. Littlies, really yourself when younger were fooled and tortured
into this lie. Once you can see fully that it is a lie, then you need to get
rid of the programming altogether by getting rid of the memory of the torture.
Whatever was abused can be undone. For example, if you are strapped to a table,
undo the straps by calling on real friends or a true therapist or have your own
imaginary friends undo them. You can also have an imaginary knife to cut the
straps, but not yourself. </div>
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You may also see their faces, either in their
natural state or with makeup costumes, wigs, etc. You may then get memories of
the torture such as being placed on a table with people with masks torturing
you with metallic instruments, electric prods, etc. You may also get memory of
keywords which are in fact cues, etc. After a while you may get a picture of
the whole scenario. One torturer physically torturing you while another
perpetrator “saves” you, etc.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>These
memories, while hard to deal with are important to get. Once you see what the
memory is, you can then work on it.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Basic Tools</b></div>
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These are summarised ways which you
can help in deprogramming: </div>
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Being rational- does this makes
sense? – going to a public space every Sunday morning does not make sense (in
reality being accessed because you subconsciously ring a perpetrator at a
public telephone); </div>
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Use intuition- this doesn’t feel
right – being in an unknown area late at night (in reality being directed to go
somewhere to be reprogrammed); </div>
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Getting feedback both internally
from personalities and from others such as friends and a therapist; </div>
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Being flexible.</div>
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Being eclectic or using all/many
techniques; </div>
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Being sensible. E.g. is jumping off
a bridge really going to set you free? The reality is that it will kill you; </div>
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Being clear – are things very
confusing? This could be that the deprogramming is not working or that there is
a personality who is afraid to speak because of a hold by the handler. </div>
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Most importantly - loving yourself.
As survivors we suffered some of the most horrific and despicable crimes
against oneself. The true and real love of ones self is what has kept us alive
and doing the deprogramming. This is so that we have a better life. Cherish
this. </div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Loose Stages of
Deprogramming</span></b></div>
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As written before, there are no
precise stages of deprogramming, but there are loose ones that happen with most
survivors, and which make sense when seen in their progress.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">First challenges</b></div>
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The first stages are when you are becoming
aware that you have been abused. This can be direct in having past
memory/memories, having a good hunch that there was/is abuse and/or in knowing
fully that you have been abused. The programming, intended to stop awareness,
has not worked, and you have some consciousness of the abuse, even from an
early age. You know that a family member or members are criminal, and you are
wanting the first opportunity you can find to escape. </div>
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For other victims, who do not have
awareness, and where the programming to ‘not know’ is working,<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>there are strange commands within yourself to
“kill yourself”, “kill your child”, “kill your partner”, etc. For “killing yourself”
“You must do this by jumping off a bridge”, “drive your car off the road”,
“jump off at The Gap in Sydney”, etc. and for your family “you must use a
knife”, etc. You don’t know why these commands are ‘turning on’, but the
feelings and thoughts are definitely there.</div>
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The intensity of any, and all of
the above, can sometimes drive a survivor to hospitalisation. Many, if not
most, survivors end up in a psych ward/hospital because the strength of these
thoughts has been too great. In reality, what has happened, is that you are
challenging the programming either “to not remember” and/or “to return to the
perpetrator” and/or “be deployed”, etc. What has kicked in are deliberately
placed suicide programs so that you will never tell what happened, or
intentional killing family programs so that you are put in prison, never
released and become too guilt ridden to remember. The perpetrators want that
you never know about the abuse and tell people. Another program that occurs
when remembering is “you will go crazy”, and as it seems very astonishing that
that this stuff exists, it seems ‘true’ that you ‘are crazy’, but in reality
you aren’t. People, who do go mad, do not know they are so, and therefore you
definitely are not mad or crazy. </div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Looking for validation </b></div>
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Most survivors when confronted with
the “suicide/kill others” programming, desperately try to find what is causing
these. Unfortunately, they can’t get accurate information from mental health
professionals, who say that the “voices” are simply “poor mental health”,
rather than real perpetrators trying to kill or silence them by programming.
Nowadays, there is the internet with information on government mind control and
programming, and counsellors with information about ritual abuse and related
abuse such as child pornography. Both also abuse programming. (I also think
that ritual abuse is part of the wider organisation’s list of abuses, rather
than a separate and distinct form of abuse). For survivors, who allow memory to
come up, and at the same time deprogram by not buying into the ‘suicide/kill
others’ programming, we can have information that can be validated by the
internet, a counsellor, or a support group such as for sexual assault
survivors.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Coping Deprogramming</b></div>
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Further ‘suicide/kill others’
programming will arise as more memory reveals the abuse, and more deprogramming
is needed by not buying into the commands. Coping with the programmed commands,
is needed a lot in the initial stages of recovery. Some days it is all
important to keep on stopping your mind from going overload. Baths, walks,
grounding, seeing a counsellor, talking with friends, lying on the lounge, etc
are necessary. You may also feel like you are in constant pain, find it
difficult to do normal things, suffer from insomnia, etc. This is when it is
essential to do self pampering from doing your nails, to looking at beautiful
books and photos, to walking along the beach, to go online shopping, to
whatever makes you feel good.</div>
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Also most survivors are usually
being accessed and deployed when first in recovery, and so there is also the
need to be safe from reprogramming and the perpetrators. As survivors/victims
are accessed on a periodic basis, reprogrammed on a periodic basis, and
constantly deployed in the organisations’ activities and ceremonies, there is a
definite need to stop any contact. The programming system will still sit there
with all of its names, cues and commands just as it did from when you were
first programmed, and so it won’t simply disappear because you have realised
you a victim/survivor. In fact the perpetrators are looking out if, and when, a
victim/survivor realises s/he is a victim/survivor, and keeps contact with
personalities most loyal to perpetrators. They force personalities to be
reprogrammed so that total control will continue. This phase of awareness by
victims/survivors is usually about two steps forward and one backwards, as the
victim/survivor is escaping, getting support and coping with programming, but
also being reaccessed and reprogrammed. Usually a victim/survivor has to go
somewhere there are no perpetrators at all.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Escaping </b></div>
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Most victims/survivors I know have
left the main area of their abuse in order to deprogram properly. The place is
extremely triggering, and causes shutdowns in intelligence and healthy
emotions, and means overall abuse. Also the main programmers and perpetrators
in his/her .life, even from when s/he was born, are in this town/city/ area.
They know the programming completely and have had total control. In order to
maintain control by the organisation, they may “offer escape” where they really
send you to another perpetrator in another town/city/area. This has happened to
me on many occasions and I was fooled into thinking “I was escaping”. Another
ploy to renew control used by perpetrators is for you to get roughed up by
perpetrators or victims in the new place you’ve escaped to. The perpetrators
lie that they “saved you” from being hurt by the perpetrators or victims. This
happened to me when I escaped to Perth.
The main programmer in Brisbane got a
perpetrator in Perth to get a victim to start
punching me and make it seem like “life in Perth was horrible”. Thankfully I realised
this was a setup and worked on the accessing and stayed in Perth. I knew then that I had escaped.
Perpetrators, especially the main programmer, will abuse any method to make
them/s/he seem like the “good guy/s” and continue control. Escaping means that
the survivor is not being accessed, especially by non conscious means where an
unknown personality inside the survivor, still loyal to perpetrators, is
ringing or contacting in some way with a perpetrator. If accessing is stopped,
so is reprogramming, deployment and other aspects of control. </div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Stabilised Periods of Deprogramming</b></div>
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When the survivor has escaped,
there will be stabilised periods of recovery, and one can deprogram by both
coping and undoing the programming itself. One usually has to do the coping
with the suicidal threats and threats to close people, especially with callback
times with ritual abuse such as Beltane (May 1st) and Halloween (October 31st)
for Satanic AGOCMP survivors, but also generally with contacting the
perpetrators. With time you begins to understand the programming more clearly.
For example you understand why the accessing programming is there and work on
it to stop the accessing. You have also dealt with the pain and know how to
battle it. The programming setups also emerge from memory, and you can see and
understand what they are and why they were abused. You can work on them and
stop the setups and lies. The falsities in programming usually are “your loved
ones are there hurting you”, “you killed someone close to you”, “your loved
ones are killing you”, or any other supposed scenario concerned with a partner,
family, child, enemy, etc and deep ethical considerations. Because victims are
drugged, hypnotised and extremely destabilized, it is very hard for them to see
clearly and fight against the setups and lies, and so very sadly they truly
think they have “murdered their mum”, etc. The reality is that the mum is very alive.
When deprogramming these setups it is important to distance oneself from the
drugging, hypnosis and destabilising. Drinking lots of fluid, especially water,
clears the mind and you see clearly that “the mum” etc was a perpetrator stand
in. Once this falsehood is revealed to the personality holding this trauma, the
programming collapses.</div>
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When not being accessed and
reprogrammed you can also work more freely on stopping the system from being
abused. When being accessed, it can be very difficult for you as it feels like
you are running against the clock. The accessing program (and the following
reprogramming) is forcing him/her to return and she is battling this program.
It is important to address the accessing program especially and either cope
with it, or even better, to undo it. When not being accessed, reprogrammed and
having no callbacks for organisation ceremonies and activities, there are long
periods when you can address programming and also undo it. </div>
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After some time of adjustment to
dealing with the programming, you works out ways of deprogramming that are
second nature. Once adjusted to memory work, coping, etc, you isn’t so frantic
and can approach deprogramming in a more stable way. </div>
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S/he will start to see the setups
and be able to undo them. They will collapse like buildings and not be able to
stand. You will also feel that the ropes, that controlled you like a
puppeteer’s, will be cut and stopped.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Normalising Programming</b></div>
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Programming and deprogramming can
be understood. Programming is never acceptable, but is similar to all
indoctrination. Everyone is indoctrinated into something whether it be
conditioning about class, gender, etc. These are also based on violence and
lies. Working class men are conditioned to be aggressive by violent sports and lies
that they are “powerful”. Working class women are conditioned by violence that
they be “submissive”. AGOCMP programming is also a form of indoctrination and
conditioning. It is on a societal continuum of indoctrination. As the
criminality is extreme so is the indoctrination process. The organisation want
victims that are totally controllable and completely do not know of the abuse.
Victims are indoctrinated with horrific torture and lies, and forced to
dissociate so that we do not know of the abuse. </div>
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As with any conditioning,
programming also runs out after a while if not reprogrammed. Personalities will
see that the handler and the organisation are all liars and torturers, and will
not act out the behaviours. They will come over to your side when they understand
this. The intensity of the violence and lies also lessens over time. The
organisation will try and stop this natural process by reprogramming, and this
is why you/victim especially needs to stop accessing. There can also be
programs that are built in and which continue the programming within the person
i.e. with no outside accessing, and this too needs to be addressed.
Personalities are lied to that the victim/survivor is ‘the enemy’ and have to
‘rebuild the programming’ in order to ‘help’ the handler ‘maintain beneficial
control’. The personalities have to see where there has been deprogramming, and
“patch it up so it’s brand new”. Also when being accessed, the handler can
threaten parts to “rebuild the system”. If they don’t do their job the handler
will punish them. This is another reason to stop accessing.</div>
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As said deprogramming is natural.
Ones psyche doesn’t like lies and horribleness being in ourselves and will do
everything to discharge it. The organisation programming is one of the most evil
things a criminal organization can do and so the mind and body will get rid of
it naturally. As it is a particular type of horribleness, we need to address
how it was placed there and address the specific concerns. These being the
style abused such as a spinning machine, the enormity of the lies i.e. that
“you killed someone”, “I (the handler) saved you” and “you must obey me and the
organization at all costs”.</div>
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It’s also important to look at the
important areas of the programming and do the opposite. The perpetrators,
including the knowing and organising handler, force the victim to dissociate
into a personality by various means e.g. drugging, electrocution, etc. It is
therefore important to associate or ground oneself so that the dissociated part
isn’t under their control by the means of dissociation. One needs to remove in
ones memory anything that causes dissociation. It is then important to stop the
lies. These are that “you wanted to kill someone”, that “you are evil”, that
you are “one of them”, etc. The reality is that you didn’t want to kill but
were forced to in order to save yourself. Saving youself in self defence,
against someone murdering you or has been told is murdering you, is morally and
legally correct. You needs to see the truth. This will also help with
associating or bringing back the organisation controlled part back to you where
s/he rightfully belongs. The lies that “you owe the organisation” or “we saved
you” are shown again to be lies and you have control of yourself. You originally
had this and you are simply getting rid of the torture and lies and being
yourself again.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Variations</b></div>
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Each of us copes and undoes
programming his/her own way. People have individual interests and strengths.
Some people enjoy looking at psychology and how the mind works and go into the
intricacies of brainwashing. Some people use the media and public education to
get rid of their anger against the organisation and its programming. Other
survivors see themselves as a community of personalities. There is no one or
right way to deprogram.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">A personality thinking that only the rest of the personalities will die</b></div>
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A survivor needs to consider an
important aspect of programming and which can be very beneficial to know. A
personality who is following orders from the handler and thinks that you should
be dead also believes that s/he “will be saved when the person dies”. S/he is
lied to by the handler that he/she/it "will live" after he/she/it
kills off the victim. This is not the truth. When a person dies, god forbid, the
whole person really dies which includes all of the personalities including the
personality who “will be saved”. The personality needs to see that when s/he
has seen dead bodies in the past the whole body dies and this is the same for
the personality. The personality will die exactly the same as the other
personalities. There is only one heart for the whole body. Each personality
does not have an individual heart and mind. When seeing this the personality
usually comes over to your side.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Disruption between personalities</b></div>
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Multiple victims/survivors have
programming which deliberately abuses multiple personalities in you. By being
multiple, the organisation thought it could have more parts "to play
with" and attempt internal disruption. There are deliberate conflicts made
between personalities. They can be based simply on what colour they are coded e.g.
blue personalities versus red. Or the handlers can make one personality stop
other personalities from seeing the truth. Deprogramming sometimes can be
difficult when there is internal disruption. You allows the personality to say
what the truth is and at the same time stopping a belligerent personality from
causing conflict against another personality and the victim her/himself.
Sometimes deprogramming means both addressing a personality and at the same
time seeing the whole system. One part may have been lied to and which is
contaminating the whole system. You needs to explain to the part lied to that
there is a lie and reassure everyone else that you and the personality won’t
accept the lie. It means looking after everyone. </div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">When the perpetrator is a woman</b></div>
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The organisations/organisations
have female perpetrators. They are conscious and deliberate perpetrators which
will torture, program, revel in the ceremonies and be leaders of the
organisations/organizations. Two of the organisations I was abused by were led
by women and they were despicable, evil infested perpetrators. Most of the
handlers who tortured and programmed me were women. I have a feeling women perpetrators
abused the status of women to further inflict pain and mind control. We
supposedly aren’t allowed to hit women, react against them and only feel sorry
for them, but these perpetrators deserve the same resistance and stopping as
any perpetrator. Fight back and kill off the woman perpetrator in the memory
just like any perpetrator.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Crisis periods</b></div>
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Crisis periods are when we are
forced to contact for accessing and deployment. There are demands to contact by
either face to face, phone, etc, and on a certain day, date and hour, etc; or
within a certain time period. Stress happens when we are counteracting and challenging
the demands and the programming comes on with memories of the torture and the
threats. The programming stress also comes on when we disclose or remember the
abuse. The crisis period is fighting the memory of the horrible torturing and
the threats and lies, and within a strict time period. For example, you maybe
forced to ring on Sunday and you remember this on Thursday and so from Thursday
to Sunday you are stressed to the max. On one side is the knowledge that you
don’t have to ring – the “people” are horrible perpetrators who abuse you to do
their dirty work. On the other are the horrible memories of torture and threats
or really lies. So you become distraught. Also the parts that have the memory
are usually young parts. They feel very vulnerable, are in lots of pain, and
find it difficult to be rational, and to be talked with. You make it to Monday,
the day after the “deadline” but there is also another backlash as you wait to
see “if someone has died” which always turns out to be a lie. By Wednesday you
can start to calm down again as the parts see that it was bullshit.</div>
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Deprogramming during a crisis
period is fighting the pain and waiting for the period to finish. Short term
strategies are really important. The most important thing is to look after
yourself. Try to not go into the programming memories deeply unless you feel
you can. Do whatever you can to stop the pain and cues, and which doesn’t hurt
others or yourself badly. Try to be in the moment by breathing, meditating,
going for walks, having a bath, swimming, simply resting, etc. Not buy into it
and brush it off. Talking about it with whoever can listen - a therapist,
survivors, friends, a telephone counselling service, etc. Get clarity and
feedback if it helps. Express yourself and say how horrible the pain is. Go
somewhere that has no people and scream, write it down, draw it, etc. Release
the pain, the frustration, the anger, etc. Talk or dialogue with parts and
reassure them that this period will ease. Let them express themselves about
this period without causing harm to anyone especially them.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Call Back Stress Times</b></div>
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Call back times can be the most
harrowing times for victims/survivors. The most important thing to remember is
that it is only temporary. During this crisis period it is important to get all
the support you can. Tell your friends, therapist, telephone crisis counsellor
(e.g. Lifeline), etc that you want as much support as you can. This is your
crisis period. Do whatever it takes to get you through the day and night.
Whatever it takes to keep you safe and sane- scream, shout, ring Lifeline, have
a bath, suck a dummy, etc. You did not choose to have this as with all organisation
activities put upon you. You can now choose to cope and not allow the
programming to affect you.</div>
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These are ways of coping from a
ritual abuse survivor magazine from the 1990s in Australia called Beyond Survival.</div>
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Breathe. Breathe deeply and wriggle
your toes. Rub your arms and legs. Blink hard. Keep eye contact with something
such as your pet.</div>
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Make a list of your reasons NOT to
kill yourself. Read it. Give a copy to your friends to read out to you when
needed.</div>
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Be safe and warm. Put a blanket
around you and cuddle a teddy bear. Hold onto your pet.</div>
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Make a list of things you can do to
make you feel better: go out for dinner, have a bath, read a book, suck on a
dummy, go for a walk. Whatever works or feels right for you.</div>
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Write in a journal.</div>
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Ring a friend.</div>
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Tell yourself that you are worth
being loved. You are good.</div>
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Be proud of having survived. The
fact that you are still alive after all the torture shows what an amazingly
strong person you are.</div>
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Ring a crisis number and talk to
them. </div>
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Be
angry at the perpetrators.</b></div>
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There are as many versions of this
setup as there are situations which the perpetrators wanted to abuse you by.
They could abuse specific family and friendship relationships e.g. a
relationship with your nephew. They could abuse any physically and
psychologically painful situation that their devious and murderous minds can
imagine. The extremely important thing to see is that it is always a setup. An
attempt to cause pain, particularly suicidal guilt in a seeming no win
situation, and then exploit this pain to act as “saviours”. The perpetrators,
especially the handler are not saviours. He or she is a devious and extremely
harmful perpetrator. You did not want to be at the programming sessions, and
have the right to say no to all the setups. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Look for the truth, and don’t go into the
falsely made and incorrect feelings of the programs.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Overall or Long Term Deprogramming</b></div>
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Overall or long term deprogramming
is addressing the “system” and undoing or dismantling it. It differs to crisis
management in that its aim is to get rid of the programming altogether or to
where it is manageable and controlled by you. During non crisis periods or when
there is “slack’, the victim/survivor can deprogram more fully. Overall
deprogramming is a natural process because we don’t want to have unnatural
things such as programming in our minds and body.</div>
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Overall deprogramming firstly needs
to have a strategy that is addressing the whole programming. This can mean
looking at it as a whole or taking it apart bit by bit or both. As we generally
are not aware of the whole programming, it usually means addressing
personalities or major areas of personalities such as the accessing part of the
system. It is usually the accessing parts that we address first as this stops
control and creates better safety to continue the overall deprogramming. </div>
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Undoing programming means firstly
understanding the personalities, their roles and tasks, and the area of their
deployment. It then means going back to where the personalities and programs
were put into place and stopping the violence and lies so that you will never
be affected again. This means doing a kind of "rewind of a video" in
your memory and controlling how you will get rid of the violence and the real
perpetrators and free yourself from the lies and binds (sometimes double or
more binds). Therefore a lot of this work involves doing traumatic memory work
and getting clarity about what perpetrators were doing what during the
programming process or session. The deception needs to be seen fully. When the
deception is understand the lies, threats and supposed loyalty to the
perpetrators is gotten rid of. Use whatever techniques you want in this. This
was violence and deception that you had not control over then. Now you can and
do whatever you want/s and get rid of the controlling memories. </div>
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The first major aspect is to
remember the physical trauma such as being placed into suspended cages, in
front of rotating blades, etc. Help the personality by suggesting ways s/he can
escape from them and if wanted to get revenge. This involves using imagination
such as becoming small in the cage and flying away. It can mean bringing in
his/her own personal friends and beating up the perpetrators and untying
him/her before the blades do damage. Suggest ways that the personality can
escape or ask him/her how s/he could do it if s/he had any and every resource
available to him/her.</div>
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The second aspect is to break the
binds of deception. Explain to the part that all the perpetrators in the place
whether there originally or coming in afterwards to “save you” are
perpetrators. They all knew what was happening and they all set it up together.
It was all a huge trick. Ask the personality to not buy into any of lies and
refuse to sign or agree to contracts. The personality can then get angry at all
the perpetrators.</div>
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The part may feel confused,
disappointed, angry, etc after this undoing of the programming and revelation.
Look after him/her and even explain more fully that it was all a trick in order
to control him/her. Ask how s/he is feeling and what they would like to do to
the perpetrators. Hopefully it will be anger. Allow the part to express the
anger to the major perpetrator and/or to all the perpetrators. “Filthy”
language is allowed.</div>
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Each part was produced by similar
ways and so each part needs to be able to understand and discharge the emotion.
A part could also be originally abused and then further abused and so each
traumatic episode needs to be undone. Sometimes two or more parts together were
abused in subsequent programming “sessions”.</div>
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This memory work leads to
reassociating or integration back into the person, and stops the control and
memories of the abuse. </div>
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The next aspect in the whole
programming system is to address the areas and layers. The programming system
was first produced as a predetermined structure by the organisation. It had
specific stages of indoctrination that are generally called core and secondary/
tertiary/etc layers. For children this can start in the womb and for kidnapped
people it starts at the age they were kidnapped. This is when there is a linear
progression to programming. The core stages have particularly very heavy and
continual torture. When working on dismantling the layers, you may go back to
the core programming and work on the base layers. By working on base layers you
can deflate a layer on top of this to a small degree. However, as programs are
all about violence, you will still need to work on the upper layers. They are
not simply put in without violence.</div>
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The other aspect are areas.
Examples are the accessing areas, the assassination areas, etc. One needs to
help the parts discharge and to explain to all the parts in the areas that they
are abused and so do not have to follow orders of working together, or dobbing
another rebellious part in, etc. By talking to parts in areas you can get some
agreement that there is abuse and each will see that they do not have to be
abused.</div>
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In undoing training, again an
explanation that the part has been abused, will lead to them giving up roles
and tasks. Use realism, for example, that they aren’t even being paid! Or that
who really does get the benefits? Only perpetrators get benefits. Allow the
parts to release their anger at the perpetrators.</div>
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Deprogramming, with dismantling the
system, will become second nature over time. It is good to firstly try the
discharging and memory work with a therapist or with another survivor or a
trusted friend. Then after some practice and good results, it will become
easier. </div>
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Remember, you cannot get a full understanding
of accessing, or of programming, in one day. The programming took ages to put
in and it can’t be removed in a day. Rome
truly wasn’t built in a day. Respecting yourself and your parts is the best way
to undo programming. I have had times when I’ve pressured and demanded parts to
“tell me what’s happening”. Everyone’s backs came up and wouldn’t say a thing
understandably. I reminded them of perpetrators. But if allow I them to tell me
at their and my own pace then answers came forth just like human people do. </div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></b><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Deprogramming for
Different Situations</span></b></div>
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As said, deprogramming has
different strategies for different situations. Generally it is within Short
Term Crises and Long Term Deprogramming. What is general and common to
victims/survivors is that deprogramming happens as either a reaction to crisis
periods or within an overall deprogramming. Coping is putting it at bay or
aside. This particularly happens during crisis times like call backs. During
the rest of the year it is also important as there is a need and want to have a
normal everyday life free from programming. If in a crisis please the
Guidelines webpage. An important consideration here is to live your life in
your current age. Do not be tempted to go back to the violence and torture of
the cue that was long ago. Remember that the violence and lies are not
happening today or now. It is merely a memory and back in 1962 or 1983, etc. It
is 2015 now.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Stopping Programming for Being Accessed and Deployed</b></div>
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A crisis period can happen when
there is a fear of being accessed. Trust your intuition and panic around this
as in most cases it does involve accessing. Lots of internal understanding, and
lots of talking with inner people, are extremely important. Also lots of
looking at the bigger picture is necessary. For example, why am I in this place
and for this long? Ordinarily I wouldn’t go to or stay here for this amount of
time. This could be a sign of accessing and deployment.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></div>
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There are many ways of being aware
if you are being accessed or are being sent on a “mission”.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The main one is to respectfully talk to parts
or personalities. Either organise a time to have a private meeting within
yourself or simply talk when needed. Let all the parts speak even if some or
many are told lies. Discuss with him/her what is happening and look for the
truth. You need to view this from a parental, adult or overall perpsective with
a material understanding of what is happening now. For example, parts maybe
scared of particular places as they remind of past abuse, so explanations are
needed that correspond to the age of the part. Parts are telling the truth and
this needs to be expanded upon. Ask what is happening? If parts are very
emotional, especially sad, then this is a major sign that abuse is happening.
You may have been accessed yesterday and the parts that were accessed are
traumatised. If accessed, ask with consideration what time and where the abuse
happened. Having this awareness means you can discharge the hurt and sadness
and be in a better position not to be accessed again. Another way is to keep a
diary of where you have been for the week, month, day, etc. Also ask
understanding friends, partner or someone who would have a rough idea of your
routine or activities where you were or should have been on particular days and
times to see what the reality is.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Any
missing times should then reveal themselves. Another is to use intuition or to
act on niggling feelings. </div>
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Accessing programming is very
intense as it is the one that directly controls you. If there was no accessing
you would be free. When you break accessing you stop the control. Breaking
accessing programming is like undoing programming generally. You look for the
truth and undo the lies. Undoing accessing has much stress since the
perpetrators put time constraints upon when you have to contact next whether by
phone, face to face, etc. You may feel you are deprogramming against a clock
and within a particular time period. It is important to not feel so stressed by
getting an understanding of what the accessing is. Ie when are you going to be
accessed, and where and how. This means you know what the situation is and can
take stock of it and not be influenced too much by panic. Talk to parts whose
role it is to be accessed. Ask them with care and genuine concern that
accessing is not good and that perpetrators are actually horrible. Also use the
stress itself. What days and times are you stressed, and what brings on the stress
– the thought of phone contact, face to face contact, etc. </div>
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Breaking accessing can be direct in
not doing the actual contact. This means a thorough understanding that the
accessing was actually broken. There could be a deliberate program of fooling a
part that “accessing was broken”, but in fact another part had to contact. You
will know if accessing is broken by intense programming reactions before,
during or soon after the time of supposed contact. When this happens, it is
important to deprogram as in a stressful situation by looking after yourself
and particularly the parts that had to contact. Talk with them about how the
perpertrators are not helpful and that you shouldn’t have to contact anyway and
within their time demands. You should be able to do what you want.</div>
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Breaking accessing can also be
undoing the programming beforehand. This again means looking after parts and
explaining that perpetrators are not friends or helpful, and that you can do
what you want.</div>
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Stopping accessing is a major stage
in stopping being a victim. Once accessing has stopped, they cannot control you
anymore. They cannot tell you where to go, they cannot reprogram or torture you
again, they cannot tell you how to live your life, etc.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Deprogramming and the Organisation. Reclaiming Ourselves.</b></div>
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Programming and deprogramming need
to be put into a organisation perspective in that they are specifically about
the organisation. This is its function. It relates specifically to being
accessed, deployment, disclosure and continuing with truly supportive people,
disrupting that support and organisation activities. The aims of the
organisation are to keep you under control and working for them. You need to
separate from these. THESE ORGANISATION ACTIVITIES ARE NOT THE TOTALITY OF
LIFE. WE CAN USE OUR TIME TO DEPROGRAM, WORK ON OTHER MEMORIES AND HAVE A NORMAL LIFE. Survivorship basically is about stopping the
control and abuse, and having a life that is our own. Even though we may not be
conscious of it, our lives were controlled by perpetrators, and with recovery
we find and reclaim ourselves so that we control ourselves. We find free will,
we develop healthy relationships, we have a mind that is entirely our own, and
we go wherever we want to and when we want to.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Deprogramming In Relation to Continuing Your Life</b></div>
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There are two very important
aspects to deprogramming and continuing to live. The first is that SELF HARM
AND SUICIDE ARE PROGRAMS. THEY ARE NOT NATURAL. DON’T BELIEVE THE PROGRAM.
SUICIDAL THOUGHTS ARE CAUSED BY PROGRAMMING. IF THERE WAS NO PROGRAMMING THERE
WOULD BE NO SUICIDAL THOUGHTS. The second aspect is a very useful awareness.
This is to TELL THE PERSONALITY WHO IS PROGRAMMED TO SUICIDE IS THAT SHE OR HE
WILL DIE TOO. EVERYONE DIES INSIDE THE BODY INCLUDING THE PERSONALITY. The
personality is lied to by the perpetrators, especially the handler, that the
suicidal personality will “continue to live after s/he has killed”. This is
another lie. IF YOU SEE A DEAD BODY YOU KNOW THAT EVERYONE INSIDE THE BODY
DIES.</div>
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A person stops deprogramming when
there is no need to work on the programming. This mean s/he is not constantly
affected by programming and abuse memories. S/he is not being accessed,
reprogrammed and deployed. Signs that a person has deprogrammed are: not acting
out greatly eg not seeing similar looking people today as being the same as the
perpetrators; not seriously falling into the same patterns of abuse eg sexual
compulsion; can really account for their time and so is not being accessed and
deployed; is not compulsed to do things such as instantly “going on a holiday”
which is a sign of deployment ie couriering information; etc. It is very
important to be in touch with ones emotions and being responsible for them. If
adults, it means having a normal adult life- studying, working, parenting,
leisure, community pursuits, etc; Being deprogrammed means that the programming
is either not there anymore or is not functioning. </div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Deprogramming and General Life</b></div>
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Deprogramming needs to be seen in
relationship to life generally. You are pressured by work, studies, family,
friends, relationships, shopping, etc. It is important to know when it is
needed to deprogram. During stress times, coping with programming is very
important and life generally needs to be well used such as being with trusted
friends or telling unreliable friends that you can’t see them. Social functions
need to be made less important, etc. It is important not to get triggered by
similar looking organisation things/people which are not organisation, and to
not go near or do things that will trigger or do harm such as tall buildings.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Have We Fully Deprogrammed Yet?</b></div>
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How does one know that they are
deprogrammed? Not being accessed nor deployed Every every survivor I know is
being accessed when having awareness and starting recovery. Survivors are lied
to that they “are not being accessed” “are not dissociated” and “are escaping”.
This happened to me as many handlers lied that I was “escaping”. Personalities
unfortunately believed it. Perpetrators do not want to allow a victim to
escape. Victims bring much money by the exploitation, the perpetrators have
spent a lot of time and money in programming and deploying the victim, and the
perpetrators don’t want survivors telling the truth and revealing what the
perpetrators do. If we looked at the issue logically just because you are
aware and getting support does not automatically mean you have escaped the
organisation. It’s the same as with incest survivors. Just because they become
aware of abuse doesn’t mean that the perpetrator is not there in the house, at
family gatherings, etc. A Victorian study in 1996 found that most counsellors
working with programmed victims/survivors believed that clients were still
being accessed and abused.</div>
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<span style="mso-bidi-font-weight: bold;">There is no full
proof way of knowing your whole system and understanding that you have
completely deprogrammed. You can use your intuition, the knowledge that you
feel really free, that there is no contact, or that perpetrators are not
popping into your head, etc to get some understanding. The best way to measure
this is to get a real understanding of yourself and whether you are living your
life the way you want all the time. This simply means knowing yourself and
whether you are truly fulfilling yourself. This means that everything you do is
controlled by you and that all your decisions and actions are for your benefit
only. Perpetrators sometimes will “fit in” with something you are doing to
disguise their control. For example going on a holiday you have planned and
getting you (an unknown loyal personality) to courier information to that
place. However, if you have a true understanding of yourself, this manipulation
will soon reveal itself.</span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Reclaiming and
reassociating personalities</b></div>
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It is not necessary to reassociate the personality if you
don’t want to. Some survivors have reclaimed their parts and system and kept
them as they are with new jobs if need be, They are safe with you so that they
aren’t controlled by perpetrators. They didn’t feel they needed to go back and
discharge and reassociate. A survivor I know talks about her GI Joe doing this
and that for the benefit of her, GI Joe and the whole system. Some survivors
have wanted to not have any reminders of the abuse and have gone back to the
memory and worked it through so that the part as such doesn’t have to be
dissociated anymore and not have the roles and cues. Some survivors are in
between – a mixture of parts, reassociated and integrated. All these parts are
ok and there needs to be no criticism of anyone. All the ways are ok as long as
there is no control by perpetrators.</div>
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When a person deprograms
sufficiently so that they are not controlled by accessing and therefore
deployed, and arent affected by programming and abuse memories, they can start
to leave "the nest" of survivorship and have an independent life.
Signs that a person has deprogrammed are: not acting out greatly eg not seeing
similar looking people today as being the same as the perpetrators, and not
seriously falling into the same patterns of abuse eg sexual compulsion; being
real and in touch with ones own emotions and being responsible for them; if
adults, having a functional adult life- studying, working, parenting, leisure,
community pursuits, etc. One can never be perfect. The effects of abuse
particularly from perpetrator abuse can be long term and fundamental. The
important aspect is that the person now has a fully functional life, with the
emphasis on life.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Views and Webpages on Deprogramming</span></b></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Views on Deprogramming</b></div>
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This is from a well known and remarkable survivor Carol Rutz.
She has written extensively about GOCMP and has given papers at a university
and conferences on GOCMP. Her groundbreaking book A Nation Betrayed
(http://www2.dmci.net/users/casey) is well read within the survivor and
therapist community. This is from a speech she gave at the SMART (Stop Mind
Control and Ritual Abuse Today) Conference in 2003. <a href="http://ritualabuse.us/smart-conference/conf03/healing-from-ritual-abuse-and-mind-control/">http://ritualabuse.us/smart-conference/conf03/healing-from-ritual-abuse-and-mind-control/</a>
“I don’t believe there is only one way to deprogram. There is no right or wrong
way. What is effective for one may be totally unworkable for someone else. I
believe the key to deprogramming is Internal dialogue.”Internal dialogue is
talking with personalities about how to deprogram, what is causing a current
crisis, if and when accessing occurs, what is stopping them from telling you
the truth, what needs to be deprogrammed and how to go about doing it, etc. As
Carol says it is extremely important. It is like talking with a community in
order to understand a community’s problem.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Webpages about
Deprogramming</b></div>
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These are webpages about deprogramming. This one is by the
Cheryl Rainfield and is at http://www.kalimunro.com/article_programming.html
Another is by David W. Neswald with Catherine Gould and Vicki Graham-Costain
and is at <a href="http://www.kalimunro.com/ritual_abuse_programs.html">http://www.kalimunro.com/ritual_abuse_programs.html</a><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><a href="http://survivorship.org/resources/articles/programming.html">http://survivorship.org/resources/articles/programming.html</a><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><a href="http://ra-info.org/mind-control/">http://ra-info.org/mind-control/</a><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><a href="http://ra-info.org/for-advocates-and-professionals/">http://ra-info.org/for-advocates-and-professionals/</a><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><a href="http://ra-info.org/mind-control/programming/color-programming">http://ra-info.org/mind-control/programming/color-programming</a><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><a href="http://ra-info.org/mind-control/programming/spin-programming/">http://ra-info.org/mind-control/programming/spin-programming/</a><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><a href="http://survivingritualabuseaustralia.blogspot.com.au/2011/10/deprogramming.ht">http://survivingritualabuseaustralia.blogspot.com.au/2011/10/deprogramming.ht</a></div>
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Another example is this webpage is
from a survivor who makes online collages to remember what the programming is
more clearly and then undo it. We are forced not to use the usual ways of
remembering and noting what happened such as writing with our normal hand. But
there are other ways we can use such as singing songs that remind us of the
programming information and writing with our non dominant hand. In this webpage
Grace makes collages online to indirectly, but still successfully, remind her
of the programmers, the style of programming, what its intentions are, etc. It
is very ingenious. <a href="http://graceartjourney.blogspot.com/">http://graceartjourney.blogspot.com/</a></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Deprogramming Summary</span></b><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 150%;"></span></div>
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Always look for why you are deprogramming. It could be due to
panic and anxiety over disclosing, escaping, stopping accessing, stopping callbacks
for ceremonies, etc. Understanding the reasons for deprogramming anxiety gives
a better perspective and helps slows things down. It also helps you to
understand if you’re currently being accessed, reprogrammed, etc.</div>
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Never trust a programmer/organisation. They/he/she is/are
always trying to deceive you for their selfishness. They only want you to be
bound to them. They never ever “help you”. It is always for the organisation.
They are selfish and manipulative in wanting you to do their criminal activities.
To them you are merely a robot that makes them money. They find an organisation
such as a government espionage agency or a perpetrator within their own
organisation which wants something illegally done, and then sells you like a
slave to them in order to do their dirty work and make heaps of illegal money
for the handler and the perpetrators. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>They may sound “sweet” and “empathetic” but in
reality they are all abusing you.</div>
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No-one will die. I have known over two hundred survivors, and
they and their loved ones have never died. There are pragmatic reasons for this
in that the organisations won’t kill off someone whom they can abuse which
would normally includes your family. Also the murder of someone is taken very
seriously by law enforcement, and all information regarding the murder of
someone, including from us, is thoroughly investigated. The only thing
assisting the perpetrators at the moment is their invisibility, and if that is
blown in the investigation of a murder, then this last feature will be
eradicated. It was the same with the mafia and organised pedophilia. When
murders such as that of drugs campaigner Donald Mackay happened in Griffith, the lid was blown on organised drug crime in Australia. This
is the same as with abuse. Murders are very very serious crime and
investigators will research for decades unlocking all the information. The
perpetrators don’t want this visibility and awareness and will not commit such.
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The Memories are old. They are also manipulated memories
which intend to deceive you. The organisation and handler never helped you with
the programming. They staged it so that they always come out “the winner”
regardless of what really is the truth. They are trying to make out that they
are “helpful”. By saying that “you must die” is not helpful. There was never a
“saviour”. They were all in this together and they all knew about the violence.</div>
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You have the right to live where you want and do what you
want. </div>
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If you have innocent family and friends being non consciously
abused by the organisation. They are told lies about you and you do not need to
listen to the lies which are really from the organisation. The innocent family
and friends are only repeating what they have been lied about. The innocent
friends and family are not horrible people. You do not have to accept what
innocent friends and family are told. </div>
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Be eclectic. Use all techniques and the appropriate ones.
Depending on what your needs are- crisis, wanting to work on deep programming,
wanting to remain calm, etc - use the technique/s that corresponds to your
needs and wants.</div>
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